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Entropy

Uchiha Madara/Haruno Sakura

Chapter One: Lost

“NARUTO!” Her yell seemed to echo back at her in the strangest of ways. Then, there was a blur of color, flashing images passing by too quickly to discern what they were, and then she was staring up through the leaves of tall, near-ancient trees and hearing the chirping of crickets and other night wildlife. Haruno Sakura sat up and glanced around at her surroundings. Naruto, beaten and bloodied as he had been, was nowhere to be seen, as well as any trace of Tobi, the masked man they’d been fighting who had almost killed Naruto in the process of trying to weaken him for capture. They had been on their way back from a two-man mission in one of the outer-lying towns on the border of the Fire Nation. They had been probably four or five miles away when Tobi had assaulted them, determined to eliminate Sakura and capture Naruto himself. After Pein’s failed attack on Konoha, the Akatsuki were apparently getting desperate. Naruto had put up a great fight, but it had been because of her that he’d been so wounded. He’d deflected a killing blow and had, in turn, gotten his right arm cut off. Tobi had been relentless after that and Naruto was quickly bleeding out, so Sakura had found no other option than to save Naruto’s life in what was now, admittedly, perhaps not the wisest of decisions. It was called the Return to Past jutsu that she, Tsunade, and Shizune had been working on perfecting. When executed correctly, it returned the user to their previous state before the injury. It was highly chakra-consuming and had been meant to only be used in life-or-death situations—and it had been, but the difference between its intended use and how she had used it was the fact that it…hadn’t really been perfected yet. She had been performing the jutsu and Naruto’s arm had been returned to him…at least she thought so. Tobi hadn’t been too pleased, she remembered, because he’d used his time-space jutsu to interrupt the process of channeling her chakra into her best friend’s arm. The last thing she’d seen was Naruto bringing up the once-severed arm to attack Tobi, even though her jutsu hadn’t completed yet, and then Tobi had interrupted them. She vaguely remembered their chakras clashing before she screamed her friend’s name and now…here she was, neither Naruto nor Tobi anywhere to be seen. There wasn’t even a sign of a battle, not even a scuffle; the trees obliterated by her chakra-filled punches were just as they had been before they’d been destroyed and there was no blood, no scorch marks from the rasengan, not even a stray kunai stuck in one of the trees to demonstrate a missed attack. There was nothing, and in some ways that was more terrifying than being at the scene of the battle. Something was clearly very, very wrong. Inhaling a deep, calming breath, Sakura noticed that the air here was strangely fresher than it had been before this occurrence, and not just in the sense of not being filled with the stench of blood. It was definitely different; cleaner; the word newer came to mind, but that didn’t make sense. There wasn’t such a thing as ‘old air,’ at least not in this context. She started to take in more of her surroundings. She was in a clearing much like the one she and Naruto had fought in, although again, devoid of battle. The stars were bright and the night sky clear and pristine…which was odd, because the sky had been overcast with a winter storm on the way when they had taken a rest before finishing the trek to Konoha. Next, she glanced down at herself, assessing her injuries. She had several deep cuts on her arms and plenty of welts all over from blocking. The bandages around her shins were all but obliterated and her sandals were torn in a most uncomfortable way. Her clothes were covered in blood—mostly not hers—and dried flecks of the substance covered most of her upper body as well. Detecting a broken rib or two, Sakura groaned. She didn’t have enough chakra to do anything for her wounds at the moment, so she would simply have to grin and bear it. The only thing next was action. She needed to report to the Hokage right away. Shakily, the pinkette got to her feet and took a feeble step forward. No good; she was not only out of chakra, but facing chakra-exhaustion as well. Stumbling over to the nearest tree root, Sakura figured that there wasn’t much else she could do other than let herself rest. From what she could tell, she was safe. There weren’t any chakra signatures in her vicinity and what she really needed was a good nap. Absently Sakura felt for her vial of soldier pills, remembering having given her last one to Naruto. As the vial turned out empty, she knew that at least that much hadn’t changed. She felt rather numb, she noticed as she closed her eyes. Quite frankly, she knew she needed to be a lot more worried than she was, and falling asleep in a clearing and completely exposed wasn’t a good idea. In fact, it was a very bad idea. But she couldn’t bring herself to care as darkness surrounded her mind and she fell into a deep unconsciousness. When she awoke next, the sky was pink and orange with the rising sun. She had rested long enough to restore a decent amount of chakra and her first goal was to heal the broken ribs, which were only slightly fractured to her relief, and then quickly got to her feet, prepared to finish the trek to Konoha. She ran mostly without the use of chakra, still feeling that her reserves were rather low. As she did so, it was beginning to bother her that she wasn’t passing the landmarks she was used to and hadn’t sensed any border patrol at all. In fact, it seemed very likely that she was completely alone. That is, until she felt a kunai whiz past her ear—obviously a warning sign rather than meant to kill, because she wasn’t moving with particular agility and any decent shinobi could have killed her with that. Cursing, she sped up and pumped chakra into her legs to assist this goal. She didn’t have enough chakra for a fight after healing herself, even if these people didn’t necessarily seem to want to kill her. But she had to get to Konoha—especially since enemies were clearly in their borders. “Halt!” called a masculine voice. It was definitely unfamiliar. Sakura continued forward as fast as she could. Where was Konoha? She should have seen the walls by now! At the very least the Hokage mountain! But the trees were too thick to see past—something that was definitely different. She jumped up onto one but the minute slowing of her speed in that moment caused her pursuers to catch up with her. She was grabbed by her collar and a kunai was held to her throat, the assaulter holding her from behind. “What are you doing in Uchiha lands, kunoichi?” a voice asked, this time feminine. “Uchiha lands?” asked Sakura, bewildered. “The Uchiha clan was massacred.” It wasn’t meant to come out like that and the moment it did and the kunai was dug deep into her throat, although not enough to kill. “Who are you, kunoichi and what are your intentions toward the clan?” the female hissed from behind her. Apparently, mentioning the Uchiha massacre hadn’t been a good idea, intentional or not. Sakura grit her teeth at the pain of the blade digging into the sensitive skin of her throat. “I’m just a traveler and my intentions are my own.” With that, she elbowed the kunoichi behind her in the gut, only using a minimal amount of chakra, and sent the female from behind her flying back into the quickly approaching ground. The pinkette whirled around and was faced with a squad of three black-haired shinobi, two male and one female. They were dressed clearly as Uchiha ninja, with the trademark high-collared navy blue shirts, black pants and bandages wrapped around their shins, much as hers had been before they’d been shredded and then discarded. Their sandals were somewhat different from the usual style; their feel was much more…traditional. When Sakura noticed the spinning tomoe of the sharingan spinning, she knew this was no hoax. Something was definitely, clearly and most certainly very wrong. She gaped at them but had the sense not to look into their eyes. “I don’t want a fight,” she stated clearly at last, knowing that three sharingan users, while she could probably take them on at full chakra with a decent chance of success, were very out of her league at the moment. She noticed, due to avoiding their eyes, that they were beaten up and had probably endured—and the third male had barely survived—a recent battle. They said nothing, glaring at her with some uncertainty. Sakura decided to play on this; she couldn’t fight them and clearly she was somewhere she didn’t belong—although she had little intention of figuring what that was, exactly, and perhaps this was a dream but that kunai had felt very real—so she decided to show an effort of goodwill. “I am a healer,” she continued. “And I’m lost. I’m looking for my village but…” saying it didn’t seem to exist didn’t sound like a good thing to admit. “…but I can’t seem to find it. In return for information and an agreement to-” not kill me “to continue towards my village in peace, I will heal all of you to the best of my capabilities.” She pointedly glanced at the third, most injured shinobi. “And I will make sure he survives.” The two healthiest ninja glanced at each other, communicating with their eyes, and then at their injured comrade, who had chosen a very convenient time to cough up coagulated blood onto the grass. The first male, obviously the leader, looked up at her resolutely. “Deal. Now come down here and attend to him.” Sakura did so without hesitation to show them her willingness to keep up her end of the deal. She jumped lightly to the ground and, just as the third member stumbled after another bloody cough, caught him and laid him down gently onto the ground. “What’s your name,” she asked, certain that good bedside manner would get her points and convince the shinobi, who were clearly at an advantage in this deal, to not go back on their word. It wouldn’t be the first time a shinobi demonstrated a lack of honor. It wasn’t exactly in the job description. With that in mind, she decided to only take care of the life-threatening injuries and not return the Uchiha to their full capacity. She might be desperate, but she wasn’t stupid. “Our names are classified,” the leader said sternly. Sakura glanced up at him and then nodded in understanding before assessing the man before her. Ascertaining that her most urgent patient had a punctured lung—how he’d gotten this far was beyond her—she immediately began to heal the ruptured tissue and mend the three broken bones. Then, she ordered him to get on his hands and knees while she pushed chakra into his lungs. On her word, he coughed up the remaining blood in his lungs onto the grass. For good measure she scanned the rest of his body for injuries and healed his sprained wrist and the two broken fingers on his left hand. “There, all better,” she said with finality. The shinobi took a deep breath and flexed his hands, then nodded to her in appreciation. “Thank you, healer-san,” the shinobi said gratefully before standing up and walking to his partners. The female shinobi approached her second, sitting down on the grass and showing Sakura a deep cut on her forearm. Sakura immediately went to work healing the wound, ignoring the two men talking in hushed tones several yards away from her. It was just barely wide enough to not need stitches; another few millimeters of the cut and chakra wouldn’t have been enough to heal it. Nonetheless, the fact that it was so wide made it a bit of a challenge to heal with her remaining chakra. Just as she finished with the kunoichi’s wound, there was the loud screeching of a hawk. Sakura looked up immediately with wary eyes, but the hawk seemed harmless enough as it landed on the leading shinobi’s shoulder. As Sakura watched in interaction and saw the leader’s eyes widen minutely, glance at her, and then animal and shinobi’s eyes met in a moment of some kind of communication, she felt a tingling of suspiciousness fill her. However, she tamped it down as the hawk flew away and motioned for the leader to get healed. “Your services are no longer needed by us,” the leader said, his voice colder than before. “However, our leader is in need of healing and you are the nearest healer to the clan. You will come with us.” “Oh no you don’t, we had a deal,” Sakura said, instantly at her feet. “I see no contract. You should know better than to make verbal agreements with strangers,” the leader replied. He nodded at his subordinates and they moved to grab her. Sakura was having none of it. Pumping chakra into her hand, she slammed her fist into the ground, creating a large, rocky crater as the shinobi advanced. They jumped back out of the way and that was plenty of time to run for it. But where, exactly, was she running to? They were in hot pursuit of her and Sakura cursed that she had made the deal. It wasn’t really that she’d had any other choice, but perhaps she had gone about it the wrong way. Strengthening enemies, which they clearly were to her, and thereby weakening her already-weak self hadn’t really been a good idea after all. The pursuit was not going in her favor. In order to change things up, she jumped created shadow clones that had equal amounts of chakra and sent them off in seven different directions. That, in the very least, would buy her time. She had underestimated the sharingan, however, and found herself face to face with the shinobi whose life she had saved only minutes ago. “I apologize, healer-san,” he said, sounding genuinely unhappy with the situation. “You can be assured that after you heal our leader, you will be allowed to leave.” “I’m not going to heal your fucking-” But Sakura had made the mistake of making eye contact with the shinobi in her anger. Even though she blamed herself, it had been awhile since she had trained with a sharingan user and therefore was not really used to avoiding eyes. The moment they made eye contact, he sent her into a genjutsu that put her to sleep near instantly.

Chapter Two: Enemy

When the genjutsu was dispelled, Sakura felt strangely rested and her chakra felt like it was at a decent level, but she was restrained by cuffs that had apparently been sealed to be chakra-resistant. It didn’t matter; they weren’t strength-resistant, and that was what would be breaking her out of them with the help of chakra. Escape, however, wasn’t really seeming to be an option at this point. She was surrounded by five shinobi who, by the looks of them, were quite powerful. Take on two? Maybe. Take on five? Probably—definitely—not. She wasn’t a god. She wasn’t even ANBU. “Healer-san,” said the same voice of the shinobi who had captured her. “Are you feeling rested? I cast the genjutsu to help your chakra rejuvenate more quickly.” Sakura turned and glared at him, ignoring the question. “I guess I really shouldn’t be surprised, given that you all are Uchiha and you are known for backstabbing tendencies, but is this really necessary? Surely you have your own healers.” “Healer-san,” the same shinobi said again patiently, “you are a skilled healer and our leader is badly wounded. Once you heal him I assure you that you will be able to go on your way.” He wasn’t looking at her though; he was giving a placating look to his comrades who were justly offended by her less-than-friendly words. It was just as well; she hadn’t been going for flattery. “How do I know you’ll let me go?” she demanded. “That was the deal last time and somehow, I don’t remember it going down exactly as we agreed upon.” “Healer-san-” “Haruno Sakura,” she snapped, tired of being called ‘healer-san.’ Irritating, really, and since she was becoming more and more certain this was a dream, perhaps induced by a coma in the fight she’d been in before this whole mess, it didn’t really matter if they knew her name. “Haruno-san, please cooperate. With your capabilities it is sure not to take too long and-” He was interrupted by a gruff, old woman’s voice. “Ren-san, we don’t have all day. He needs help now.” The shinobi identified as Ren continued on, more desperately. “Haruno-san, please don’t be difficult.” “I don’t want to-” “Do you value your life?” spat a burly, tall Uchiha with short spikey hair and bulging muscles under his shirt and pants. “If you don’t, continue this way. If our leader dies, then you die.” Sakura was silent for a moment. What choice did she really have? The Uchiha clan were obviously not a part of Konoha yet or she wouldn’t be hearing these kinds of death threats—and of course, she wouldn’t have been the only healer around to attend to whoever this leader was. Obviously, she didn’t really have a choice. It was heal the leader or die; even if she did escape, it wasn’t like there was really anywhere to run to that would offer safety. She was as good as fucked no matter what—better to go with the possible option of being freed willingly. “I value my life,” she returned calmly, belying her inner anger at the situation. “Take me to him.” She stood from the futon she had been lying on and was escorted out of the small room. Its only decoration was the Uchiha crest on the wall and dim light fixed onto the wall above the futon. The old woman, the burly shinobi, Ren, and the three unnamed others led her through the building, the woman in the front, Ren and the burly shinobi on her left and right respectively, and the last three guarding her from behind. The place was large and made traditionally, giving the place a rustic and almost ancient feel to it. The rōka were made of plain but polished cedar wood and shōji and fusuma partitioned the home instead of regular wood and glass sliding doors. The more they walked, the more it became clear that somehow, this was a different era…and perhaps not a dream. Absently Sakura raised her hands to her throat were she touched the swollen, inflamed cut from the kunai earlier. As much as she hated to admit it, this dream was way too realistic and since when did people lose consciousness in their dreams? She willed herself to wake up mentally but nothing happened, and since she was definitely making her own decisions she would be dreaming lucidly—meaning she could make herself wake up. The weight of the thought was almost too much to bear, but it seemed like she had somehow been vaulted into some time in the past. It was uncertain how far she’d been sent back, but she was pretty certain Konoha didn’t exist yet. As they walked, she wondered what could have possibly made her end up in a time before she was born. Then it hit her. The Return to Past jutsu, which returned things to their previous state—i.e. to the past—had been interrupted by Tobi using his time-space jutsu to ruin the effect. Their jutsu had somehow mixed; she clearly remembered the white flash of chakras clashing. Dear Kami. This was more serious than she thought. Sakura dropped her hands, sweaty from the stress of her realization, and wiped them on her grimy clothes. It was then she remembered that she was a mess and became self-conscious of her appearance. It wasn’t really that she cared what the Uchiha clan—who were obviously still alive in this era—thought of her, but it she personally did not like to look, quite frankly, like shit around other people. It was a dignity thing. At the doorway of the leader’s resting place, the cuffs were removed. Soon after she was led into in a dimly lit room with a large Uchiha crest plastered on the wall opposite the bed, a chest and bureau for clothing and the entire floor consisted of tatami mats. Her back straightened nervously as she noticed a gunbai leaned against the far wall, adjacent to the bed. How many shinobi clan leaders had used gunbai as a weapon? Not many… There was a large futon in the upper-center of the room. She could see through the shōji walls that it was midday although perhaps overcast out, so not too much time had elapsed since the leader was injured. Finally, she allowed her eyes to rest on the leader. Her body went as stiff as a board as cold, hard realization hit her and everything began to make sense. Konoha hadn’t been founded yet; the gunbai leaning against the wall. She stopped immediately in her steps, face draining of all color as she recognized the bastard. He was stripped of his red armor and was shirtless, revealing a sinfully beautiful physique—not that it mattered. His chest was chiseled and sculpted like a god’s, his long black hair laying beneath him and the rest of his body, presumably clothed, was hidden under a navy blue blanket. There was a large gash in his side that marred the beauty of his body, although it was not quite deep enough to reveal bone. Despite the depth, the bastard was completely lucid and only the tightness of his face revealed that he was in any pain at all. He had to have some serious pain tolerance to not be screaming. “Is this the healer you mentioned, Ren-kun?” the man spoke without even looking at her, staring straight at the ceiling and showing off the aristocratic profile of his face. His nose was a perfect length for his face and straight, his hair beneath him flattened enough to reveal a strong jaw. He had full lips and his eyes were black as the night of a new moon, his sharingan not activated at the moment. As he spoke, Sakura snapped out of her horrified reverie. “Uchiha Madara,” she spat before taking a step back and turning. “I won’t heal him.” The only thing that showed her true emotion—pure, unadulterated terror, even though she logically knew she should feel anger and hatred instead because he was injured and in no condition to kill her—was the violent trembling of her body. The man from before who had asked if she valued her life stepped in front of her and halted her exit. “You will heal him, Haruno-san. There is no choice in the matter.” His voice was harsh and angry; he apparently had no interest in her reluctance any more. “He’s a murderer! I will not touch him! I refuse to save that bastard’s life!” Her voice increased in volume and eventually she was shouting, her voice quaking in her fear. “He deserves to die! It is better for the future that he never-” “All shinobi are murderers, Haruno-san, or did you not know that? As one yourself I should hope you would know your own profession.” The voice was deep, purely masculine and if she were honest with herself, not wholly unattractive in a male, but the condescending, staunch arrogance quashed that thought. “I don’t need scolding from the likes of you. You, who killed your own little brother for-” “My aniki would never hurt me.” The voice was cold and vehement as its owner stepped forward from the corner of the room, previously hidden by shadows created by the lighting. Sakura glanced at the other presence in the room—Uchiha Izuna—and realized that she had royally pissed off quite a few Uchiha. The old lady who had called her in was staring at her in shock and Izuna, who she only recognized because he had called Madara his older brother, was glaring at her with something akin to intense hatred. The shinobi behind her, although she could not see them having turned back in the clan head’s direction, were emanating a very dangerous vibe. And Madara…well, he had the gall to look extremely irritated, if not totally affronted by the comment. Apparently, he hadn’t succumbed to the Curse of Hatred quite yet. She swallowed hard. She had just made an enemy out of quite possibly the entire Uchiha clan. In her silence, Izuna spoke again. “You will heal him or you will die. You have fifteen seconds to decide. You are not the only healer in existence.” Madara and the rest of the room were deathly quiet. Sakura was about to answer with a ‘kill me if you can’ when a sudden thought assaulted her. “Have you heard of a place called Konoha?” she demanded hurriedly. The weight of her decision, of her life, of her future, relied on this very question. Healing Madara might actually be the right thing to do if she wanted her home to be in existence when she returned to her time—which she most certainly would find a way to do. Madara dying before Konoha was founded would destroy the future as she knew it. Izuna raised a skeptical brow before glancing at Ren. “Is she mad?” He was obviously referring to being crazy, not angered—because she was certainly angered by her situation. It wasn’t even a question worth asking. Sakura shook her head even though the question hadn’t been aimed at her. “I will heal him.” “Very well. Iruno-san, Ren-san, stay. The rest of you are dismissed.” Madara still said nothing, simply staring at the ceiling, and Sakura rushed over to him as much as it killed her to heal the enemy. He couldn’t die, not before Konoha was founded. After that…well, she’d have no problem killing him in his sleep. But then how much of the future would that change? As she placed her hands on his warm chest, she could only decide on one thing. After Konoha was founded, Madara’s death would only create a better future, and since she was the only person who knew that for certain, she would have to see to it.

Chapter Three: Trapped

He could feel her small hands trembling as she began her preliminary exam. She had told him not to fight her chakra when it entered his system and although he already knew not to do that from previous experience with medic-nins, he did not correct her. Her chakra was cool and soothing to his inflamed wound and strangely did not hurt as she mended his flesh. She instructed Aya, the woman who had been his nanny after his mother had died, to fetch her stitches and antiseptic. When no one in the room knew what antiseptic was, she asked for an herb that she said would perform the same task. Aya went to fetch it and then she returned to her work. He glanced at her from the corner of his eye, not wanting to disrupt her work with his scrutiny. She was strangely, exotically beautiful, with short pink hair and stunning verdant green eyes that were narrowed in firm concentration as she worked. Her skin was pale despite the dried blood that caked it; she was a kunoichi, as he’d assumed, although he found it strange that a medic-nin would be involved in battle. The Uchiha clan was not particularly known for its proficiency in healing, usually sending for healers unaffiliated with any enemy outside the clan. His people didn’t have the time to train a ninja who had little use in the field. But most of all, she intrigued him. She spoke with great certainty of events that had never happened, of places that didn’t exist, of medical remedies that were unheard of. She seemed to know him, although they had never met, and for some reason bore a great hatred for him. He supposed she might have heard of him, for he did happen to be a well-known adversary to many clans, but when he’d been informed of her arrival she had not claimed to be from any of the established clans—the name Haruno did not ring a bell for any of the clans he knew of. Perhaps they were a family of healers. With her skill—he could tell from the lack of pain he felt as she healed the last of the wound—she had to come from a long line of medical professionals. She had perfect chakra control, unlike any he’d ever seen, and exuded all the confidence of someone who was important and knew her place in the world, even though no one seemed to have ever heard of her. Certainly, with her prowess, the Uchiha would have sought her out long ago. It would be difficult to avoid a fame with her abilities. Yes, she was an enigma; one he planned to find out much more about. Finally, after what had been probably an hour or two, she stood, sweat beaded on her forehead—which he noticed was somewhat large, although not unattractively so—and turned to Ren. “He is healed and I have upheld my end of the deal. I would appreciate it if you would release me now. I would like to be on my way.” Her tone was firm and demanding, again speaking of the importance she seemed to believe she had. And she did, now that he’d decided she would become the official Uchiha clan healer and only the Uchiha clan healer. He couldn’t risk any enemy coming across her and employing her. She would stay in the compound; she couldn’t be allowed to leave. He glanced at Ren and shook his head to convey that she would not be released as he had probably promised. The younger Uchiha should have known better than to make decisions that he was not in authority to commit to. Ren stiffened uncomfortably between the two different commands. However, Madara was his clan leader; he had no choice but to obey him. The man decided upon buying time. “Surely you are hungry. At least allow us to feed you in our gratitude.” She shook her head. “I need to be on my way.” Ren glanced back at Madara, his eyes helpless. Apparently, the spineless fool didn’t know how to stand up to her. Madara shook his head again and then stilled when Sakura turned back to him. “Ren-san told me I would be able to leave once I fulfilled my duty in healing you,” she said scathingly, showing him nothing of the respect he deserved. He propped himself up on his elbows, glad that he didn’t feel any pain from the gesture, and said coolly, “You will eat and then we shall discuss your departure.” She raised a skeptical eyebrow, but her stomach decided at that moment to make its emptiness known with a small but noticeable grumble. A pink tint filled her cheeks and she turned back to Ren. “Fine. But I am leaving after lunch.” “We will discuss your departure after you eat,” Madara repeated, showing the same obstinacy she seemed to display regularly. Sakura huffed, but he had made his tone final and she obviously perceived that arguing at that moment was fruitless. In all honesty, arguing at any point in time was fruitless. She would stay in the clan’s territory for as long as he deemed necessary. “Fine. Show me the way.” Ren seemed to sag with relief and he motioned for her to follow him. Madara motioned for Izuna and Iruno to stay, dismissing Aya to go with Ren and Sakura. “What is it, aniki?” Izuna asked after the trio was well out of earshot. “Haruno-san is an invaluable healer. She will stay in the Uchiha compound and we will employ her for her services.” His tone brooked no room for dissent. Izuna’s countenance hardened. “Do you truly believe she will stay? She does not seem to hold you in high regard.” It was obvious that his otouto didn’t find her staying in the compound an idea he agreed with. “Perhaps not,” Madara admitted. “But I will not allow her to leave. She cannot be permitted to be of assistance to any other clan, enemy or not.” “Madara-sama, with all due respect, Haruno-san is very stubborn from my observations. She will be difficult to contain if she escapes the compound.” Iruno’s voice was as uncertain as it was respectful. “She will be sealed with the Sworn Loyalty seal. Should she break her vow to serve the Uchiha clan and only the Uchiha clan, she will die. That includes her disobeying my orders and leaving.” He would make his will clear and there would be no disagreement. Iruno’s eyes widened in surprise, but he nodded anyway. “When shall I deliver the news?” “I will speak to her personally. After all, I am the only person who can perform the seal.” Madara chuckled darkly. “She doesn’t have a choice in the matter. I cannot allow her skills to be shared with any other clan.” Izuna spoke up, sounding uncomfortable. “That seal is ancient and many have said that it should be forbidden. It’s permanent. Are you certain about this?” “Absolutely.” Madara’s tone was firm. “Very well, aniki,” Izuna said at last, sighing. “I will go monitor her until you are ready to seal her. Are you going to tell her about it?” “Not until the seal is performed,” Madara replied. “Alright.” “Dismissed,” he said and his subordinate and brother left, Aya lingering for a moment as if uncertain that her surrogate son would be alright. He nodded at her and motioned for her to leave, which she did reluctantly. After the shōji door closed, Madara stood and flexed his now-healed muscles. They were almost in perfect condition with little to no sign that he had been injured. Other than the stitches making sure the wound stayed sealed and the light pink scar that would heal in time, he was fully rejuvenated and at full health. He walked over to his bureau and pulled out a black high-collared shirt with the Uchiha crest on the left shoulder. Slipping on his house slippers over a pair of clean tabi, he was prepared to perform the seal. It was, in all honesty, a simple seal. He would bind her to him, the head of the clan, by mixing their blood and then performing the sealing jutsu to bond them. In a way, he would be as bound to her as she was to him, but pain and possibility of death upon defiance or betrayal would not befall him. Madara felt strange satisfaction at his plan. With their bonding, he would be able to find out more about her and solve the mystery that was Haruno Sakura. The meal had been simple but delicious with barbequed unagi with sauce over steamed rice. Sitting back from her empty bowl, Sakura stretched her muscles in preparation for her journey. She wasn’t quite sure where she would head next, but her goal was rather simple; to find a way to reverse the time-travel back to her own time—whether or not she killed Madara in the process. If she really thought about it, altering the course of history was a bit of a frightening endeavor. What if she changed things in a way that she didn’t want? What if the future was changed for the worse? It was a gamble she wasn’t willing to make without further contemplation. Just as she was standing, she saw Madara approach her. An immediate glare took over her features and she said coldly, “What do you want?” “To discuss the conditions of your departure.” His tone was simple and cool, not expressing any malicious intent. She relaxed minutely; at least this previous Madara didn’t seem as evil as the one she knew in her time. He’d definitely not fallen to the Curse of Hatred…yet. “I didn’t realize there were conditions,” she responded in kind. “Have a seat,” was all he replied with, sitting down himself across from her at the table. Reluctantly she sat back down and engaged him in a staring contest; a battle of wills. He stared at her unblinkingly with black eyes that displayed no emotion whatsoever and thankfully the sharingan was not activated. The moment his eyes bled red she would avert her gaze, but at the moment, this was a test of dominance and she couldn’t afford to show weakness. He spoke, not breaking the staring contest. She was beginning to feel uncomfortable with his scrutinizing gaze. “You are a strange kunoichi,” he said at last. “I would like to employ you as the Uchiha clan’s official healer.” Sakura’s glare strengthened and she will herself not to blink. “No.” “I’m afraid you don’t have much of a choice, kunoichi,” he said. “We are willing to employ you and allow you to live comfortably within the clan’s confines. You will be safe here and all I ask is that you heal my people.” It was growing harder not to look away. His eyes were so…intense. “I’m a competent shinobi and can take care of myself. I have business to attend to that does not include aiding you or your clan—or did I not make that apparent already?” In a flash his sharingan activated and she lost the battle of wills immediately, turning her eyes away hastily. “So you are aware of my clan’s kekkei genkai,” he murmured to himself. “What a strange kunoichi indeed…” She stared at his chin haughtily. “I know your clan better than you will ever know, and in saying this, I will assure you that I will never sell you my services.” “I apparently did not make it clear that you do not have a choice,” he responded with the same haughtiness. Sakura stood immediately and turned to leave. “I apparently did not make it clear that you can’t force me to do anything.” In the next step she took, Madara had appeared in front of her and she made the stupid, foolish mistake to look into his eyes, astonished at his speed after such a dire wound. She was instantly immobilized, standing there only able to move her eyes. She couldn’t even scream; her vocal chords were frozen. “As I said, kunoichi, you do not have a choice.” Suddenly a kunai was in his hand. Her eyes widened when he took her right wrist and bared her palm. Mind screaming to fight back but her body unable to do so, unable to even speak the word “Kai!”, she had to watch in horror as he cut open her palm in a long, clean gash. The pain seared through her, amplified by her immobility and inability to do anything, and watched in terrified fascination as he did the same to his own right hand. He clasped their hands together, smearing their blood and letting it mingle. He spoke again, this time his tone informative. “The jutsu I am about to perform is a sealing jutsu that will bind you to me. Should you go against my will or betray me, you will die at my command.” Her eyes were impossibly wide and inside she was screaming, demanding her muscles to fight back, but there was nothing to be done. After a few moments, when their blood had become one and the same, he used his left hand to perform the seal. She too horrified to appreciate the ability to only use one hand for a jutsu; it didn’t look too complicated and that was even scarier. Suddenly, their hands glowed with chakra, his dark red and hers pale green. Against her will she felt her chakra surging to meet his and together they melded together and turned a misty black-grey. The cut on her palm sealed itself and his did the same, but on her palm a black imprint of the Uchiha clan’s crest had been burnt into her skin. He let go of her hand, which stayed in the same position due to her ongoing immobility. “You are bound to me now.” And with that, he released the genjutsu. Immediately, she flew at him with a chakra-filled fist. “You bastard!” she bellowed. He dodged to the side and she brought her legs up in a twirling kick, which he caught and then slammed her to the ground. He was too fast! She leapt to her feet and charged him again, managing to deliver a blow with her fist that sent him through the shōji door and the fusuma behind it. However, he stood up and moved his arm without a wince, but only slightly; she had dislocated his shoulder. Madara was not fazed. “Perhaps this is a good time to demonstrate the bond. You will heal me.” “Like hell!” she shouted back, but suddenly her body was filled with an overwhelming pain. She screamed and fell to her knees, the imprint on her hand emanating pain unlike anything she had ever felt. It was like thousands of kunai were stabbing her body, rendering her unable to move. He approached her slowly, allowing her to endure the pain longer than necessary. Weakly she looked up at him and glared through the pained expression on her face, but he showed no emotion at her suffering. “The more you fight it, the more intense the pain will become,” he informed her. It was true; the hurting was becoming more and more potent; she was trembling from the heavy weight of the pain. He knelt before her. “Become willing and heal me and the pain will cease. I control whether you die or not and I can leave you here to suffer for as long as I wish.” She tried to endure, she really did, but tears were starting to flow from her eyes uncontrollably, a byproduct of her agony. Finally, knowing that she couldn’t endure any longer, she grit out, “I’ll heal you.” Immediately the pain lessened and she was able to move again. She gripped his shoulder tightly, making him wince minutely, and forced her chakra into the injury to numb the pain. Unfortunately, for dislocated shoulders, she had to manually put it back into place, which was extremely painful. The moment she’d numbed his shoulder she wished she hadn’t to make him endure the pain. However, she hadn’t thought about it—she’d gone straight into medic mode and her first action with a dislocated shoulder was to numb the pain. It was Tsunade’s creed to make the patient feel as little of it as possible during healing and it had been imbedded into her psyche. Struggling to stand, although the pain was fading since she’d begun to heal him, she led him to the seat she’d been sitting on. He laid down and it was almost strange to see such a powerful man so vulnerable. Sakura shook the thought from her mind and harshly guided his shoulder back into place. It angered her that he didn’t so much as wince at the relocating, a testament to her numbing and his inherent pain tolerance. Once the shoulder was back in place and he rolled it experimentally, she took several large steps back to put some space between them. “Very good,” he said after his shoulder was back to normal. “I will send for someone to find you a room to stay in and you will be supplied with clothing and a bath. After that you will go to the healing sector of the compound and begin on the other wounded of my clan.” Sakura frowned but knew she couldn’t say anything in dissent. Madara stood and motioned for her to sit and then he left to send the orders. Suddenly, his words registered in her mind. A room for her to stay in? Her eyes widened in horror. She was going to be living in Uchiha Madara’s home.

Chapter Four: Evasion

A week passed and Sakura hadn’t seen Madara once. That was perfectly fine by her; she never wanted to see the bastard’s face again. She’d tried removing the seal a few times, but all of them had failed and she’d received a warning stab of pain for her efforts. However, the seal had to go; there was no option. Sakura couldn’t imagine the repercussions of practically being Madara’s slave once she returned to her own time. The thought was unbearable. Would she be forced to capture and aid with Naruto’s death for his plans? Would she be forced to betray her village? The answer was yes, she would. He could make her suffer as long as he wanted; he himself had said that he didn’t necessarily have to choose for her to instantaneously die. But she could kill herself if it came down to it, couldn’t she? She would much rather die than be Konoha’s downfall, than betray her best friend and her village. And yet…couldn’t he will for her to not kill herself and have the same immobilizing effect? All in all, she was in a great deal of distress. The Uchiha she healed had the trademark Uchiha attitude; I’m better than you and you are of no importance to me. For a few of the more testy patients she’d shown them just how much respect she deserved; bullying already-wounded patients who couldn’t hurt a fly wasn’t beneath her if it would get them to understand that she wasn’t to be trifled with. A chakra-less punch to the gut—as long as they weren’t injured there—or a light chakra-filled kick to the groin to send them flying into a wall did help a great deal. The threat of castration and/or forced sterility, of course, did wonders to make her extra-obstinate patients and they were cowed like children by the time they were returned to the operating table. It was a miracle she wasn’t reported to Madara for unsightly behavior in a healer. She hoped that in time, at least until she found a way to remove the seal and go back to her era, they would begin to treat her with respect without having to be beaten up just a little before the healing began. It would, in the very least, make life less difficult. Sakura despised having to wear the Uchiha crest on her clothing, whether or not it was the only clothing available. She wouldn’t have been surprised if Madara was simply making her wear it to make the point that she was stuck in the Uchiha compound. She’d tried going outside the gates and somehow, Madara knew well enough to make her double over in pain until someone—begrudgingly—helped her back inside the confines of the walls. It was infuriating, it was unfair, and most of all, it was humiliating. Apparently the Uchiha were familiar with the seal because it was clear they looked down upon her for having it. In short, Haruno Sakura had never been more miserable in her life. It was a bitterly cold evening when Sakura left the healing sector of the compound and headed back to the main house, where she’d been given a home near the servant quarters. She shouldn’t have been surprised but somehow she’d thought since she’d been bonded to him he would treat her with a modicum of respect. No, that was not the case; she was nothing more than a servant to him—or more accurately, a slave. Akane, one of the servants she’d somewhat managed to befriend and who didn’t seem to look down on her for the seal, was waiting at her door when she trudged inside, carrying a three-layer kimono. “Konbanwa, Sakura-san. Madara-sama has requested that you eat dinner with him tonight—he sent you this to wear.” She stiffened, then forced herself to relax and raise a skeptical eyebrow. “Well this is unexpected.” Akane smiled. “I know how you feel about him, but you should be honored. Usually Madara-sama only dines with his brother.” Wonderful. She had seen Izuna a few times since her sealing and he had definitely not been too friendly—as she would expect since he hadn’t yet been killed by his brother and therefore would be appalled that she would accuse Madara of such a thing. Still, Izuna’s presence combined with the bastard’s, as she had taken to calling him in her mind, did not make dinner feel so appetizing anymore. “There doesn’t happen to be a chance I can avoid this?” She hated to admit that her tone was rather—okay, very—desperate. Akane’s smile turned sad. “I’m sorry, Sakura-san.” Sakura decided to be the bigger person and reluctantly accepted the kimono and its layers before entering her room. To her surprise, a hot bath with oils had already been prepared and, folding the kimono over her futon, she was grateful to slip into the decadent water. She bathed slowly, trying to postpone the dinner as much as possible, but eventually the water cooled and she was forced to move forward with her preparations. The kimono was beautiful; it was a navy blue with the inevitable Uchiha crest on the back of the collar, but also had orange and red-and-white koi stitched into the silk fabric as well beautiful pale pink water lotuses with deep green lotus pads to accompany them. Adjusting the layers beneath to serve more for comfort than beauty—she wasn’t exactly trying to impress anyone—she slid on the outer layer and then tied the shimmery silver obi into a neat bow. She combed her hair into an acceptable style and deemed herself prepared. Donning her house slippers, she exited her room and then realized she had no idea where the bastard ate dinner. Loathe as she was to have to ask a servant, she found she had little choice in the matter. Akane was nowhere in sight, obviously having gone off to complete her chores for the day. Sakura paused for a moment, contemplating how much trouble she would in if she missed dinner with the excuse that she couldn’t find its location. Of course, then there was the fact that she probably wouldn’t be given any dinner at all, as it was past the time for the servant quarter to eat. Normally this wouldn’t have been an issue but with the early bath and putting on a kimono, no matter how simple it was, had taken up much more time than her usual routine. It was certainly a difficult decision; endure an entire meal with the bastard and his brother or go hungry? Going hungry sounded like a much better option. She walked back into her room and began to shed her kimono. Suddenly, her seal activated and she felt the pain of thousands of kunai piercing her skin. Letting out a pained cry, she fell to her knees, the outer layer of the kimono only partly undone with the obi discarded on the floor. Tears gathered in her eyes and she whimpered as she attempted to retrieve the obi to put it back on. The moment her shaky fingers grasped it, the pain receded enough for her to stand, fix the kimono, and retie the obi. As she staggered out of her room, the pain lessened greatly and she was able to stand tall again. How had he known she wasn’t going to dinner? He hadn’t been around to give a command and there was no way he could have known that she wasn’t on her way. And now that she really thought about it, how had he known she was leaving the compound? A tingle of fear shivered down her spine. Just what did being bonded to him entail? There was obviously something he’d conveniently left out. She felt more confident now that she had a question for him and it helped settle her frazzled nerves. Walking quickly towards the kitchen, she hailed down Mori and asked him where she would meet Madara for dinner. After giving her curt directions, the cold man turned away and continued sweeping the stray grains of rice from the kitchen floor. Taking a deep breath, Sakura followed Mori’s instructions and soon was in the same room she had first eaten in. The room was rather bare, as were all the other rooms. It seemed the Uchiha weren’t much for decoration. The table was in the center of the room and a hanging lamp from the ceiling lit the room. There was a doorway opposite to where she stood that to the separate kitchen only used for Madara and Izuna, a navy blue flap hanging from the doorway to serve as a door. To her left was a hallway that presumably led to the head family’s rooms and to her right was another hanging flap and doorway to a room she wasn’t familiar with. Madara was seated at the proverbial head of the completely square table and Izuna to his right. Sakura hesitated, seeing them already eating, wondering what would be proper etiquette for entering, or in other words, what wouldn’t get her in trouble. “Come in, Sakura. You’re late.” Madara didn’t even look up from his food. Sakura ignored that he was using her first name without an honorific; it wasn’t a battle worth fighting. On the other hand, she had expected a flurry of emotion to come at seeing the man who’d turned her into his slave again like hatred, anger, loathing—but she hadn’t expected the near-paralyzing fear. Almost timidly she made her way to the seat to his left and sat down, noticing a simple yet elegant meal of yakisoba and steamed rice. With a mumbled ‘Itadakimasu’ she began to eat. The meal was mostly silent, with Izuna making a comment to Madara every so often, but by the end of it, Sakura was very curious as to why she’d been told to come at all. Her question was answered when a servant cleared the table and Izuna left while Madara motioned for her to stay. Her insides were quivering with a fear she didn’t think was rational. “You have been following your orders well,” he commented conversationally. Sakura nodded, noting that apparently no one had reported her terrible bedside manner. She kept her eyes glued to the table; she wasn’t going to give him a chance to put her in another genjutsu. The last time he had had been a life-changing event. There was a pregnant pause and Sakura decided to approach the subject she had wondered about after the punishment for almost missing dinner. When she spoke, anger leaked into her voice and she was glad she didn’t sound as timid as she internally felt. “What exactly does this ‘bond’ entail?” Her voice was demanding. Madara raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean?” “Don’t play dumb,” she said coldly. “You know what I mean. Why did it activate when I returned to my room? How did you know?” The smirk on his face was infuriating. “Perhaps you’ll find your answer in the library. I’ll have someone tell Senbei you’re allowed access.” She glared at him. “Why can’t you just tell me? This doesn’t have to be difficult.” His eyes lit up teasingly. “Oh, but I do love a challenge.” It was clear he was playing with her in a strange, sadistic way. “Fine,” she all but spat. “May I be excused?” “Not yet. I have questions for you that you will answer truthfully.” Frowning, she remained in her seat. “I have had Senbei research the Haruno clan and there is none to be known in existence. Why is this?” “I’m not from a clan,” she said carefully. “I’m from a long line of merchants.” Close enough. She realized that these were going to be personal questions and she would have to tread carefully—if such a power-hungry and evil man were to find out she was from the future, the consequences could quite possibly be very dire. “Merchants, hm? And how did you learn to heal so proficiently?” “…My mentor.” “And who is he?” “She. A woman named Tsunade.” She kept her answers vague. He frowned, noticing the same thing. “Where is she from?” “A village in this area.” Also a half-truth. He’d ordered her to answer truthfully, so as long as she didn’t lie, surely the seal wouldn’t activate? He looked at her disapprovingly but changed the direction of the questions. “Where are you from?” “Also a village in this area.” “And that would be?” He was growing impatient with her, if the tone of his voice told her anything. Sakura thanked her lucky stars that Konoha hadn’t been the village she was officially born in. Her civilian parents, who had indeed been merchants, had come from a small town outside Konoha named Nanade. “Nanade.” He frowned more deeply and Sakura assumed Nanade hadn’t been built yet or in the very least he hadn’t heard of it. Fortunately, he did not continue down that path of questioning. “And where in this Tsunade now?” She hesitated, then framed the name of her village differently than it was usually called to avoid messing up the future any more than she already had. “A place called Village Hidden in the Leaves.” His brow furrowed but he said nothing in response. “Why did you believe that I had killed Izuna?” This time, his words were harsh. “I…heard about it somewhere.” “You’re being quite vague,” he commented disapprovingly, calling her out on her reluctance to answer his questions. Really, he shouldn’t be surprised. Sakura frowned at him. “Maybe I just don’t want to talk to you.” “Very well,” he acquiesced, and Sakura was surprised when he waved her away. “I will see you tomorrow at dinner. We start just after sundown.” “Wait—what?” She gaped at him. “Until I receive that answers I want—with ample detail—then you will dine with me.” She was horrified. She couldn’t give him the answers he wanted—ever. That meant that until she found a way back to her own time, she would be having dinner with him and Izuna. Sakura stood and left without bowing, fighting the urge to kill him right then and there. She didn’t see him smirk behind her, appreciating his own little joke.

Chapter Five: Attraction

It had been two weeks since he’d ordered Sakura to dine with him and Izuna. Eventually the tense atmosphere between his brother and her had relaxed and they occasionally chatted about mundane things. Madara suspected that Izuna had approached Sakura on his own after finding out that she would be dining with them for a while and had wanted to clear the air between them. Izuna was something of a pacifist like that; he’d never really been one for conflict outside of missions and sparring. Madara had noted that Sakura rarely, if ever, paid attention to him. This inattentiveness was not reciprocated. The more he observed her, the more she intrigued him. He still hadn’t received his answers, which he found didn’t bother him as much now that she was forced to spend time with him every evening. He had begun to notice the way her hips swayed when she walked, the way her lithe form was so clearly curvy yet also petite even beneath the most modest of clothes, how she just looked so good with the Uchiha crest on her shoulder. No, she wasn’t the most voluptuous or feminine woman he’d ever spent the night with, but the more he saw of her the more he wanted to know if her thighs were as creamy and soft as the rest of her exposed skin, if all her hair was pink or if it was just on her head, what she sounded like when she was screaming in…something other than anger. These things plagued his thoughts and it was growing increasingly difficult treat her as any other servant. It was clear to him that he desired her, even though she was nine years younger than him. Age had never much mattered to him in all honesty and Sakura was more than enough a woman for him to accept her as a bed partner without qualm. It was that night after dinner that she approached him about the bonding. It surprised him that she had taken so long to research the topic, but being the official healer of the Uchiha clan certainly kept her busy. “You can feel my intentions telepathically,” she said flatly after he waved Izuna away. She had stayed, indicating that she wished to speak with him, although she didn’t seem particularly thrilled about it. “Very good.” He wasn’t particularly proud of her or anything, but it was nice that she could figure it out on her own. He enjoyed those who were self-sufficient and didn’t rely on others. “And the seal is removed if you are killed,” she continued lightly, not even bothering to hide the fact that she was pleased to know this tidbit. He raised an eyebrow and smirking tauntingly. “Are you considering murder, Sakura?” “No,” she responded curtly. “You’ll sense my intention and either stop or kill me. That doesn’t mean I can’t pray for it to happen soon.” He chuckled. She was so serious about her hatred of him and seeing the pouty look on her face as she told him that she hoped he would die was adorable. She frowned. “Something funny?” “Not at all.” He said nothing else and stood, turning to leave, and Sakura did the same. She was apparently going in a different direction than she usually did—perhaps to the kitchen, he’d noticed her friend Akane had gone there—because she passed in front of him as she left, not caring at all that she had gotten in his way. Frowning at the disrespect, he gripped her arm and pulled her back. “You got a problem?” she demanded, trying to loosen his grip from her shoulder. As Madara involuntarily inhaled her sweet, floral scent, he realized he did have a problem indeed. In that moment he ached for her, and when her lips pursed at his silence, he felt the inexplicable need to find out if the taste of her mouth was as sweet as her scent. He looked down at her and tightened his grip on her bicep, eyes blazing with desire. She hesitated, suddenly uncertain and her eyes narrowing in an attempt to dissuade the look on his face. Her lips parted slightly as she tried to pull away from him with a little more force. Using his highly-praised speed and wrenching her by her arm to face him, he pressed his lips harshly to hers. Gripping the back of her neck to stop her from pulling away, he ran his tongue over the seam of her lips. She cried out angrily and he thrust his tongue into her mouth, reveling in the heat of her cavern. Yes, she tasted just as sweet as she smelled. He tangled his tongue with hers, inhaling her scent deeply. He felt blood rush through his veins to his groin, intensifying the ache and making him kiss her more fervently. She began to shove at him frantically and he at last released her. Sakura stumbled back, her lips red and swollen from the bruising kiss and her face flushed. It was one of the most beautiful visions of a woman he had ever seen. Satisfied, he left without another word, feeling her murderous intent through the bond. Sakura spent the next hour—her bath time—scrubbing at her face and swishing out her mouth repeatedly to erase all trace of the bastard from her lips and mouth. Seeing Akane for friendly chat had been forgotten. She was angry—of course she was angry, that had been her first kiss that he’d just stolen!—but she was also a good deal frightened and confused. She’d noticed the way he would look at her from time to time; he wasn’t particularly trying to hide his scrutiny. It had bothered her at first but she’d written it off as curiosity since she’d still not told about her true origin—and she never would. She’d been keeping a close eye on the calendar in her office where she healed her patients, waiting for the day that the First Hokage would propose an alliance. It didn’t seem like it was coming anytime soon and that sincerely bothered her. The sooner Konoha formed, the sooner Madara would grow restless and challenge Hashirama to the battle at the Valley of the End. Although she was afraid of messing up the timeline to her future, she had to ensure that Madara actually died in that battle, for she surely couldn’t return to her present still enslaved to him. She would be a danger to her home and friends—and to herself. The self-loathing she would feel at being forced to betray them would be incomparable. If she had felt pain upon Sasuke’s betrayal, then she didn’t have any intention of finding out what it felt like to be the betrayer. She wouldn’t do what Sasuke had done to Naruto. Still, it was months away until Konoha was even formed. She would have to endure until then—and hopefully prevent him from growing an even further attraction to her. It wasn’t beneath her notice that he could force her to sleep with him if he desired her to, and while she doubted it would get that far, she couldn’t take any chances. She wasn’t going to lose her virginity to a madman. So, as Sakura fell asleep that night, she swore to herself that she would find out what Madara least liked in women—she could ask Izuna. After he had confronted her about her comments the day after he found out she would be dining with them regularly, Sakura had apologized profusely and promised him it was apparently just a rumor she’d heard in her travels. The air had cleared after that and soon, Izuna’s jovial and friendly personality began to come up more and more, and the day they had sparred a week and a half ago had brought their friendship to a new level. He’d been impressed at her skill—at which Sakura had inwardly preened, that an Uchiha would admire her fighting prowess!—and afterwards they had grown rather close for the time that they actually spent together to where she felt comfortable going to him for advice on how to deter Madara. She would do whatever it took to stop any attraction that bastard might be growing towards her.

Chapter Six: Repel

Izuna had proven to be most helpful. He had seen Madara’s growing interest as well and he knew his brother the best out of anyone, therefore making him the best person to go to for aid. He had informed her that if Madara felt strongly enough he wouldn’t hesitate to seduce her, and while she could let him know in no uncertain terms that it would be rape no matter what, Izuna had told her that Madara would still probably not view it in that light. Given the fact that Sakura wanted nothing to do with him and Izuna understood and did not atone rape, he had armed her with a whole arsenal of behaviors that would surely nip this unsightly attraction in the bud. First and foremost, Izuna said to be respectful and to treat him like the great leader he was, regardless of whether that was her opinion of him. Madara did not enjoy disrespect and, more importantly, conflict seemed to arouse him. She remembered how Izuna had blushed lightly upon telling her, making him seem rather cute in a boyish way, although he was three years older than her. Anyway, arousing Madara was not on her list of ‘things to do’ and she promised herself she would be as submissive and respectful as she could even if it sickened her to do so. She had priorities. Second of all, Sakura used some of her pay—she wasn’t paid as well as Madara had implied she would be, but she was given some spending money—to order clothing from the nearest merchant village. She made it modest and baggy, at least a few sizes too large for her. She also made it very clear in the order that she did not want the Uchiha crest anywhere at all on the clothing. Whether the request seemed strange or not she didn’t care—again, priorities. She’d also cut her hair even shorter; Madara liked women with long, lustrous hair. It was now just halfway past her chin instead of just above her shoulders and she made sure to keep a stock of money to ensure that it stayed that length. She could always grow it back out when she returned to the present. Finally, she stopped bathing in the floral scents she’d been supplied with in her bathroom. Izuna had told her that Madara loved a good-smelling woman and therefore, Sakura cut down to a bath every two days so that she wasn’t completely dirty but didn’t have such a tempting smell. Three days after her preparations—Madara hadn’t made a move on her since the kiss, which she attributed to being compliant and submissive—her clothing arrived and she was ready to commence Operation: Repel the Bastard. Now, a week later and Madara still hadn’t shown any particular growth in interest, Sakura was starting to feel comfortable again—as comfortable as she could be in her position, anyway. She was growing a rapport with her patients by then; after she’d bullied the disrespectful ones into their place and shown them how nice she could be if they simply treated her well—the fact that she would make their healing less painful if they were good-natured would go unsaid—she found that being the official Uchiha doctor wasn’t so bad. Of course, it would never be a good thing given how she’d received the position, but it didn’t have to be miserable in her opinion. Unfortunately, the women always seemed more wary of her than the men, who spent more time out fighting and required her abilities more often than the females. It was one such woman who was giving her quite the hard time and since she wasn’t a patient, Sakura couldn’t do anything to ‘reprimand’ her. It was the infamous Uchiha Hanata, the clan busybody and surrogate matriarch since Madara was not married. She was as feared as she was liked; the women flocked to her in attempts to stay in her good graces—and of course, to get the clan’s best gossip from a reliable source. She was a woman in her forties and had four children, the youngest being the patient and if the boy didn’t receive special treatment for being the baby of the family, Sakura would imagine that no one did. “Sota has a fever and he’s been vomiting everything up for the past three days,” Hanata snapped at Sakura, who was examining the boy laying in one of the cots. “He hasn’t eaten since he got sick and it’s been hard enough for him to keep fluids down.” Hanata’s voice was growing shrill with worry and Sakura felt it was her duty to assuage the mother’s fears. Sota was certainly in bad shape; he was pale and sickly looking, and his skin was hot as a furnace. Sakura was almost positive from his symptoms that it was a simple stomach bug. To her chagrin, since the boy was surely contagious, she could expect to see many more angry mothers in the meantime. “Uchiha-sama,” she said politely, “Sota will be fine in a few days. He has a stomach virus. I’m going to send you home with a few herbal remedies that will lower his fever and help with the nausea. The licorice root should be steeped in hot water for five minutes and then he can drink it. After the tea settles his stomach, make sure he stays hydrated and if he can manage broth, give him some, but no more than a cup or so at first. Bring him back to me in two days so I can check up on him.” Hanata was not pleased that her son couldn’t be cured immediately. “What kind of doctor can’t heal their patients properly?” she demanded. “Heavens knows why Madara-sama hired you in the first place.” Sakura bristled at the comment about her ‘hiring.’ Apparently Hanata hadn’t noticed the seal just yet, which was surprising since she was certain it would have reached the village busybody by then. “Please follow the directions I’ve given you,” she said as calmly as she could manage and reaching for the bundle of herbs, handed them to her. Hanata smacked the herbs from her hand and if they hadn’t been bound they would have scattered on the floor, creating quite the mess to clean up. “Heal him now! If you’re such a highly-acclaimed doctor, then show your worth!” Sakura had had just about enough of the cranky old woman. Swiftly, she stood, looking Hanata directly in the eye. “I have done all I can. If you choose to refuse treatment, Sota will suffer longer for it. A good mother would do anything in her power to make her sick child as comfortable as possible during his illness. Now pick up the damn herbs and get out of my office.” Instead of being thoroughly affronted and flinging more insults at the pinkette, the woman glanced down at her child, who was shifting uncomfortably in his cot. Her eyes softened for a moment and then she glared back up at Sakura, her eyes challenging. “I’ll show you a good mother,” she said coldly before bending over to pick up the herbs. Confrontation over, Sakura stirred the dozing Sota and ushered him to walk home with his mother. “And Haruno-san?” she called as she led her son by the hand out of the office, “You’d better be right. If anything happens to my baby I swear upon my life I’ll have you killed in the most painful of ways.” “Have a nice day too, Uchiha-sama,” Sakura called back, waving with a cheeky smile. As it would have it, Hanata did not see the need to bring Sota back at all with his quick recovery, and strangely enough, shortly after there seemed to be rumors of ‘doctor-sama’ being a miracle worker. It was at her lunch break that Izuna approached her. “My aniki has invited Uchiha Yoshina to share his bed tonight,” he said by way of greeting as he leaned on Sakura’s desk, upon which she ate. Sakura’s eyes lit up and her smile swelled with relief. “Wonderful! I guess you were right about his preferences. Now I can go back to bathing every day.” Izuna wrinkled his nose. “You’ve been skipping baths for this? Kami, Sakura-chan, I know you don’t like him but isn’t that a little…extreme?” “Not in the slightest, Izuna-kun,” she replied saccharinely. “You didn’t even notice anyway, so it can’t be that bad.” She turned her nose up at him playfully. He pouted. It always amazed her how expressive Izuna was compared to his clansmen. “It’s unhygienic either way.” She stuck her tongue out him, comfortable being juvenile around him. “It’s only a missed day.” He laughed and then turned serious. “Well, despite what I feel about your bathing regimen, I wouldn’t stop quite yet. He didn’t seem too happy about calling on Yoshina—frustrated, even. So I don’t think you’re out of the woods yet. Wait a while longer…maybe ‘til he has a steady woman in his life. He’s about the age to be married anyway, and after that, you’re clear.” She sighed, massaging her temples and no longer feeling so excited about her grilled yellowtail over rice. “Fair enough. Whatever it takes.” “You looked stressed. Care for a spar?” That was another thing that she and Izuna often bonded over; he loved to test her abilities at every chance. “Yes, but you take the fall if a patient comes and I’m not here.” Izuna frowned. “Your aniki likes conflict, remember?” She smirked at him. “I should have seen that coming. Never give a woman ammunition; she’ll always use it on you at some point or another.” However, it was clear from his tone that he was teasing. “Great. Let me head back to my room and I’ll change. Can’t very well spar in my frock.” “See you at the training grounds. Meet me by the big oak. Ja ne!” Izuna left and Sakura quickly finished the rest of her food—even though she’d lost a good bit of her appetite upon realizing her strife with the bastard wasn’t over—before heading over to the main house to change into clothing more appropriate for sparring. The Uchiha compound was as large as the atmosphere was unfriendly, at least towards her. Buying herbs at the singular store that sold them was always a trial, since that was the only place she could go and request them because the bastard wouldn’t let her leave the village. On her way to the main house, she passed a few women with their children, who she had recently treated for the virus. They nodded at her gave her a small smiles, while one of the children waved at her. “Konnichiwa, doctor-sama!” called the little girl. Sakura recalled that her name was Kiki. “Konnichiwa, Kiki-chan, Orime-sama,” she replied politely. Orime, Kiki’s mother, returned the greeting, and Sakura knelt down to Kiki’s level. “Have you been feeling better?” “Much!” the six-year-old chirped happily. “Doctor-sama is very good!” “Well, thank you, Kiki-chan. I’m glad you’re well again.” “Doctor-sama,” Orime suddenly said hesitantly. “Would you be willing to take on an apprentice?” She sounded extremely uncertain as she motioned to her oldest daughter, whom Sakura had not met yet. She looked to be eleven or so. “This is my eldest, Karima.” Apparently, Hanata’s opinion that she was a miracle worker had truly spread far and wide. Sakura halted uncertainly at the thought of being a mentor, but didn’t brush the thought away immediately. Perhaps if Karima became proficient enough, Madara would not see a need for her anymore. It was unlikely, but worth a shot. “Hello, Karima-san. Are you interested in becoming a healer?” The girl was very shy. “H-hai, doctor-sama.” She blushed. “Otou-san d-did not think I w-was good enough t-to be a k-kunoichi, b-but I want to h-help.” Karima reminded Sakura much of Hinata before she had finally stood up to her father. This consequently made Sakura like her immediately and the thought of taking on Karima as an apprentice, while she didn’t necessarily deem herself a good enough healer to be worthy of teaching, didn’t sound too bad. “I’ll think about it, Karima-san,” Sakura said at last. “Why don’t you come by my office when I’m not busy and we’ll see what you can do before going on from there?” “H-hai, doctor-sama!” she said, sounding excited. “Arigatou gozaimasu,” Orime said, sounding both relieved and grateful at the same time. “Come now, children. Doctor-sama is very busy.” The children consented but not before Karima said, with a great deal of confidence not seen before, “Y-you won’t regret this, doctor-sama!” Sakura smiled and waved before continuing towards the main house. She passed the bastard as she entered through the front entrance. He looked at her skeptically. “You are supposed to be at work.” “Yes, Madara-sama,” she said calmly, remembering the necessity to be polite instinctively despite his accusing tone. “But Izuna asked me to spar, so I thought I’d comply.” While she was always polite with him now, she didn’t deem him worthy of a smile or any friendliness. He raised an eyebrow. “Do you spar with him often?” Sakura responded thoughtlessly. “Not as much as I’d like to.” A thoughtful look appeared on his face and Sakura knew at once what he said next would not please her. “You will spar with me tonight after dinner.” She stiffened. Oh dear, not good. Any kind of physical contact with the bastard wasn’t in the plan. However, she couldn’t rightly defy him and say no; it wasn’t like he couldn’t make her anyways. So, despite her inner protests, she nodded. “Of course.” “Come prepared,” he said, beginning to walk again. “I won’t go easy on you.” She swallowed with some difficulty. She was no match for the Uchiha clan head—Izuna, perhaps, but she was under the suspicion he went easy on her at times, and of course, he agreed to not use the sharingan most of the time. Those times she usually won; when he did use his kekkai genkai, she lost more often than not, although not always. As Sakura changed out of her doctor’s clothing, Sakura felt a pit settle in her stomach. This was not good, not good at all.

Chapter Seven: Connection

Izuna and Sakura were more talkative than usual at dinner and the pinkette seemed particularly fidgety. She didn’t make eye contact with him once during the meal and when he made a comment directed at her she was clearly reluctant to respond; even if it weren’t visible he would have known because of their bond. Another thing that was rather odd was that Izuna offered to observe and Sakura had said yes with a strange vehemence, but he’d in the end refused Izuna’s presence. He wanted to be alone with her— his otouto got to spend plenty of time with her. It was his turn. In all honesty, he’d been looking forward to spending more time with the beautiful girl but clan affairs always seemed to get in the way. He knew he’d frightened her with the kiss, but in that moment he hadn’t been able to resist. Thinking back on the event, he admitted it was somewhat strange he’d lost control like that. He didn’t regret it in the slightest but he had noticed that soon after she’d cut her hair shorter and become extremely compliant whenever she happened to see him. It was a bit of a put-out; he’d found her fiery temper rather attractive. He decided that he would goad her during their spar to see that inner flame again. As they walked towards a clearing where they could spar, he silently observed her. Sakura looked good in shinobi attire. Her curves were more prominent in the tight-fitting red shirt she wore and black tights that reached her mid-thigh revealed long, muscled legs. Her weapons holster was tied firmly to her hip but apparently she did not use a particular weapon when fighting, although with the strength he had seen in her arms when she’d dislocated his shoulder it probably wasn’t necessary. Walking behind her, he openly admired the supple curve of her rear and the muscles hidden beneath her pale, creamy skin. She walked tall, carrying herself with a confidence and ease that was extremely attractive. When they arrived at the main house’s private training ground, they squared off. He had decided to leave his gunbai in his room; this was a spar and he was more curious about her skills than winning. However, that didn’t mean he wouldn’t win. Sakura slid into a defensive stance, mirroring his own, and they circled each other, not a word spoken the entire time. After a few moments, he moved to a more relaxed position. “Are you going to dance or are you going to stand there?” He could feel her brimming with the intent to yell at him, but she simply responded calmly, “I was under the impression you were the one who wanted to spar.” He smirked. “Very well.” In a flash he leapt from the ground, flinging several kunai at her as he sailed forward. She dodged two and blocked the third with her own kunai before leaping backward to keep space between them. He quickly closed the gap and she continued to dodge him, pivoting and twisting with flexibility that turned his mind to other things than sparring. Nonetheless, she was avoiding him. As he fought her, he was somewhat disappointed. It was clear by her speed that she was a medic-nin; they were meant to stay as safe as possible and evasion and dodging were key elements to their training, but she refused to show any offensive capabilities. He was aware of her strength with her fists, but she wasn’t demonstrating anything other than avoidance. It was becoming irritating. “Dance, Sakura,” he commanded, allowing a sharp jolt of pain to reach her through the bond when she intended to ignore him. He saw her flinch and was pleased to notice the flare of anger in her eyes. She vaulted forward and slammed her fist into the ground, creating a large crater that he easily jumped back from. Following the attack and through the cloud of dirt she threw several precisely aimed kunai at him. He dodged the first with ease before returning the second and third back at her. He heard one thunk into a tree, but the second hit flesh. The dust cleared and revealed a deep cut on her bicep. However, she didn’t let this faze her as she flew at him again. Madara could have easily dodged her but he wanted to test her taijutsu. She aimed predictably with her right hand, which she seemed to do often, and he silently disapproved of the predictability. Not a moment later, the fist was retracted as she shifted her body midair and she swung in a hard kick to his side. He chose to let it hit but to his surprise she was able to send him skidding away and it was going to leave a nasty bruise. Apparently she could fill her legs with chakra as well. Perfect control indeed. As she landed she stomped her foot, creating an even larger crater between them, but instead of jumping backwards he leapt forward, bringing her to arm’s length. She attempted to evade but he gripped her arm, twisting it behind her before slamming her into the ground and holding a kunai to her throat. Unlike what he’d told her earlier, he’d gone extremely easy on her. It would have been much too easy to kill her; she was a rather skilled kunoichi for her age but her real prowess was in healing and in his opinion, she did not belong on the battlefield. At all. “Concede,” she said through gritted teeth. He supposed his grip on her arm was rather unforgiving, but he was too distracted to notice. As he pressed her into the grass in the light of the setting sun, her rear pressing into his groin and her breathing labored beneath him, he smelled a sweet, womanly scent unlike anything he’d ever smelled before. It took a moment before he realized what it was. He wasn’t smelling the bath oils or even a freshly-cleaned body. The scent he’d caught was all Sakura—all beautiful, tempting Sakura. “Concede,” she said more strongly, beginning to struggle beneath him. She wouldn’t have done so if she was aware of how much it aroused him; he very much enjoyed heated play-fighting in bed. He loved the struggle, the conflict despite he was immensely more powerful than any of his partners and could have them pinned in seconds. It was the fight for dominance that aroused him so. He ignored her, burying his nose in her hair and inhaling deeply. She immediately stilled, her breathing growing shallow. Dragging his nose through her short hair, he reached the nape of her neck and brushed his lips along the soft, smooth skin. He let his tongue lave over her pulse point, caught up in the temptation that was Haruno Sakura. “Get. Off,” she enunciated angrily, craning her neck away from the grass—and his mouth—to make sure she was heard. And she was heard—but also ignored. He flipped her over in a swift movement and her eyes widened. She swung up at him with her free arm, but he evaded the fist, catching her wrist instead and slamming it into the ground. His sharingan activated, he memorized every feature of her face from the way her lips were parted slightly and her eyes were wide and fearful. “Kiss me,” he murmured hotly. “What? No-” Her voiced trembled but immediately turned into a cry as pain jolted through her, a result of her denying his will. Madara was certain the pain was intense and he let it grow until he knew she would be willing to cooperate. As tears began to trail down the side of her face to the grass and she looked at him pleadingly, he crashed his lips into hers, his tongue quickly parting her lips. Tentatively, she opened her mouth wider. As her tongue met his, and he wondered at her experience. The way she kissed was reluctant—which was to be expected—but also uncertain and gentle. It was this inexperience that sent fire raging through his loins and he claimed her mouth viciously, forcing her tongue to tangle with his. He angled his mouth against hers as they kissed, vaguely noticing that there were still fresh tears on her face. He paused, kissing down her jawline and leaving her lips parted and bruised. She panted heavily and her chest heaved with withheld sobs, but he was too distracted in finding her pulse point once again to notice. He laved his tongue over the sensitive skin, reveling in her taste, and her breath hitched. He repeated the action, finding her sudden gasp exciting, before biting down hard and then sucking on the over-sensitized skin. Her breathy whimper made his cock swell uncomfortably. “Stop,” she whispered, her voice soft and afraid. He paused. “Please.” It was in the moment he pulled away—although he hadn’t intended to stop—that Izuna’s voice rang through the training grounds. “Sakura! There has been an ambush; you’re needed in the healing sector!” Madara growled instinctively at being interrupted and begrudgingly placed a final kiss on her neck before getting off her. He offered his hand but she ignored it, standing on her own and rushing off at top speed towards the healing sector without so much as a farewell. Izuna approached him. “What’s going on, aniki?” “Nothing, Izuna. Please tell Yoshina to go to my quarters immediately.” Izuna left swiftly and without another word. Madara didn’t miss the disgruntled look on his face. Interesting. Madara stalked back into the main house, aching for the woman who’d just run to attend to her patients. He growled lowly, imagining her willingly touching them, soothing their wounds with gentle hands and offering comfort as she healed them. He was determined to get the same affection from her, no matter the cost. His thoughts whirled raucously in his mind and his cock pulsed at the imagery that flashed before his eyes, reminding him of his impromptu tryst with the pinkette. No matter; he would spend his frustrations on Yoshina and he would see the object of his affections the next day. She would not be spending her time in the hospital tomorrow. She would be with him.

Chapter Eight: Fear

When Sakura woke, she was relieved to know that she at least another eight hours to compose herself and figure out a way to avoid Madara. She knew now that whether or not the bastard was sleeping with another woman apparently didn’t mean her safety from him. She had to escape. Somehow, she had to remove the seal. She couldn’t stay; she had to be free of him. There was no other way to keep her sanity. However, when Sakura left her room and went to have breakfast with the other servants, she was horrified to learn that the very person she wanted to avoid so badly had ordered for her to spend the day with him. Her food was all but ignored. She panicked when Izuna came to fetch her. She pleaded with him, she begged him to convince his aniki to leave her alone. But Izuna was strangely cold toward her, even though his eyes softened at her pleas, and told her to follow him. She couldn’t allow this to happen—she couldn’t take it. So she ran. She made it as far as the gates to the compound before she fell to her knees, crying out in pain, and crumpled into a heap of tears and screaming. Izuna was right behind her and he lifted her gently into his lap, smoothing her hair and whispering sweet nothings into her ear. She reached for him, grabbing his shirt in her fist and sobbing into it, trying to repress the screams of pain. The more she clung to him the more the pain increased until she felt like she was being burnt alive. Her screams could not be withheld, but they were muffled by Izuna’s chest. “Release her, otouto,” came a cold voice above them. “Aniki, she’s in pain!” Vaguely, Sakura noted that this was the first time she’d ever heard Izuna say anything to the contrary when it came to Madara. “She brought it upon herself,” said man replied, if possible his voice even colder. “Aniki, please!” “Release her, Izuna.” Sakura could barely comprehend the situation around her. She was blinded with pain, her open eyes unseeing and her vocal chords raw from extreme use. Her body was in spasms, motor control unheard of in her body’s distress. Absently she felt Izuna release her, setting her gently on the ground. Suddenly, the pain disappeared and Sakura was left sobbing and limp on the ground. She made no motion to move. “Get up,” Madara commanded. Sakura could only barely comprehend his words, but with the little information she could process with her mind still numbed from the agony she’d just endured, she weakly got to her knees and then shakily pushed herself into a standing position. She blinked her bleary eyes in mild confusion at the crowd that had gathered around the scene. Madara waved them away and reluctantly the clansmen dissipated. Finally, she turned to face him, but focused on the ground at his feet. “I thought I made clear that you will not disobey me,” he said frigidly. “Do you know why you were able to get as far as you did?” She had no answer to that, although she had somewhat wondered herself. “I was giving you the chance to rethink your decision. Because you didn’t, you were punished.” A single tear rolled down her cheek and she bit her lip to repress a sob. ‘The bastard’ didn’t seem like a fitting term for him anymore. It wasn’t cruel enough, wasn’t evil enough. The more she thought of it, she found that the maliciousness he exuded could not be described with words. She wondered back to the Curse of Hatred. Maybe he already had it…she didn’t understand how he could be so cruel otherwise. Izuna stood there, watching the interaction. She didn’t know what he was thinking; she didn’t dare look at him. She could not reconcile why the pain had intensified upon being held by him or why it had gone away when he released her. She was absolutely certain she didn’t want to know. “I am very displeased that you disobeyed me a second time,” Madara continued. His voice was unforgiving, frigid. “Come with me.” Hesitantly, she followed him as he turned to walk away. She passed Izuna and he caught her hand. She flinched at the contact, but looking at him and seeing his pained expression, she gave his hand a light squeeze before releasing him quickly so as to not anger Madara. She hurried to make up for the moment of lost time, making sure she was directly behind Madara so as to keep in his good graces. She couldn’t help it; she was terrified. Apparently he had no heart. He had been there as she screamed in agony and he had done nothing, going so far as to punish her further because of Izuna’s attempt to comfort her. A small flame of anger flared through her. She hadn’t asked Izuna to hold her—yes, perhaps it had comforted her slightly—but she couldn’t, didn’t want to understand why she had been punished for his actions. She hadn’t done anything wrong! As they entered through the main house and towards Madara’s office—she was thankful when they passed his room without so much as a pause—Sakura began to cry silently. She was trapped. She had never felt so hopeless in her life. He was calming down as he led her into his office. He honestly hadn’t meant to punish her so harshly, but seeing her in his brother’s arms, clinging to him desperately and sobbing into his shirt, he’d felt rage like he’d never felt before. The affection he craved so much was being given—to his otouto. He didn’t blame Izuna; sometimes, his brother could be a bleeding heart and Sakura was one of his few close friends—another thing Madara disliked about their relationship. She was bound to him and yet she was closer to Izuna than anyone else in the compound. In that way, he truly resented his brother. He would command for them to stay apart and he was sorely inclined to do so, but he didn’t want to hurt his brother with such a demand. Izuna cared for her and he would not punish him for being the kind, giving person that he was. The boy couldn’t help it. Sakura, however, should know better than to seek comfort in another man. As he took a seat, it occurred to him that perhaps she didn’t understand the dynamic of their relationship. She was his; he all but owned her. The seal permanently ensured this. Perhaps, in her independent, fiery way she didn’t understand that. He would have to tell her then, so that she would not anger him and make him punish her like that again. He didn’t want her to truly fear him; he wanted her to respect him, like him, love him. After all, she was his. He motioned for her to sit and she did so. With a stab of regret he saw her knees shake as she lowered herself and her hands were still trembling. It pained him to see her like that because of him, but it couldn’t be helped. She couldn’t disobey him. “We will speak,” he said, trying to force a modicum of warmth into his voice and make her feel comfortable. “You will be honest with me and I will not lie to you. I will not activate the seal unless you attempt to deceive me.” She kept her head bowed as she nodded, not looking at him. “Look at me,” he commanded. He sensed her reluctance, and to his chagrin, fear at the order, but she did so. She didn’t make eye contact but it was understandable; his sharingan had not deactivated and it wouldn’t. Even as shaken and teary as she was, Sakura was still the most beautiful woman he’d ever come across in his life and he wanted to memorize every detail of her. Deep down, he knew that he wanted to remember this visage to remind himself next time she disobeyed him—and she would, she wasn’t perfect—because he didn’t want to see her like this again unless it was absolutely necessary to cow her into obedience. He continued. “What do you understand about the bond we have?” he asked. He wanted to hear from her exactly what she thought; in a desperate sense, he wanted to make sure she didn’t know how much she truly belonged to him. If she did already, then her punishment for clinging to Izuna was deserved. He truly did not want to hurt her like that, even if it proved necessary. In a trembling voice, she spoke. “I have to follow your orders or you can punish me. You can sense my intentions if they are against your will.” She took a deep, shaky breath, closing her eyes. “I am your slave.” He frowned. She was most certainly not his slave and she would not view it like that. “No. You are not my slave. However, you do belong to me, and-” “That’s the same thing!” she interrupted, her voice shrill. She looked him in the eye, apparently not caring that his sharingan was activated. Her bloodshot eyes made the emerald green of her irises stand out and he was able to see the tiny flecks of lighter jade and silver in them. Entranced, he did not speak for a moment, before he corrected her. “You will not view our bond as your enslavement.” Her eyes widened and she raised her voice angrily. “So can you order me what to think now? Can you punish me for what I believe? That’s just like slavery but on a whole new fucking level!” He frowned at her. “Sakura, be reasonable.” She stood, fury shimmering in her eyes. “How am I not being reasonable? I was forced to come here and heal you and what do you do? You bind me to you against my will and now I’m stuck here, having to obey your every order! I have to work with people who, even though I save their lives, rarely say so much as a ‘thank you!’ They look down on me because of this damn seal and do you know why? Because they know the truth! I am your slave!” Rage flashed in his eyes and coursed through him like a wildfire. He stood, towering over her. “Apologize to me. Now.” “Or what? You’ll fucking punish-” He didn’t even flinch as her seal activated and she crumpled to the floor, screaming and beginning to cry again. She had gone too far; no one, no one disrespected him the way she had just done. When she spoke again, it was through harsh sobs, but it wasn’t to apologize. “Liar,” she sobbed, just as another scream erupted from her throat. “You f-fucking bastard l-liar.” She was quaking now, her body in spasms as she refused to obey him. He was sure her screams could be heard through the house, but he would not relent until she apologized. “I will come back when you are ready. Remember, I am not affected in the slightest by your behavior. When you have decided to comply, you may send your intention through our bond and I will return.” Without a second thought, he stood and stepped around her to leave the room. He heard her screams through the walls in his room and his heart clenched. What had happened to his kind, caring brother? Why would he hurt such a wonderful, beautiful girl like Sakura? He was on his way to see her when he came across his brother. Shock filled him. Why was he not there to take away her pain? Why was he leaving her like this? Madara spoke before he could say anything. “Izuna, you will leave her.” “Aniki, she’s hurting! Can you not hear her?” His voice was incredulous. “She is learning a lesson right now. Go back to your room.” Without another word, Madara passed him. Izuna saw his gunbai on his back, which meant that he’d stopped by his room to get his favored weapon and was apparently going to train. How long had he let her suffer? Izuna was frozen in the hallway, looking at his brother with eyes anew. He had never believed his precious aniki to be so cruel and he still didn’t want to. After Madara was out of earshot and well on his way to the training grounds, Izuna rushed in the direction of the cries. He found her in his brother’s office, curled in a tight ball. Her screams were hoarse by now, more like croaks than anything. He ran to her side and pulled her into his lap. “Shh, shh, I’m going to make the pain go away.” She didn’t respond. Without caring about the repercussions, he pinched the nerve on her neck and she fell into blissful unconsciousness. Still, tears streamed down her face. This was too far. He had to do something.

Chapter Nine: Rescue

It was late in the day and the Senju compound was starting to settle down, civilians and shinobi alike heading to their homes to rest for the next day. Tall trees surrounded and decorated the picturesque village as he strode down the beaten path to his home. Senju Tobirama walked up the steps to the gorgeous two-story house, created by his brother’s wood release jutsu. He headed to the dining room, passing by his friends, who worked in the main house, waving to them. “Ana-san, do you know where my aniki is?” The blonde woman looked at him worriedly. “Hashirama-sama received an urgent message and is gathering shinobi for a mission.” She pointed in the direction of his aniki’s office and then said in a hushed tone, “It was carried by an Uchiha hawk.” Nodding seriously, he headed towards the office quickly, finding Hashirama and three of their top shinobi, Konomaru, Shino, and Jin standing there talking quietly and vehemently. “Aniki, what’s going on?” He noted the messenger hawk perched on the windowsill, waiting for a response. Hashirama waved him over. “I was just going to send for you. You will be leading a rescue mission.” He raised an eyebrow skeptically but walked over. “Why did a rescue mission come from an Uchiha hawk?” “Read this and you will understand.” He handed him a crumpled note. Unfolding it, Tobirama noticed it had been written sloppily, as though the writer was in a hurry. Hashirama-sama, I come to you with the most desperate of causes. My aniki has put a Sworn Loyalty seal on a girl that was brought in to heal him. I fear he is abusing his power over her. I do not know what happened but he left her while the seal was active and I was forced to aid her by making her go unconscious. She is still in pain but she is not awake for it. I have put a sleep genjutsu on her to ensure that she stays unconscious until she is rescued. I am leaving her at the town between our borders, Kisukeno. She will be in the care of Gomigatsu Mina, the herb gardener and tea maker. I am sure you know of her. I beg of you to retrieve her and free her from my brother’s seal. As you are aware, the seal can only be removed while my brother is alive by replacing it with a Sworn Loyalty seal of another’s. I ask you to do so and take care of her. Please, I fear for her life. Act with urgency; the life of an innocent is at stake. -Uchiha Izuna Tobirama’s eyes were widened with disbelief by the end of the letter. “But you’ve always spoken so highly of Madara-san.” “I can’t profess to know what is going on or why he would do such a thing, but I take this missive at its word. You will leave immediately to rescue her and you will bring her to me. At the very least, we cannot leave an innocent to suffer.” “And you are certain this is not an ambush?” Hashirama shrugged. “That is why I am sending with you Jin, Shino, and Konomaru. If it’s an ambush, you will leave none alive. But if what Izuna says is true, we cannot risk allowing this to go on.” Tobirama nodded and crossed his arms, agreeing wholeheartedly. “Very well.” As the other shinobi filed out of the room, Hashirama said pointedly before sitting down to attend to more paperwork, “I will be in my room.” The white-haired man nodded and quickly made his way to his brother’s room, where he laid down a seal on the ground by the futon. He stopped briefly by his room to prepare for the mission, attaching his weapons holster to his hip and strapping his katana to his back. After putting on his sandals and loading his holster with ample kunai and shuriken, he teleported to where his comrades were waiting at the compound’s entrance. “We move with speed,” he said curtly. “Finding and rescuing the girl is top priority. Move out!” Swiftly they took to the trees and sped through the forest in the direction of Kisukeno. The trees, near leafless in the dead of winter, shook with the powerful gusts of wind that foretold a storm. The temperature had dropped to near freezing, but the squad was moving with enough speed to avoid the cold. The small village came into view quickly enough; only an hour had passed. There were still a few lights on, shining through the windows of the wooden homes despite the time of night. They landed on the ground and took a slower speed as they approached the village proper, where a well resided to mark the spot. Tobirama leaned down and pressed his forefinger to the ground, sensing for enemies. It didn’t seem there were any at the moment, so clearly this was not an ambush and Izuna was truly acting out of his goodwill. With certainty he said, “Jin-san, take up post at the north, Konomaru-san, east, Shino-san, west. I will find Gomigatsu-san and retrieve the girl. Stay alert.” “Hai!” the three shinobi said in unison and they departed to their positions. Feeling a strong, cold blast of air, he knew they had to move quickly. A snowstorm was coming and they couldn’t be caught out in it. Fortunately, he was well acquainted with the tea maker and went straight to her house, knocking on the door abruptly. Only moments later, the old woman appeared in the doorway. “Tobirama-kun, come inside! Thank the kami you’re here, she won’t stop crying and she’s making the most pitiful little sounds. The man who said you’d be coming for her was very worried. She seems to be getting worse.” Mina, between her particularly short stature, conflicting intimidating presence, and usually calm and stoic nature, sounded very concerned. It showed in the way she was drumming her fingers against her arms, which were folded tightly. “Show me to her. A storm is blowing in and my squad and we must be on our way.” “I already wrapped in her my coat and a blanket, but she still won’t stop shivering. Please tell me you can do something for the poor thing!” “My aniki can. Let’s go.” Mina led him through the living room and to a small, dimly lit room that contained a meager futon, a chest of drawers and other personal items that declared the room the woman’s personal space. Not wanting to seem invasive, he keep his eyes squarely on the girl. She had striking pink hair and pale skin that seemed wan in the candlelight. It was as Mina had said; she was trembling uncontrollably and whimpering so pathetically his usually stoic heart went out to her. Tears rolled down her cheeks despite her unconsciousness. Upon seeing her state, he walked over to her hurriedly and picked her up, cradling her in his arms. The tremors wracked her entire body and he began to grow worried for her physical condition when she woke up. Any longer and the pain might actually kill her; she was having difficulty breathing through her intense spasms. “Gomen for the lack of etiquette but I need to get her to my aniki as soon as possible. I will see you sometime soon, Gomigatsu-san.” “Please, let me know if she recovers,” Mina said. “And don’t worry about formalities, you silly boy! Save that girl’s life!” That was the Mina he knew. Nodding, he exited the house and, letting out a high-pitched whistle, alerting his comrades that it was time to leave. Glad that Hashirama had told him to place the seal by his bed—the girl wouldn’t survive enduring more pain along with the cold weather—he activated his Flying Thunder God jutsu and teleported instantly to Hashirama’s room. His brother was on his feet at once. “Dear kami,” he breathed as he saw the girl’s state. Her face was taut with pain, covered in tears, and the whimpers had grown louder and fiercer. No part of her body was still; it was almost like she was having a seizure. The seal on her palm, which would normally be a black Uchiha crest, glowed red-orange, a sign that her time on this world was almost up. The seal reacted to her life force, black when it was stable and glowing more and more until eventually it began to fade to the color of her skin, until it disappeared completely with the ending of her life. “Quickly, lay her down,” Hashirama commanded. Tobirama didn’t need to be told twice. He laid her down gently on the soft bed and handed his brother a kunai from his holster. Hashirama wasted no time in cutting both of their hands, slicing the Uchiha crest on her palm directly in half, before smearing the blood together hastily and then performing the hand signs to bond them. The Uchiha crest faded and was replaced by the crest of the Senju, which was quickly fading from red-orange to red to brown and finally, to black. Tobirama glanced at his brother and they nodded at once in confirmation of each other’s thoughts. “Take her to a guest room. Make sure she rests comfortably. She may be bonded to me, but she will be in your care.” Hashirama clapped his hands together and said, “Kai!” The girl’s eyes fluttered open momentarily, signaling the genjutsu had been released, but she prompted closed them afterward and was unconscious again. “Let her rest,” the brunette said after it was clear she would stay asleep. “Of course, aniki.” He lifted the pinkette into his arms again and left his brother’s room, making his way to the guest quarter where she could rest peacefully at last. He was rather surprised at the contentedness he felt upon tucking her under the red covers of the futon and hearing her breathe easily, but nothing surprised him more than the immense relief than came upon no longer hearing her weakened cries of pain. It was the moment he felt the link break that he felt, for the first time in his life, panic. He had grown worried as time passed that she had passed out from the pain and wouldn’t be able to comply with him to relieve her from it, but he’d held fast that she would break eventually. This was a battle of wills and he refused to come out anything but the victor. However, the only way the seal could break was if she died or it was replaced by another clan head’s—but so few talked about the latter condition that it wasn’t a well-known fact and was not in any books the Uchiha owned. He would not have allowed Sakura into the library if she could have found out. Since there was no way for her to escape without him knowing, it meant she had died, and never before in his life had he rushed to his office so quickly. But she wasn’t there. He searched for Izuna, knowing immediately his brother hadn’t listened to him about leaving Sakura alone, and sent for servants to find his otouto when the boy wasn’t in his room. At that point he was certain Izuna was involved and he must have taken her somewhere, perhaps to comfort her or ease her pain, although he knew well enough that nothing to end the suffering except for him either rescinding the order or her death. When a servant arrived and was leading Izuna behind her, Madara was surprised that his brother was wearing full shinobi gear and dressed for the winter chill. “Where is Sakura?” he demanded immediately. “I don’t know,” Izuna said stoically. Madara frowned angrily. “And where were you?” “Helping a friend.” His voice was pointed and Madara immediately knew what had happened. “Where did you take her?” His voice was icy and full of rage, a tone he had never used with his beloved brother before. “The link is broken, you fool! She’s dead!” He could hear the pain in his own voice thicken his words. Izuna hesitated before relenting. “She’s not dead to my knowledge.” He hesitated, hope blossoming like it never had before until it was destroyed and turned into a fury unlike anything he’d ever felt in his life. “Who replaced the seal?” he demanded harshly. Words could not describe his rage. “Whose clan did you take her to?” “I won’t tell you, aniki. You were hurting her and she doesn’t deserve that. The people she is with now will take care of her.” The boy was stubborn, but Madara would not relent. He advanced upon his brother. Their difference in height had never been so pronounced before. “Who?” “Aniki-” “As head of your clan and upon pain of betrayal should you lie or not comply with my command, I order you to tell me where she is.” Izuna looked at him with the most hurt expression and Madara felt immediate regret for his words, but he would not, could not retract his question. It had always been unspoken between them that he would never treat his brother like the rest of his clansmen—but Madara had not been able to help himself. Izuna whispered his answer in a pained voice. “The Senju.” Madara was shocked. “Who did you say?” “The Senju! She’s with the Senju!” Tears were in Izuna’s eyes and Madara’s heart clenched painfully at seeing his brother’s distress. “I had to save her, aniki! You were killing her! At least she’s alive and safe now!” And then he muttered something, too lowly for Madara to hear. “What?” His voice, too, was low and quiet. Izuna glared up at him, pain and concern in his eyes. “I had to save you from yourself, too, aniki,” he said, louder this time. “I know you are angry, but this is a good thing! With her in the seal with you she would have gone insane and you would have hated yourself for it! I know you care for her and I wasn’t going to let you do something….something you would regret.” Madara sighed, recalling the way he was out of control around her. It was true that he seemed to lose himself in her presence and perhaps he would need to exercise personal discipline more rigorously once she was returned to him. Izuna spoke again. “Please don’t go after her, aniki. She is safe now and she’ll be happy. If you truly care about her, just leave her be. If she wants to come back, she will.” It went unsaid that under the terms that she had left, such a thing would not happen. “I will think about it, Izuna.” “Please…Madara…” Izuna’s voice was harshened by the tears still gathered in his eyes. “I care about her, too. But I care about her enough that I would rather her be happy, even if it meant she was not with me.” Madara’s stomach clenched uncomfortably at his brother’s soft confession. Izuna apparently cared about her on a level similar to him. How could they be so cursed that both brothers, inseparable and precious to each other as they were, would feel so strongly about the same woman? He sighed. “Then I will ensure she stays safe and happy,” he replied. “I apologize for my rash behavior, otouto. I hope you can forgive me.” Izuna’s eyes softened. “Of course, aniki. Thank you for listening to me.” Madara didn’t bother to correct him. Sakura’s welfare and happiness could be achieved whether or not she was with the Senju—and he intended for it to not be. She could and would be happy with him; he would never let harm befall her, he would protect her with his life, she would learn to love him and he would never let her go. In this way, she would be happy. The brothers parted silently, Izuna murmuring a soft ‘good night’ before heading towards his bedroom. Madara stayed in his office and sent for his best scout. “Hinimori-san,” he said to the short yet deadly man. “You leave as soon as the storm ends. You will scout the Senju and you will go undetected under any and all circumstances, do you understand? You have one month to lure out the woman named Haruno Sakura from their compound and bring her to me alive. She is to be in a genjutsu until she is in my care and remember this, Hinimori: she is not to be harmed in any way. Choose your team wisely.” He paused to let the information again before continuing heatedly, “Use any means necessary to complete this mission.”

Chapter Ten: Relief

When Sakura opened her eyes, she was disconcerted in the worst of ways. She had no idea where she was, for one. The bed beneath her was soft and warm, making it clear that she had been in it for a while, and it was covered in a red down blanket with the pattern of jade leaves twirling across it as though in a flurry stitched into the fabric. There was a small wooden desk beside her bed with a dimmed lamp on it and a miniature bonsai tree in a pot to its right. She glanced up and looked around, growing even more confused. The room she was in beautiful and lavish; across from the bed was a chest of drawers with ornate designs carved into the wood and a tall potted plant beside it. On the wall nearest the nightstand was a bookshelf filled with scrolls and even some bound books, which she had found were a rarity in this time. On the far wall there was a large window where gray light was seeping through the curtains. She could hear the howling of wind and pattering of sleet against it and realized it was a testament to the blanket and room’s insulation that she hadn’t been awoken by the freezing cold. Nonetheless, these observations begged a very serious question; where was she? She was clearly not in the Uchiha compound. Somehow, someway, she had escaped. However, she didn’t believe she’d been sent back to her time, either; the room still had a very old feel and there would have been the humming of heaters in such a traditional house. She propped herself up on the bed by her elbows and ran a hand through her hair. However, the moment her palm passed her face, she noticed the Uchiha crest was no longer there. It was the crest of the Senju. Immediately, Sakura was at her feet. What was going on? Panic set in. Was she in another dimension? No, that wasn’t possible! What the hell was going on? She was just to the door when it slid open, revealing a white-haired man wearing a black coat with fur lining and long black shinobi pants. She would know the red markings on his face from anywhere; the red eyes; the stoic face that she’d seen painted so many times. Sakura just about fainted. “Ni-Nidaime-sama?” “Hm?” His brow furrowed in confusion. “I don’t know who you are speaking of. I am Senju Tobirama. Uchiha Izuna sent for you to be retrieved last night…it’s good to see you are awake.” It was starting to click into place. She vaguely recalled Izuna coming to her and promising…something, and the next thing she’d known she was here. Had Izuna…really snuck her out of the Uchiha compound? What a wonderful friend…but! She held up her palm, displaying the Senju crest. “Why is this here?” she demanded as she pointed at it with her other hand. “I was bound to the bastard. Who am I bound to now and how?” Tobirama chuckled, amused by her and confused at the same time. “You mean Madara-san, I presume?” Sakura wrinkled her nose and shook her head. “I call him the bastard. At least when he can’t hear me. But really—what’s going on?” Tobirama paused before saying, “May I come in?” Sakura realized then that Tobirama was standing in the doorway, half in and half out of the room. His hand still rested against the frame of the shōji and only one foot was past the threshold. In her haste and need for information, she’d actually been quite rude. “Gomen, Senju-sama,” she said, stepping back and returning to the bed to sit down. “Please come in.” It was really weird actually talking to the Senju Tobirama; she heard about him in legends, stories, everything, but she’d never expect to meet him in real life—after all, he’d died long ago in her time. “No need for formalities,” he replied. “And your name is?” “Haruno Sakura,” she said. He slid the door closed behind him and then stepped into the room, opting for crossing his arms and leaning against the frame of the bookshelf. At her questioning look, he began. “Haruno-san, I will answer all of your questions, as I’m sure you have many. However, as for the change in the Sworn Loyalty seal, you are now bound to my brother, Hashirama.” Sakura gaped. She was bound to Hashirama, the First Hokage? But…how? Tobirama noticed the look on her face and continued. “It is not a well-known fact and many deem it merely a rumor, but there is one other way to remove the seal without the death of either party—or rather, replace it. Only a clan head can perform and place a Sworn Loyalty seal and therefore, it can only be replaced by another clan head’s seal.” “Can Hashirama remove it?” She would have been embarrassed by the shameless hope in her voice if the situation hadn’t been so dire. “Unfortunately, once the blood is mingled it is permanent. The only way to remove the seal completely is for one of the participants to die or for the clan head of your clan—the Haruno—was to place the seal binding you to him. However, because you would carry the same blood, the seal would be erased and you would be free…but I have never heard of the Haruno clan.” Sakura’s voice was low with angst. “That’s because there isn’t one.” Tobirama looked at her with something akin to pity in his eyes. “I am sorry that Madara-san placed such an extreme seal on you. It was used in the olden days when slaves were traded between rulers, but it is an ancient seal that rarely sees any use now.” Sakura felt tears gather in her eyes against her will, staring down at the crest on her palm with loathing and horror. “So for the rest of my life I can count on being somebody’s slave no matter what? That…that horrible, no good fucking bastard, if I could kill him I-” And then she stopped herself, the wish to kill him once again reminding her of the fact that she couldn’t—not until Konoha was formed. Tobirama interrupted her thought by speaking again. “I am sorry that you are bound to my aniki, but I promise you he will not make you do anything against your will. Hashirama is not like that.” Sakura looked up at him and smiled weakly. “I know. Your brother is a good man.” The white-haired man raised an eyebrow at the strange comment but did not ask any further questions about how she might know his brother’s personality. “Are you hungry?” She tried to remember the last time she’d eaten and her most recent meal had been dinner with Madara before sparring. Kami, had all of this happened in less than twenty-four hours? “Yes,” she said at last. “I haven’t eaten in a while.” “Come,” Tobirama said, pushing off the bookshelf and motioning for her to follow him. “It’s nearly lunchtime, although with the weather outside you’d never have guessed it.” The pinkette nodded and followed him as they weaved through the house. It was lavishly furnished, just like the room she’d been in, with potted plants everywhere and the entire building a sleek polished cherry wood. They headed down a staircase and then arrived in a small dining room, where a blonde woman was wiping the table. “Ah, Tobirama-san!” she said, her face merry. “And who’s this?” “My name is Haruno Sakura,” Sakura said, waving slightly. “I am Miyamaka Ana, but you can just call me Ana. Are you here for lunch? Hashirama-san just ate, so you missed him.” “Yes, Ana-san, lunch sounds wonderful,” Tobirama said. Sakura nodded, blushing when her stomach gurgled insistently. The blonde woman chuckled and waved her hand dismissively. “Don’t worry, Haruno-san, we’ll get you taken care of. We have yellowtail, red snapper, and unagi. Preference?” “Unagi, please,” the pinkette replied. It had always been her favorite. Ana glanced at Tobirama and he nodded, “The same, as usual.” The blonde nodded. “It’ll be right out,” she said as she walked away, bowing politely before yelling out the order to the cooks in the nearby kitchen. Sakura and Tobirama sat down at the table adjacent to one another. She timidly broached the next question on her mind. “So…am I going to have to stay here or can I leave?” she asked, hoping the answer wouldn’t be that she was trapped again, although she didn’t really know where she would go otherwise. “You may go wherever you please. My aniki told me he has no intention of imprisoning you here. I assume that Madara-san did not allow you to leave the Uchiha territories?” Sakura huffed. “More like he wouldn’t let me leave the damn compound.” Tobirama raised his eyebrow in surprise but said nothing in response, glancing toward the kitchen door where delicious aromas wafted from. She wasn’t done asking questions, even though she didn’t want to bother him. “Would it be alright if I stayed here, though?” He looked back at her. “If you want to, I can talk to my brother about it. Since you are an outsider, it will be considered carefully. Since you are not a part of any clan, I am assuming you are not a shinobi, and we don’t typically allow civilians to-” “I am most certainly a shinobi,” Sakura snapped indignantly, before clapping a hand over her mouth. “I apologize, Senju-sama. I didn’t mean to speak so harshly.” “But you are a shinobi?” His interest was clear. “Yes, primarily a medic-nin,” Sakura replied, much more politely. “That was why the bastard enslaved me. Apparently he didn’t want to share—that’s the only thing I can think would be why he wouldn’t let me go and bound me to him.” Tobirama nodded. “The Uchiha are not known for their healers. But if you are a shinobi, you are surely from some clan?” “It’s not…like that, where I’m from,” Sakura replied hesitantly. She shook her head, saying, “It’s a whole complicated thing, but from where I’m from, anyone can be a shinobi if they are trained and work hard enough.” The white-haired man leaned in, confusion and interest written on his face. “You are not from a clan…and anyone can be a shinobi? How does your village survive?” Clearing her throat, Sakura tried to find the best way to divert the conversation. “Well, the shinobi are there to protect the civilians, who provide the majority of the economy…you know, village stuff.” She pointedly averted her eyes, making it clear she was uncomfortable. “I apologize, Haruno-san. It is just a strange concept to me, what you speak of. Where is this place?” Sakura smiled, imagining her village with fondness. “It’s strange. It’s so very near but also so very, very far.” She noticed Tobirama looking at her like she was crazy. “As in, I never feel like I’m that far away from home, even though…yeah.” She coughed awkwardly and quickly got back on course. “The reason I would like to stay here is because I’m almost one-hundred percent certain that Izuna-kun did not, er, send me away with the bastard’s permission and I’m definitely one-hundred percent certain that if that’s the case, the bastard is going to be angry and may…may come looking for me. Possibly. I don’t know, but I don’t want to take any chances, because he…he can replace your aniki’s seal with his again, right?” Tobirama nodded silently, apparently not knowing what to make of her, if the look in his eyes said anything. “Like dogs fighting over a bone…” she muttered, just as the food arrived. “Here you go! Enjoy!” “Thank you, Ana-san.” Both Tobirama and Sakura spoke at the same time and Ana grinned at them widely. “You’re welcome, just don’t let anything go to waste! Poor Haruko’s in there and she’s been cooking all morning!” Sakura laughed appreciatively and with a quick ‘Itadakimasu,’ they began to eat. The food was good, but the peace of mind at no longer being under Madara’s control was much, much better.

Chapter Eleven: Comfort

“I’m sorry, Rika-chan…” His voice was hesitant, eyes downcast and sad, although the tears refused to come. “I never meant for this to happen. I…I loved you, in my own way. I’m so sorry I couldn’t return your feelings…and if I had known this would happen, you have my vow that I would have tried my damndest to love you the way you loved me. I would do anything to have you back, here, with me.” The white-haired man stared down at the gravestone. The flowers that were blown away by the snowstorm had been replaced—he had seen to it. His best friend was buried there beneath the lilies and roses and he would do everything in his power to make sure she was remembered forever. Tobirama turned his eyes up to the cloudy but blue sky, his breath visible with every exhalation in the cold. “I’m sorry I haven’t visited you in a while…the Uchiha clan head placed an ancient seal on a girl and Hashirama was required to replace it with his. He charged me with her care, so I’ve been busy making sure she’s safe. “I know it was only three days. But I miss you, Rika-chan. I miss you so much.” Finally, tears gathered in his eyes and trickled down his face as he silently stared at the gravestone. He was so immersed in his reverie, remembering the good times they’d had, that he didn’t notice someone coming up behind him. “I’m sorry for your loss,” a soft, feminine voice said a few yards behind him. He turned quickly, not bothering to wipe the tears from his eyes. “Sakura-san…what are you doing here?” His voice had returned to normal due to a quick clearing of the throat. “Ana-san sent me to get you for dinner. I’ll tell her you’ll miss it, don’t worry.” She smiled gently, her eyes wandering to the gravestone. “I know what it’s like to lose someone…” She hesitated, seeming uncertain about sharing, before continuing, “I’ve lost everyone I love and I don’t know if…” she trailed off, turning her head away to hide the pain on her face before her eyes hardened. “I don’t think I’m ever going to get them back.” Tobirama was mildly confused at her statement—if someone was dead, they were gone forever. Vaguely he recalled her searching in the Senju library restlessly since her arrival, and once, when he had watched her without her knowing, he’d heard her mumble, ‘There has to be a way. I can’t just give up on them. If I could just get back…’ She raised her head and then smiled warmly, although it didn’t reach her eyes. “I’ll let Ana-san know you’ll be missing. Take as much time as you need.” Sakura turned to walk away. For some reason, he didn’t want her to go. Somehow, her presence was…comforting. Elevating. “She died in an ambush by the Hyuuga,” he said suddenly. She paused and turned back to him. “They left none alive…she wasn’t even a shinobi.” Sakura looked at him soberly. “As shinobi, do we ever really leave anyone alive?” “I…” His eyes hardened as he saw the truth in her words. Even if the person wasn’t killed—which in this time of warfare, they most always were—prisoners of war were interrogated, tortured…and then…then they were killed. It was the shinobi way of life. “But,” she said, her voice quiet, “it doesn’t have to be that way. Where I’m from…was from, we believed in life. Kill to survive, but not to kill needlessly. Eventually, I think this will all change. I know this all will change. Warfare is not meant to be a way of life…and it doesn’t have to be. The chance for peace is never lost; we just have to work together to find it.” Her words gave him hope, a desperate hope. “Where are you from? Where is this place, if it is truly as you say, that constant fighting is not a way of life? Where peace exists? Take me there, because I would gladly leave this all behind.” She smiled at him genuinely. “It will come. I’m going to make sure of it.” It wasn’t lost on him that she avoided answering the question, again and again, of where she’d come from. For some reason…she didn’t want to tell anyone. It then occurred to him. She’d corrected herself—she’d said was from. Did that mean…her entire village was gone? Was that how she had lost everyone she loved? She must have seen him thinking because she said, “Don’t worry about it too much, Tobirama-san. It’s not something you need to deal with. Right now, focus on the present and making it a better place…focus on being happy. That’s what our loved ones, all of them, would want for us.” Her words uplifted him and he nodded. “Dinner is going to get cold soon. Shall we?” She grinned at him, somber mood gone. “Of course. Lead the way.” Sakura believed that she might have gone too far in her conversation with Tobirama, but it had hurt in the worst of ways to see him in pain like that. She admitted openly to herself that he was not only a good, honest, genuinely caring man, but he was also attractive on a level she had never encountered before in her life—not even with Sasuke. He didn’t have the seemingly inherent feminine features that the Uchiha clan had; she’d seen Itachi once or twice and Sasuke had been on her team, while Izuna seemed to carry the trait as well with his delicate eyebrows and gently angled face. Madara happened to be an exception—he reeked of masculinity and was entirely male, although he still carried the arrogant beauty that all Uchiha had. It didn’t surprise her that he had many women willing to sate his lust, or so Izuna had told her. But Tobirama…he was different. His strong, angular jaw and the muscles that were hidden poorly even by the thickest of clothing—it was winter, after all—attracted her like no other. He was about the same height as Madara but carried himself differently, without all the arrogance and self-proclaimed importance. Tobirama stood tall and clearly knew his purpose, which was to defend his precious people with his life. She’d hadn’t seen a man so dedicated to his loved ones since Naruto. So she attributed her attraction to him as to why she blushed whenever they made prolonged eye contact or when he made simple, meaningless but still flattering comments on her apparel or her healing skills. She also knew that it was because of her crush on him that when she laid her head down at night, she urged sleep to come as quickly as possible to fight the thoughts that repeatedly informed her that he would never see her the way she saw him. After all, he was clearly mourning the death of his lover. She hadn’t heard the entire conversation—she’d walked up when he’d declared how much he missed her after explaining why he hadn’t visited her; because of Sakura. It had hurt to hear it, but she wasn’t offended in the slightest. She would never try to intrude upon such a loss. He had loved Rika seemingly with all his heart, if his weeping at her grave was anything to go by. If Tobirama were to ever, somehow, miraculously return her feelings, she wanted the same kind of dedication he’d shown Rika—and given that Rika was already deep within his heart, that was impossible, especially since she wasn’t even supposed to be here, wasn’t supposed to get to know him and allow him to steal her affections. She was sitting in the library, a scroll in her lap that was going completely unread in her contemplation of Tobirama, when said man knocked on the nearest bookshelf to alert her of his presence. “Sakura-san, my aniki wanted to see you about your living arrangements. He’s come a decision.” Sakura stood immediately, smiling hesitantly. “Is it good?” Tobirama chuckled lightly. “You’ll just have to see for yourself. I think you’ll find it amenable though.” She smiled fully this time and, setting down the scroll on the cushion she’d been sitting on, followed him to Hashirama’s office. She’d only seen the brown-haired man once since her arrival a week ago and it had been short, simply informing her that she would not be made to do anything she didn’t want to. It was then that she’d asked to stay in the village and now, five days later, he’d apparently come to a decision after consulting with the elders. They walked down the corridor that led to where Hashirama was surely hard at work and upon arriving, Tobirama knocked lightly before they were called in. Another thing she liked about him; he was polite. The bastard would have surely just barged in without a care for the other person’s privacy or time. “Hello, Haruno-san,” Hashirama said with a smile on his face as they entered. One could actually see the mahogany wood of the surface of the desk, so apparently the man who would become the First Hokage had accrued himself some free time. She bowed deeply. “Just Sakura, if you please.” “Alright, Sakura-san. I spoke with the elders and given your situation, they agreed with me that you should stay in the village. For the time being you will stay in the guest room you were given upon arrival, but sometime next week I should have the time to build you a home. It was requested that it be away from where the Senju shinobi live due to issues of loyalty,” at this his brow furrowed, letting everyone in the room know he hadn’t agreed with this part, “although I since you have my Sworn Loyalty seal, I don’t see how this should be problem. However, there is a plot of land near our head medic’s home, so that should suffice. In return for being allowed to stay, all that is requested of you is that you aid Kaname-sama with our injured. Is that alright with you?” “Hai,” she said, smiling widely. “It is a great honor to be able to help you in any way that I can.” She raised her right hand and glanced at the seal, her eyes softening. “It is the very least I can do after you saved my life.” “Very well then,” Hashirama said with a nod. He, too, was smiling. “If Madara-san saw you fit to heal his clan, then surely you are skilled and can help mine as well.” “It would be my pleasure. I will do my best, Senju-sama.” Hashirama laughed. “You are, in my eyes, a Senju now and a valuable asset to my people. Please, forgo the formalities.” “Hai, Hashirama-sama,” Sakura said. Her eyes were bright and happy at his welcoming. At least while she was in this time she had a place she belonged, a place where she was valued…and to be unofficially a Senju at the First Hokage’s request? It was enough to bring tears of happiness to her eyes. “One more thing,” Hashirama said as she was about to leave. “My otouto will continue to watch over you and protect you when he can. We cannot have one of our own being targeted by a rival and left unprotected. While the Uchiha have not sent any requests for you to be returned, I know enough about Madara-san to understand that he will do anything to aid his clan and since he made you their official head healer, he will want your services again. Until this entire thing blows over, I want you to be careful.” He glanced pointedly at his brother with a knowing look and something seemed to be communicated nonverbally that she didn’t understand. “I would be glad to help Sakura-san in any way possible.” Tobirama looked to her, smiling gently. “If that is alright with her.” This was one of those times when Sakura could not help but blush. “Of course, Tobirama-san. I have absolutely no objections.” When the corner of his lips lifted in a pleased half-grin, her face flamed and she quickly looked back to Hashirama. “I won’t take up any more of your time, Hashirama-sama. I’ll just be on my way.” “I’ll be right out,” Tobirama said when Hashirama nodded after her. “I just need to have a word with my aniki.” Sakura smiled understandingly. “I’ll be in the library.” Unable to remove the silly grin from her face due to her delight at this situation, Sakura left the room. “Thank you, aniki.” “I would do anything to help you with your grief over Rika-chan.” Hashirama smiled sadly. “And I don’t think your request in unreasonable, given that I truly do believe Madara-san will send someone after her. The girl is a gem.” Tobirama nodded, his expression turning serious. “I have spoken with her about her experience in the Uchiha compound. I believe there may be more to the story that she is telling us.” His brother raised an eyebrow in concern. “What do you mean?” Tobirama shrugged. “It isn’t something that compromises your decision, aniki, if that’s what you’re wondering. In fact, I believe it strengthens your reasoning.” He paused before saying lowly, “She is terrified of him. She fears him irrationally in regards to the story she tells. If she had simply been forced to heal the Uchiha clan, whether or not against her will, I doubt she would be so frightened of him.” “Don’t forget the circumstances through which she came here,” Hashirama pointed out. “He left her to suffer indefinitely from an activated Sworn Loyalty seal. That would scar many for life.” The white-haired man shook his head. “I believe it’s something else. Something…deeper.” “Then find out. Already the entire house staff adore her,” Hashirama sighed, playfully exasperated. “Ana-san threw a fit when she found out Sakura wouldn’t be living in the main house anymore. People seem to flock to her. If she is struggling with something, I want her to have support for it.” He continued, lowly and under his breath, “I’d hate to see Ana-san’s reaction if I’d failed to make sure Sakura-san was as comfortable as possible.” Tobirama laughed quietly at his brother’s comment. Miyamaka Ana, while a loving and caring woman, was practically a she-bear when it came to the people she cared about—and Sakura had quickly become one of those people. Ana and Sakura were actually rather close given the time they’d spent together and they simply seemed to click. With Ana’s headstrong and vivacious personality coupled with Sakura, who was a candid and stubborn woman in her own right, the two were an unstoppable force, as he had observed when the two had gone shopping for new clothes for Sakura. Hashirama had given the pinkette some money because it she only had the clothes on her back and Ana had invited herself along on the trip since she knew the best clothing stores in Kananke, the nearest merchant village. Of course, Sakura had been all for it and they had spent the day perusing discounts, sales, and clearance. It had been a nightmare in every sense of the word and he’d had to stand by watch it. By the time Ana and Sakura had left with their three bags each of clothing—because of course Ana was shopping for herself as well—the shopkeepers were cowed, the seamstresses who had fitted their clothing nervous wrecks, and every owner of the stores they had visited—rather, plundered—were just wondering where it had all gone wrong. Needless to say, Hashirama had found the retelling of the story hilarious, but Kananke’s merchants were most certainly dreading the next time the blonde-and-pink duo visited their town. “I agree,” Tobirama replied. Then he sobered his expression. “It is a well-known fact that Madara-san is not married and Sakura isn’t what one would call unattractive. I fear that with her bond to his through the Sworn Loyalty seal…he may have made her do less conventional things against her will. It wouldn’t be the first time such a thing has happened because of the seal.” Hashirama’s brown eyes darkened. “I sincerely hope he did not go to such a low, but if he has, then your job to protect her is even more important now. Keep her safe.” The younger man nodded fervently. “Of course. Why do you think I wanted you to keep her as my charge?” Hashirama grinned at his otouto impishly. “Because she’s a beautiful young woman who you find interesting?” Tobirama frowned disapprovingly. “I’m going to go now, aniki.” “Oh my, it’s clear you would rather spend time with our beautiful new resident that with your poor old aniki.” Hashirama’s voice was melodramatic, placing a hand over her his heart as though he was wounded. The younger man rolled his eyes and shook his head in an exasperated gesture before poofing out of the office.

Chapter Twelve: Letters

“I believe that was the last snowstorm of the year,” Tobirama commented conversationally, looking up at the clear blue sky. He and his charge were in the backyard of the house that Hashirama had built her, Sakura in dull, now-dirty work clothes she had bought at the market in Kananke in order to start planting in her garden. The small cottage behind them was a one-bedroom with a small kitchenette and warmly decorated living room. Sakura had requested a more modern design to feel more at home, giving Hashirama directions as to how to build it with his wood-release jutsu. It had come out very well and she already felt like she was at home again. Sakura’s work gloves were covered in dirt as she parted the thick, fertile mulch she had laid over the ground to sow her spinach seeds. “I hope so. It’s already late February.” It was not lost on Sakura that her birthday was a little under a month a day and frankly, she was excited even though nobody here knew and she would probably celebrate it by herself. “Sometimes spring takes a while to come,” the white-haired man said. “But I think it will be on time this year.” “If it doesn’t, I’m going to have a hard time getting my garden to start growing,” Sakura replied with a small huff. Tobirama smirked down at her playfully. “You’re certainly setting down roots quickly. It’s only been a week since my aniki built your house.” “Oh hush,” Sakura said, waving him away dismissively. “Gardens take work and time and so if I’m going to have one, I might as well start now. I already planted my asparagus, cabbage, carrots, and cucumbers, and Hashirama-sama said he would get me an apple tree sapling soon.” “I’m starting to think that man would do anything for you,” Tobirama muttered, disgruntled. It was clear he hadn’t meant for her to hear it, but Sakura had always prided herself on her ability to pick up even the quietest of sounds. “It’s not my fault he got you as a brother instead of me as a little sister,” Sakura responded airily, forcing the dirt away with a little too much vigor. “Can’t a man spoil his honorary imouto? Although I think the building the onsen in the back was a little much…” Her eyes wandered to the large wooden building that had diverted water from the small natural hot spring on the outskirts of the village into its stone tub. Tobirama sighed. “I’m afraid I would have to agree.” His eyes followed hers to the immaculate and lavish structure. Suddenly, there was the screeching of a hawk. Immediately Tobirama was holding a kunai tightly in his hand and Sakura was on her feet, fists at the ready. She stiffened as she realized that it was similar to the hawk that had gotten her into this entire mess in the first place. Lazily, it swooped down and landed on her shoulder, obediently proffering a sealed scroll attached to its talon. “Careful,” Tobirama warned as Sakura parted the wax that had been imprinted with the Uchiha crest. Sakura looked at him with understanding eyes before gently unfurling the scroll. Sakura-chan, I hope you are doing well with the Senju. I asked Hashirama-san to replace the seal with his to free you from my aniki’s will—but I’m sure you’ve been told all this already. I apologize for not helping you sooner but I did not believe my aniki go so far. I wish I had taken you to them as soon as the seal was placed. I have talked to Madara extensively and he shows no sign of going after you. I believe he sees the error in his ways. He hasn’t spoken of you once since I asked him to let you go and so I believe that you can rest easy now. Karima-chan and Orime-san were very upset that you left, by the way, and many in our compound miss you. I miss you, Sakura-chan. I hope that one day you will visit me—we can meet in Kisukeno. It is a village between the Senju and Uchiha borders. Of course, only when you are ready, but you are missed. I suppose I wanted to let you know that you did some good here in the compound, even though it wasn’t your idea. I also believe that what I tell you next will bring you some peace of mind. My aniki has started seeing a woman consistently recently. She is not an Uchiha but they seem to get along well and I hope that perhaps they will marry. The elders are badgering him to create an heir and I think this woman might be the one. After Madara is married, perhaps you would be willing to visit Karima and Orime? There are many of us who would like to see you again. I hope you are well and please don’t forget us. -Uchiha Izuna “It’s a letter from Izuna-kun,” Sakura said. What he had told her had indeed brought her peace of mind. Madara had let go of her and was seeing another woman; his infatuation was apparently all but gone. Smiling broadly, she handed the letter to Tobirama, who scanned the message quickly. “I am glad for you,” Tobirama said, handing the now-rumpled paper back to her. He nodded to himself as though something had been confirmed for him. “Now you can settle down peacefully.” Sakura smiled widely. “I know.” Throwing her hands up in the air, she twirled around on her tiptoes merrily, laughing in her joy. Then, her feet caught on the hole in the ground that had been left from her gardening and she began to fall. She would have easily been able to catch herself on her own, but Tobirama didn’t see it that way. Mid-fall, his strong arms grasped her waist and she fell against him. Sakura looked up at him with wonderment at his gentle hold on her and their eyes connected. For a long moment, they just stared at each other, her cheeks growing warmer and warmer by the moment until she was all out blushing, her face aflame. But it wasn’t her fault. His eyes were so tender, so soft as he looked at her, and there was a clear look of desire in them. The look he was giving her was making her abdomen throb strangely and the feeling intensified as they continued to stare into each other’s eyes. “Hey, you two lovebirds!” called a familiar voice from not too far away. “Hashirama-san wants you to come for dinner tonight!” It was Ana. They immediately straightened themselves, Sakura clearing her throat nervously and shaking her head, her nerves fried. From the corner of her eye, she saw Tobirama run a hand through his hair and sigh with some indescribable emotion that seemed a lot like disappointment. She laughed nervously before calling back out to the blonde. “At sunset?” “Yep!” Ana called back. “Be responsible now, we don’t need any miniature Tobiramas and Sakuras running around! Bye!” She promptly ran off, cackling, her apron billowing in the wind. Sakura’s face might as well have been a furnace. Dear Kami, Ana was worse than Ino. She knew she should never have confided about her crush on the white-haired man to the blonde. Nothing would have surprised her more than to find out that Tobirama was thinking same thing—that he, too, was regretting ever having told Ana about his affection for the pinkette. Neither had expected the vivacious blonde to play matchmaker with this juicy information, however, leading to the awkward silence that reigned after Ana had left; both were thinking that their feelings had been revealed to the other who did not reciprocate. Finally, Sakura spoke, her face still red. “Well, she sure is the forward one.” Tobirama chuckled. Sakura noticed that his cheeks were slightly pink as well. “She always has been. I swear she learned to talk faster than any other child born into the village.” The pinkette laughed openly. “Why does that not surprise me?” After that, they returned to easy conversation—both wondering what the other felt about Ana’s proclamation and neither having the courage to say anything. Dear Izuna-kun Thank you for the letter. It makes me very happy that this whole thing is over with. I would love to visit you once the weather is warmer and I have some free time. The Senju have kept me busy between helping the sick and collecting herbs for their healer. Oh, and I started a vegetable garden! Isn’t that wonderful? I hope your brother marries soon. Please let me know when he has, it will bring me more comfort than you can ever imagine. Hashirama-san has not ordered me to do anything once and he and Tobirama are so wonderful. Hashirama-san built me a house and everything. I am so happy; I will forever be indebted to you, Izuna-kun. Not only have you saved my life, but you have enabled me to find peace and happiness…and love, I think. I could never ask for anything more. Tobirama-san takes good care of me. We have grown close, I think, and I have never found anyone so attractive! I know you probably don’t want to hear all this, Izuna-kun, but I can’t help it. Oh dear…I apologize for getting all girly on you. What’s a girl to do when she’s in love? Anyways, I will send word when I am able to see you. I think late March would be wonderful; that’s when my birthday is, the 28th. It would be nice to see all my friends then and it would be wonderful to see you again. I miss you… Please tell Orime-san and Karima-san that if they can, they can come along with you and we can all have lunch together. I can’t wait to see you all again. -Haruno Sakura He crumpled the letter in his fist and then burnt it with a katon jutsu, letting the ashes fall to the ground. Hinimori had certainly hurry up with retrieving his woman; she was not to develop any further feelings for the bastard who now, apparently, took care of her. She was his and she would always be his. Just because he’d been sleeping with Tanoe did not mean anything. The redhead was beautiful and skilled but he would never take her as a wife. However, taking Sakura as his wife…it did not sound unappealing. It would bind her to him in yet another, but certainly more socially acceptable way—and it would make it clear that no other man could touch her. He grimaced, as though in pain, at the thought of her laying with another as he wished to with her. Madara frowned deeply, smudging the ashes of the letter into the ground with his heel. The elders had grown more and more insistent that he take a wife and have her birth an heir. It was typical of the old coots to badger him about something so trivial, but it was like rubbing salt into the wound that the one person he would consider marrying was no longer with him and it was all because of his brother. Needless to say, as time had gone on in Sakura’s absence, he and Izuna had grown distant—although Izuna was not aware of it the way he was. He was not sure what Izuna had written in his letter to Sakura, but it had apparently alluded to the time he spent with Tanoe. That was all fine and well; he’d partially begun to see her to placate Izuna until Sakura returned. Minutely he felt bad that he was deceiving his brother, but Izuna had brought it upon himself by deceiving him and taking Sakura away from whom she belonged to. Mentally he noted that the twenty-eighth of March was her birthday. Somehow, this did not surprise him; she certainly seemed like a spring child. He made an internal promise to himself to make that day extra special for her—for she would certainly be returned to him by then. Madara sat back down at his desk and looked to the books layered upon it. He’d done his research, with the help of the librarian Senbei, and had done all he could to find out about Sakura and where she’d come from. The Haruno were mentioned once, and only once, in a ledger that the Uchiha had kept on trade. It had been made twenty years ago and the Haruno were not mentioned at all since. He’d researched the things she’d talked about—antiseptic and other remedies she’d mentioned in passing, as well as “electric heaters”—something she grumbled about often under her breath at dinner when it was a colder night than usual. Along with that, there was no mention of a Tsunade who healed or a ‘Village Hidden in the Leaves.’ Konoha, the place she’d mentioned upon first meeting him, and Nanade, where she claimed she originated from, were nowhere to be found in the strict records of history or maps that had been drawn since the beginning of the Uchiha clan. There was nothing about her and that infuriated him. She hadn’t lied to him—the seal would have activated. Somehow, somehow she had told him the truth and yet there was nothing to support that she did. What was she hiding? The first thing after she was returned to him—after he’d resealed her to him and perhaps after he’d shown her that she truly belonged to him—he would force her to tell him everything about her. After all, a man and his wife were supposed to know everything about each other, weren’t they?

Chapter Thirteen: Moonlight

As Sakura swayed lightly on her feet, she wondered for the first time that night if going out drinking with Tobirama had been such a good decision. She hung heavily on his shoulder, his warm arm wrapped tightly around her waist to steady her as they walked back to her cottage. There was only one bar in the whole of the Senju village, but surprisingly enough, it hadn’t been all that busy, even for a Friday night. Sakura assumed it was because this was a shinobi village and had barely any civilians, so there were very few who had a regular schedule that would dictate when drinking would hinder the next day’s work or not. As it was, she and Tobirama had had a great time talking the night away. It was almost midnight by her estimation, but it didn’t seem that way. The full moon shone brightly even through the trees and illuminated the world almost as though it was in the middle of a bright, sunny day. Sakura stumbled as she drew to a sudden halt, even though it had been on her own brain’s command. Tobirama glanced at her with concern, but she simply smiled at him brightly. “The moon,” she said softly, her emerald eyes wide and appreciating in the cold glow of moonlight. They’d stopped several yards away from her home, which was almost perfectly illuminated by the sole source of light in the night sky. Tobirama too looked up into the cloudless sky and a small smile of his own smoothed his features. “There’s a great place just outside the village for this kind of thing,” he replied, shifting under her arm to as to allow her to lean better, distributing the weight satisfactorily. He’d not had as much to drink as she had, but even still, they were both rather intoxicated. “Let’s go!” she responded cheerfully, the drink in her making her much more impulsive. Tobirama frowned and a look of doubt crossed his face, but Sakura’s happy, pleading face wouldn’t let him say no. “Only for a little while,” he responded before the doubt faded away. “This way.” Balancing off each other, they made their way past her home and the onsen in the back yard. The moonlight began to dim as they passed under the broad oaks and cedars on the way to their destination. Sakura knew that she should probably start using her chakra to sober up just a little, but as she wasn’t slurring she felt that she could enjoy the altered state of mind for just a little longer. They weren’t walking on any beaten trail and the trees seemed to throw direction to the wind. Sakura glanced up at Tobirama with slight trepidation, wondering if he’d forgotten the way in his drunkenness. He was walking perfectly fine and didn’t seem to be having any problems cognitively, so she was somewhat confused. “Just this way,” he told her, focusing on the unseen path. “Look.” Steadily they had climbed uphill and now it was clear why. They had passed into a clearing where the ground was sloping up into a small hill that peered straight into the clear, moonlit sky. The cool bluish-white light illuminated the small rocks littering the forest ground and each blade of grass had its own shadow. They made their way up to the crest of the miniature hill and then both sat down heavily. Sakura leaned back on her hands and spread out her legs, feeling the chilly night air prickle her skin but not cause discomfort. Her eyes watched a singular, wispy cloud make its way across the sky. Tobirama sat down with one leg bent and the other stretched out, also leaning on his hands. “How’d you find this place?” she asked softly, so as to not disturb the peacefulness of the moment. “Rika and I used to come here all the time,” he responded equally as softly. “Before she died, this was where she told me how she felt…that she loved me.” Sakura’s heart bloomed with unexpected pain—rejection. She had been enjoying her night with Tobirama—and yes, they’d been harmlessly flirting—but the reason she didn’t pursue beyond harmless flirting had just been thrust like a spear into her heart. “Oh,” was all she could say without giving away the sudden dip in her mood. Tobirama sighed and she glanced at him, but it was clear he was reliving the memory. “I haven’t come back since. Not until now—it’s been too painful.” He hesitated, as though wanting to say more but uncertain. Hating her caring, kind nature, Sakura opened herself and her heart up for more abuse. She cared about the white-haired man deeply and even if it meant her own pain, she would willingly offer him any comfort she could. “I’ll always be here to listen,” she murmured softly. She wasn’t sure when it had happened in the past month and she wasn’t sure how, but somehow on this twisting journey that was the past, she’d fallen in love with a man who she was never meant to meet, never meant to know, never meant to be with. And yet her heart longed for him unlike any love she’d ever experienced—if she thought she’d give anything for Sasuke, then she’d obviously not considered what it was like to really be in love, because this…this was so raw, so real…even unrequited, it was a love she’d never expected to feel, not been ready for, couldn’t expect to ever feel again. “Rika and I were childhood friends,” Tobirama said. “Our mothers were friends and we were born exactly a month apart, so they thought it would be good to raise us together.” She could hear the tinge of pain, of regret in his voice and she let her heart cry for him—and only him. “Hashirama was always busy training and it got lonely, but I always had Rika. We finished each other’s sentences and always knew what the other was thinking. I don’t think I’ll ever know anyone as much as I knew her.” At this point he looked up and made eye contact with her. There was some…meaning behind those red eyes, but Sakura’s rejection-fogged brain couldn’t find it. He sighed and directed his gaze heavenwards. “Sometimes…sometimes I wish I’d lied to her, if only so that she died happy.” Sakura’s brow furrowed and tentatively, so as to not interrupt his moment too much, she whispered, “What do you mean?” “She told me she loved me and I was stupid enough to tell her that I only saw her as a sister.” The pinkette thought she could never have felt more selfish in that one moment than at any other point in her life. Relief flooded her, shock zinged her brain, hope blossomed like a lotus in the moonlight. Much like the moonlight that had brought them together like this. Then he spoke and the moment of hope and selfishness was ruined. “Then…then she left to go to Mirasaki. She said it was to think, to get away for a little while and try to come to terms with where her life was going…and then they were ambushed. She died because of me.” Words had never left her mouth so quickly. “Tobirama-san, no! She did not die because of you! What happened is not your fault!” His eyes met hers and she’d never seen such a broken man before. He truly blamed himself for Rika’s death and Sakura would have none of it. Fierce, protective fire filled her eyes and she grabbed his hand, turning to him fully. The drink was either all gone or it was precisely the drink that gave her this courage. “What would have happened if you had told her you returned her feelings?” she asked quietly, fiercely. “She would have stayed, yes. But would you sacrifice your true feelings all the while knowing that you were lying to her—your best friend?” “Yes,” he answered, almost coldly, even though he didn’t remove his hand from hers—instead, he gripped back tightly. “Anything to keep her alive.” “No, you idiot!” she returned back, just as coldly. “How would she feel when she found out you’d been lying to her all that time? Would it be after you’d married her, or after you’d had children together? Sooner or later she would have found out—and then all trust would have been broken! You would have lost her anyway.” “But she wouldn’t be dead!” His voice was rigid but hoarse and his hand was holding hers so tightly she almost lost circulation. “Things could be fixed! Relationships could have been mended! Now, she’s gone and there’s not even a chance of that!” She could feel his pain as though it were her own and it wasn’t lost on her that tears had gathered in his eyes. Sakura softened her voice and looked to the soft, grassy hill beneath her. “She would hate you right now.” His breath hitched. “What did you say?” “She would hate you right now!” Her voice raised again and suddenly she was gripping his hand back just as tightly. Somehow, they’d moved closer, both glaring at the other, but then he looked away. “It’s not like you knew her. You don’t know how she’d feel.” Hurt lanced through her chest but she wouldn’t let go. But then something strange happened and Sakura lost all control. She spoke before thinking and the words just tumbled out. She pulled his hand to her chest and cradled it, bringing her other hand to cover it. Green met red with unwavering certainty. “I don’t know her, but I know how she felt. If you lied to me, if you did that to me, I would hate you.” It was as though the world fell away in that singular moment, their unblinking eyes meeting and suddenly, it was as though a great clarity had been bestowed. “Sakura…” She flinched, waiting for the cold rejection. How had their faces gotten so close together…? “I would hate you if you did that to me, too.” And then his lips pressed against hers. The kiss between night-chilled lips was no less heated and passionate. She leaned into him further, tangling a hand in his wild, messy white hair. His free hand wrapped around her and pulled her in, holding her tightly. Sakura was on cloud nine and she leaned back, pulling Tobirama over her suddenly…and then Tobirama cried out in pain and the scent of blood filled the air. Upon seeing the kunai lodged in Tobirama’s thigh, right where his chest had been just seconds before, Sakura uncharacteristically screamed, pulling the kunai hidden by her thigh underneath the warm yukata and brandishing it at their unseen adversary. Tobirama struggled to his feet, pulling Sakura up with him. Four shinobi wearing the Uchiha crest surrounded them in the clearing, each fully armed and prepared for the fight. A shorter man stepped forward. “Tobirama-san,” he said with the typical cold Uchiha arrogance. “Step away from the girl.” Then he nodded at the other shinobi and they attacked. Tobirama declined to reply and quickly unleashed several lightning jutsu that sent their Uchiha assailants flipping backwards to avoid the attacks. However, they were outnumbered, they were woefully unprepared…and they had been drinking. They fought to stay together, fighting back to back, but clearly the kunai had hit something dire because blood was everywhere and Tobirama was weakening. “Sakura, run!” Tobirama finally called out. “Back to the village! NOW!” It was clear the man intended to die for her and Sakura refused to let that happen. They wanted her. There was no reason to target Tobirama alone—none that she could foresee, anyways. “No, you run!” Sakura yelled, just before taking off towards the trees. Like clockwork, the Uchiha followed her, abandoning Tobirama immediately. She darted through the trees with all the speed the kami could have wished upon her. She was headed on an indirect path back towards the village—they needed help. As she ran, Sakura thought how to escape best she could. They couldn’t defeat these adversaries all on their own. Weaving several hand signs, she sent a huge plume of fire into the sky—she’d never been good at katon jutsu, but it was the only way—as way of a distress beacon. However, the momentary lapse in concentration allowed her to take a kunai to the calf and she fell from the air mid-leap. They surrounded her and two were immediately restraining her. She kicked free with her unwounded leg, filling it with chakra, and the two holding her were forced to release her temporarily. Even so, she knew that she was outnumbered and a deep dread filled her. They would take her back to Madara. They were obviously allowed to beat her into submission because they’d wounded her; who knew how far they would go to ensure her capture? It was fight to the death, then. She wouldn’t go back willingly—anything was better than being returned to Madara, to living as a slave again. Even death was a more desirable option. “Kunoichi,” one of the men rasped with a gravelly voice. “You will lose this fight. Surrender now.” “I’d rather die!” she cried back at them. They circled closer and then one lashed out. In a split second she wrenched the kunai out of her leg, cut a deep slash into the attacking Uchiha’s arm, and then poised the kunai at her chest. They immediately stopped. Sakura smirked—she wouldn’t want to be on the receiving end of Madara’s anger for a failure, either. Then again, she already had. “Come any closer,” she growled, struggling to keep her eyes on all of them—it was impossible, there were four—“and I’ll kill myself. Have fun bringing back a corpse.” “Madara-sama said to bring you back, dead or alive,” responded the short shinobi and in surprise, Sakura glared at him. “That’s bull-” And then her eyes met his and she was lost.

Chapter Fourteen: Broken

Sakura heard the conversation; she heard them talking as though she wasn’t even there, even though her immobilized body was propped up against the wall nearest the bastard. Madara. She was back in hell, the heaven she’d known only twelve hours ago a mere dream. “She was not to be injured,” the bastard said calmly, sounding particularly uncaring about the fact that she had been—it was clear that if he was angry, it was more because his orders had been disobeyed than anything else. The short shinobi, whose name she’d learned was Hinimori, bowed respectfully but said, “Her injury resulted in her capture, Madara-sama.” The bastard’s cold black eyes flickered to her and in the moment they connected she internally flinched—she couldn’t move otherwise because of the simple but potent immobilization genjutsu—and immediately averted her eyes, the only mobile part of her body. Hinimori had informed her that Madara wished for her to be conscious, although that did not stop her from sleeping on journey back. Well, sleeping when she wasn’t worried about Tobirama. She hoped he was alright, she hoped he was healed and safe… She hoped he would come after her as soon as possible. The brothers wouldn’t abandon her, she was certain…they were both going to become Hokage one day and it wasn’t in their nature to abandon a comrade. More worrying, however, was her current predicament, which she’d avoided thinking about as much as possible until faced with the bastard himself. Then it became real and hopelessness flooded her. “Very well. You are dismissed. Leave us.” The bastard’s eyes flickered back to her and did not waver, but she refused to look at him, instead closing her eyes and bracing herself for pain. She would be foolish not to expect some sort of retribution for this. The four shinobi who were responsible for her situation left and there was a cold, unbearable silence in the room after the office door slid shut. She heard the rustling of his armor as he stood and she could faintly hear his footsteps as he approached her. She fought the morbid curiosity to open her eyes. Warm fingertips lifted her chin as though to force her to look at him, but she wouldn’t. It would most likely be the last act of defiance she would have until she was retrieved by the Senju. A cold shiver tingled her spine as she realized the weight of the change she’d incurred by coming to the past. Hashirama had expressed distaste for Madara’s actions on more than one occasion…after this, she doubted he would propose an alliance. In a strange, fleeting emotion, she regretted that she hadn’t just apologized to Madara during their argument that led Izuna to defy his brother. That fateful transferring to the Senju could have possibly pitted the two clans that would form Konoha against each other. Her train of thought wrecked tragically the moment he spoke. “I will not punish you for leaving as it was not instigated by you,” Madara said quietly. His fingers left her chin and lifted the hand that bore the Senju crest. His other hand lightly traced the pattern and there was a contemplative silence before it was removed. There was the barest sound of movement and then she felt the cold blade of the kunai rest gently on her palm. She squeezed her eyes shut tightly, waiting for the pain. “However, you will be punished for not returning.” She internally screamed as the kunai dug deeply, unforgivingly into her flesh. She thought vaguely that he had scraped bone with the force he put into the cut. Hot rivulets of blood poured from her hand and it dropped as he cut his own palm—presumably, as her eyes were closed and he made no sound of pain. Then she felt his bleeding hand grasp hers and felt the warmth of his blood mixing with hers and mentally gave out an anguished cry. She knew the jutsu was performed when the pain in her hand suddenly vanished. He dispelled the genjutsu shortly after that and then spoke the first order she would be forced to comply with in a little over a month. “Heal yourself.” Without opening her eyes, she pressed a hand filled with healing chakra to the scabbed-over wound on her calf. It healed easily, but instead of feeling comfort at that fact, she was only filled her dread at her predicament. “Open your eyes and stand up.” It was clear he had already done so. She hesitated for only a moment and immediately the sensation of thousands of kunai stabbing her assaulted her body. Sakura screamed and her eyes automatically shot open, her body seizing with the pain of the activated seal, before forcefully placing her hands on the wall behind her and heaving herself upwards. She was already panting, unaccustomed to the pain which she would certainly become used to very soon. “Look at me,” he said when she focused on the ground at his feet. Painstakingly, she shifted her eyes to his chin, unwilling to look into his eyes. He sighed and then stepped closer. She stiffened as his arms wrapped around her, pulling her into his chest. Her back was ramrod straight as his hands caressed her back and he nuzzled his face into her neck, inhaling deeply. Her skin prickled in disgust. “You will never leave me again, do you understand?” He placed a soft kiss on her neck. “You are mine.” He all but growled the declaration and Sakura realized that somehow, some way, Madara had become frightfully…obsessed with her. He owned her through the seal, yes; she was his slave yet again, yes…but feelings hadn’t been supposed to become involved. Madara wasn’t supposed to have taken interest in her beyond her medical abilities. And yet he had. And here she was. And now, now she was certain that unless the Senju completely forgot about her, unless they ignored what was going on behind the Uchiha clan head’s closed doors, unless Tobirama didn’t actually care for her and their shared kiss had meant nothing, Konoha would never be formed. Suddenly, as Madara took another deep breath of her scent and pulled away, as she saw the repressed obsession and madness in his charcoal eyes, she selfishly hoped that the Senju wouldn’t do any of those things and that Tobirama would bring the entirety of the Senju army to destroy the Uchiha clan. He paused for a moment, searching her expressionless face for something, and then suddenly picked her up as though she were his bride, one arm cradling her back and the other looping under her knees. She forcefully clamped her lips shut to prevent the making of any noise whatsoever, but he was decidedly unconcerned at her discomfort. After all, why should he worry? She knew better than to fight him—she wouldn’t win and even trying to would result in unbearable pain. He began to walk, nudging the shōji door open with his foot and then leaving the office. He carried her down the hallway and through the house until they reached a very familiar area of the house…and then she saw his bedroom door. There was only one reason he would be bringing her there. She broke her silence unwittingly. “Please, no…” One heated look sent shivers down her body. She fought the urge to cry and grit her teeth, her eyelids shut tightly. Don’t be weak! Don’t be weak! A hot tear rolled rebelliously down her cheek. He opened his bedroom door in the same way he had opened the office door and they were inside, but unlike his office door he closed this one with his heel, ensuring privacy. He carried her straight to the bed and laid her down, removing his armor and climbing on top of her trembling form easily. Madara pressed a gentle kiss to her pursed lips, seemingly not worried about the several burning tears that had begun to follow the first. “Do not fight me…unless I tell you to.” His words made her stomach clench in revulsion, but it had been commanded; there was nothing she could do now. Suddenly, all sense of gentility evaporated from the room as he attacked her neck, kissing and suckling her sensitive skin as his hands found her breasts and kneaded roughly. She whimpered but said nothing, laying as still as a corpse as he fondled her. He raked his teeth down the column of her neck until he reached her collarbone and then began to leave hot open-mouthed kisses over the soft skin. Madara dragged his hands from her breasts and then found the hem of her long-sleeved black shirt and pulled it up, obviously intending to remove it. She wouldn’t let him unless he ordered her to, but apparently that was classified as resisting him because a short but potent stab of pain ripped through her body. It was not prolonged, only sent as a clear warning—and clear it was, because she then cooperated with the removal of her shirt. Her heart ached inside her chest, every beat filled with anger, hatred, and pain. He ripped through her bindings, baring her chest to him. Still kissing her neck, he fondled her breasts much more sensuously this time and rubbed the pads of his thumbs back and forth over her nipples until they stiffened, sending a zing of pleasure to her abdomen. She gasped softly before biting her lip and resolving to control herself better. No matter what, she refused to enjoy this. Her eyes squeezed shut in defiance. She wouldn’t fight, but she also wouldn’t lose herself to him. This would be rape no matter what he thought or how he perceived it. It was as though he sensed her reluctance. “Do not fight,” he repeated, and then, “Enjoy it.” It was as though a wall had been torn down and Sakura was sent reeling. Heat filled her body and coursed through her blood; suddenly her nipples were pebbled under his thumbs and her entire body was hot, tingling with heightened sensitivity. When he pressed a soft kiss to the peak of her right breast she inhaled sharply and then moaned when his tongue flicked over it, caressing softly. What is going on? It was a fleeting, panicked thought that was lost in the fray as pleasure washed over her. His lips encased her peak and he suckled her, his hot tongue laving over her repeatedly and her back arched into his mouth wantonly, her mind clouded even as she fought to disperse the fog. His left hand had taken to lightly pinching her other nipple in time with the movements of his tongue. Heat filled her abdomen as he switched positions and she moaned louder, her voice not her own, hands automatically going to his hair and gripping instinctively. Her brain felt foggy and coherent thoughts were hard to come by—all she could focus on was the erotic feeling of his tongue on her sensitive peaks. A foreign thought passed through the fog and Sakura mentally hesitated. …Why had she been fighting this again? He thrust his hips against her and vaguely Sakura felt a zing of apprehension…of defiance that slashed through the fog like a knife through hot butter. However, it was quickly gone when his mouth left her breasts and trailed hot kisses down her stomach before pausing at her pants. Then, in one deft movement, he yanked them down and off, baring her white cotton panties—and then those went away soon after. The apprehension came back stronger this time and she paused mid-moan, the fog clearing enough to remind her that this was wrong and she didn’t want this at all, but all thoughts were discarded the moment his tongue parted her lower lips and he greedily licked her clit, tasting the evidence of her arousal. Sakura whimpered loudly and bucked her hips against him. He gripped her thighs and forced her legs apart as wide as they would go, baring all of her to him. Her hands were entwined in his hair and she gasped and groaned passionately, unable to form any thought at all beyond her pleasure-fogged state of mind. He growled into her, the vibrations sending shivers of desire down her spine. She was cresting on a wave of passion and she was about to fall over the edge when he suddenly stopped. Suddenly he was off the bed and standing, quickly removing his remaining clothing. As he stripped and revealed an enormous, stiffened member, Sakura was brought back to conscious thought and realized she was about to lose her virginity to a man she hated with every bone in her body. Clarity found her. Upon realizing that she was spread-eagle on the bastard’s bed, bared openly and wantonly to a man she wished to be dead, shame crashed over her in a wave. What was she doing? What had happened? Why was she so aroused? It was like her entire body was on fire and temporarily, at least, her mind had been lost in the pleasures of the flesh. Now, however, she was back to herself—but for how long, she didn’t know. He was on top of her again and to her horror she felt her body’s need intensify at his touch, clearly against her will. He kissed her and as his tongue ran over the seam of her lips, she found herself responding yet again—as if she didn’t have control. His hands were caressing her nipples once more and the heat in her abdomen was unbearable and begging to be released. She found herself once again lost in the mindless, helpless lust that his touch now evoked. When she felt his fingers probe her opening the fear returned and broke her from her lustful cocoon, her inexperienced tongue immediately halting all movement. He noticed her hesitance and pulled away, studying her face searchingly. Then, as though the mystery was solved, he stopped his search placed a quick kiss to her lips before moving to her breast again, bringing the pleasure back full force. She moaned and then gasped in pain as his fingers invaded her—to her relief, as well as sudden fear, her mind was fully returned to her and the pleasure was waning rapidly. Madara didn’t seem to notice as he thrust his fingers in and out of her gently. She could feel his fingertips lightly brush against her hymen and then they were removed, replaced by his manhood, pressing into her painfully. She whimpered. “No…” “Shh,” he cooed softly, stroking her hair soothingly. Even his comforting actions had no effect once he had made the initial penetration and the tip of his head was inside her, stretching her in the worst of ways. “No, please-” “The pain will be brief,” he interrupted, and then as though to punctuate his words he thrust fully inside of her, ripping through her hymen and eliciting a shriek from her lips. He was kind enough to stop and wait for her to adjust, patiently stroking her hair and kissing her neck repeatedly to soothe her. Tears, unbidden, streamed down her cheeks and she clenched the bedspread tightly, sobbing at the agonizing pain of his intrusion. She could feel her inner walls attempting to adjust for him and the pain stopped all thoughts of arousal from reaching her, but eventually it began to subside and her sobs softened. Madara then pulled out and thrust in again, setting a gentle, slow rhythm. The pleasure was returning and she knew by then that there was no use in fighting it. As he picked up the pace, targeting a particularly sensitive bundle of nerves that sent jolts of forbidden passion through her body, she found her hips moving with his. A wordless scream erupted from her throat as she fell from the edge of the cliff of her pleasure. She’d never felt anything like it before and it was impossible not to lose herself in it. This happened twice more before he released his seed inside of her, the burning feeling of it bringing her back to reality once and for all. He rolled off her and laid beside her, pulling her into his body. The man who had just taken her virginity was panting heavily, not much differently from her, but he was satisfied while she burned with shame. “Rest now,” he said, closing his eyes and then saying no more. She felt the aftershocks of her orgasms ebb away and waited for the sound of his breathing to even out. Sakura lay there for a long time, forcing herself to relive the despised encounter over and over, trying to understand what had changed her from unwilling victim to willing participant. It was then that she remembered his words…or rather, command. “Enjoy it.” Had the seal…made her enjoy it? That had to be impossible—he couldn’t physically force her to do anything, it had to come from the seal- Which had mingled his blood with hers…so could he possibly use the seal to maybe encourage—she stood by that he couldn’t force her to do anything physically through the seal, that would be too frightening—her arousal? It was the only explanation for the sudden turn of events. Slowly, coming to the realization that he could force her to enjoy sex with him, she turned to him. He was asleep, but she wanted him to know…even if it was only subconscious. “You can control me…what I do, what I say, how I physically feel…but know this.” Her eyes fixed on his sleeping form and she paused before whispering just audibly, “You can’t control my emotions, or my thoughts…and maybe you could find a way to control those. Maybe. “But you will not control who I love…and that will never be you.” Then she closed her eyes and allowed herself to find peaceful bliss in sleep—not knowing that Madara had, in fact, been awake the entire time… And had heard every word.

Chapter Fifteen: Loss

When Tobirama opened his eyes, he was in the house of Senju Kaname, the village’s healer, on a generally uncomfortable cot. The pointed, arched ceiling and plainness of the walls was vaguely familiar to him; he was unaccustomed to being the one staring up at it as he was so rarely injured enough to warrant a stay as a patient. This realization concerned him, as he was having a hard time recalling as to why he’d be there, and then he wondered about Sakura. The recollections of last night came rushing back to him in a wave of panic. The Uchiha shinobi had come for Sakura, clearly sent by Madara. He’d been wounded gravely, only not killed because Sakura had moved him abruptly in their passion. In that way, he owed her his life. Even though he’d tried to hide the extent of his injury from the pinkette, but obviously she had figured it out—and why not? She was an amazing medic-nin, probably the best he’d ever known except for Hashirama with his ability to heal without hand seals. Her knowledge had been demonstrated by her telling him to run and then fleeing herself, bringing all the attention to her and leaving him alone. He momentarily hated her for leaving him like that, bringing all the heat of battle onto herself when there was no way she could take four sharingan-wielding shinobi on by herself—that was a feat reserved for only the strongest of the Senju. However, hope led him to believe that because he’d never seen Sakura fight, perhaps she had killed them all and escaped back to the village. He remembered staggering towards her cottage, but he’d been losing blood quickly. He recalled seeing a plume of smoke and fire shoot through the air and had known instantly that it was his pink-haired woman, calling for the help they so desperately needed. He’d done the same thing, knowing that only with the aid of other Senju would they escape. He used was little medical ninjutsu he knew to curb the bleeding before collapsing to the ground. He’d heard frantic but muffled voices around him and then…nothing. Until now. “Kaname-san,” he croaked, only then realizing how dry his throat was. The older man, one with long brown hair speckled with gray, was almost immediately at his side, holding a large cup of water. “Tobirama-san, you’re up earlier than I thought you would be,” the man said with his soothing voice, although it was not without concern. He handed the cup to Tobirama, who sipped it slowly, knowing the bad effects of drinking too quickly when one was dehydrated. “Is he awake?” called his aniki’s voice from outside the room. “Yes, come in,” Kaname replied, and Hashirama appeared in the doorway immediately. Upon seeing his brother’s disheveled, unruly appearance, Tobirama knew it must have been bad. “How long was I out for?” He was secretly afraid to ask about Sakura, but he knew curiosity would win out eventually. He didn’t allow himself to think of the possibility that she had been taken. “Two days,” Hashirama replied, his smile weak. “It’s good to see you up.” His mouth opened to say more, but then he shut it with a click. Tobirama knew that look—the look of someone who has lost something. Dread weighed down on his chest, very similar to what had happened when Rika’s parents had approached him that fateful cloudy day. “She’s gone, isn’t she?” he asked resignedly. “Yes. The Uchiha have her.” Tobirama realized, upon confirmation, that despite the dread, despite the resignation, he’d been harboring hope against hope that Hashirama would shake his head and say, ‘No, she’s safe with us.’ This became very clear when he shot out of bed, already rushing for the door. Hashirama stopped him, grabbing his arm. The white-haired man was enraged, yanking his arm out of his brother’s grasp. Unfortunately, his weakness was apparent as he stumbled with the sudden release of support. “We have to go after her!” He refused to hear the panic and despair in his normally calm, stoic voice. Hashirama shook his head. “Not yet. You’re too weak.” Tobirama growled low in his chest, intending to ignore his brother, but before he could storm out of the room his knees buckled and he fell to the floor. Hashirama was at his side in a second. “You’re too weak, otouto. I promise, we will get her back.” The white-haired man was inconsolable. “It’s my fault,” he whispered. “I knew better than to take her out of the village when we were intoxicated, at night, without any backup…but I wanted to make her happy.” He paused, inhaling sharply. “I can’t do anything right it seems, can I?” he demanded raggedly. “I told Rika the truth, and she was so upset she left and was killed—and then when I try to do the opposite and make the woman I lo-” He was brought up short just before the declaration of the depth of his feelings, his heart catching in his throat and stopping him from speaking. Then, swallowing resolutely, he continued. “I tried to make the woman I love happy, and it ends with her being taken by the man who has hurt her so badly.” He almost speculated aloud what position she might be in—would she be punished? Was she suffering this very instant? Had he hurt her? Had he killed her?—but the words would not come out. Hashirama was silent but supportive, helping his younger brother to his feet and then guiding him back to the bed. Belatedly, he touched his cheek and found wetness there. He’d been crying and hadn’t even known it, the breaking of his heart in his chest so overwhelming that the rest of the world had faded out. “I promised to protect her,” he said softly. “I promised I would keep her safe. I failed…but it’s not over.” Tobirama turned to his brother, eyes hard despite the tears that filled them. Hashirama nodded in confirmation. “I will not stand to see you in any more pain, otouto.” Tobirama looked at his aniki gratefully. “I will send the missive as soon as you are recovered. If they will not release her to us…then we will go to war.” The day had been longer than normal. Even though he hadn’t known her long and it had been more than a month since he’d left her with the Senju, Uchiha Izuna still missed the pinkette’s presence in his life. He liked to think they had been close, although she had not written him back since he sent her the letter at the end of February. He was glad to be having dinner with his older brother and he was determined to try and iron out the issues that had arisen between them since Sakura’s departure. He was not unaware of the distance that had come between them and he wanted to fix it; he loved his aniki more than anything—even his feelings for Sakura did not get in the way of that. However, he thought, maybe his aniki thought that they did because he released Sakura to the Senju. No, just because he didn’t want to see her suffering didn’t mean he valued her more than Madara. Perhaps that thought was why his brother had been acting so distantly, so strangely. He stopped in his room to change into more appropriate clothes for dinner and then, slipping into his house slippers, he headed for the dining room. Izuna did not expect to see Sakura sitting across from his seat as she had before she left, wearing an elegant kimono and looking down at the table demurely. Rage filled him immediately. “Aniki, what is the meaning of this!” he demanded. Madara glanced at Sakura, who looked up at him hesitantly before turning to Izuna. “I decided to come back.” The smile she gave him was weak at best, fake at worst. “You sent someone after her!” he shouted at his brother. He felt betrayed—Madara had said he would let her come back of her own accord, if she so chose! He’d promised! He felt anger unlike anything he’d ever felt toward the man he’d idolized. This fury, never directed at his aniki, seemed to surprise said man, even if he showed no outward sign of it. “Izuna,” Madara said, “It is as she said-” “NO!” The younger of the two raged. “She isn’t here because she wants to be, that’s bullshit! After how horribly you treated her-” Madara stood at once, retaliating anger showing through. “That is enough!” “No, it isn’t!” Izuna continued. “I trusted you and you lied to-” “You will not speak to me like-” “Izuna-kun.” Sakura’s soft voice stopped the argument before it could get out of hand—although by Izuna’s standards, it already had and needed to be settled with a good spar…one in which he would cow his brother into letting Sakura go once more. Both brothers turned to her, Madara’s eyes approving and Izuna’s wide and disbelieving. “Please sit down,” she said. “Dinner will get cold.” He looked into her eyes, their gazes unwavering, and he felt like she was trying to convey something to him. However, there was only one thing that he could pay attention to. Her emerald orbs, once so vibrant, were lifeless. There was a dullness to them that he’d never seen before, not even when she’d first been under Madara’s rule. The fire that had been in them was gone, quashed by whatever had been done to her. He realized, staring deeper into them with his sharingan activated—she didn’t flinch away, she trusted him—that they were tinged with red and the skin around them was rather puffy. “What have you done,” he breathed, turning to his brother as horror filled him. The older man scoffed but gave no other answer, returning to his meal. Sakura followed suit, looking down at the table and slowly picking at her food. “I can’t be here.” He didn’t care that he ran away like a child who’d just seen something they couldn’t deal with. He ran and ran, out of the house and past the medley of houses and buildings until he reached a field about a mile south from the compound. He fell to his knees, cradling his face in his hands. Tears fogged his vision and he turned his gaze heavenward, but in the winter night, the stars were as cold and silent as Madara had been when their parents had first died. Memories filled him: training with his brother to be the strongest, watching as he became clan head, cheering when he defeated their enemies, feeling as though he’d always know the man who was almost like a father to him. Now he felt as though he didn’t know that man at all. Tears streamed down his face and he felt his chest ache with the suppressed agony buried so deep within him. He crumpled, sobbing softly, and Sakura’s dead eyes appeared in his mind’s eye. He roared in fury and pain at the sky. When his voice cracked and he was forced to swallow to wet his throat. It was then that he noticed it was much too quiet—no sound filled the air; even the wind had gone silent. Izuna stood and activated his sharingan. Six chakra signatures surrounded him, stealthily hidden in the sparse shrubbery nearby. They were definitely hostile and he immediately tensed, moving into a defensive stance. This wasn’t about killing. This was about getting out alive. “Come on out,” he croaked. “I know you’re there.” There was no response, but the wind picked up. Izuna narrowed his eyes around him, trying to gauge his chances. He had no weapons; he’d changed into his house clothes and in his distress, hadn’t thought to take any weapons with him. It was only ninjutsu and taijutsu he had at his discretion—and against six other shinobi of unknown skill levels, it was truly a fifty-fifty chance of escape. He waited a moment longer, not wanting to turn his back on them to run. It would put him at too much of a disadvantage and he would rather take them down on his terms. Noticing the slightest movement to his left, he immediately sent a fireball in that direction, forcing the shinobi—now identified as a kunoichi—out of hiding. Her white eyes avoided his and he realized who they were. Hyuuga shinobi, probably on a scouting mission. However, they wouldn’t miss the chance to eliminate an unarmed Uchiha. It was a good thing he wasn’t just an unarmed Uchiha. He sent out several more large fireballs around him. The field caught fire and the Hyuuga were forced out their hiding, immediately opening by attempting to skewer him with shuriken and kunai. Izuna thoughtlessly thanked his brother for teaching him to catch and return weapons flung at him. He caught three kunai in succession and directed them back at their throwers. Despite the byakugan, they were not skillful enough to avoid them. One was successfully dispatched, the kunai slicing an artery. There were now two kunoichi and three shinobi. They moved in synchronization, one of them using a suiton jutsu to put out the flames beginning to rage around them. At the same time, one of the ninja disappeared and another forced the ground up around him to cage him in. Luckily, he was able to sense the shinobi who was about to hold him in place from beneath the ground and Izuna jumped out of the air just in time to avoid the hand grasping from the surface as well at the raiton jutsu that sent jolts of concentrated lightning down towards him. He flipped away and sent a large fireball towards them, forcing the group to disperse. He flashed behind one of the Hyuuga, who could clearly see him with her 360 degree vision, but before she could react he’d snapped her neck. This seemed to enrage the male shinobi nearest him and he sprang towards Izuna. They traded blows, Izuna fast enough to avoid all hits while simultaneously dealing a severe punch to the man’s temple, knocking him out. Grabbing the shinobi’s katana before he fell, he stabbed the fallen ninja through the chest, ensuring death. He whirled around just in time to be struck by a kunoichi from behind him. Her gentle tap blocked off the chakra point in his left arm, rendering it numb, just before he severed her forearm with the sword. She fell, clutching her bleeding arm, and he decapitated her before she could do anything else. However, his left arm was numb and there were still two left. He created two clones and they separated, the real Izuna heading back toward the compound. He heard his clone engage one of the Hyuuga, but the other remained unfound. The two of his clones ganged up on the same shinobi and were able to overpower him. Panting heavily, Izuna ran back towards the compound as quickly as he could. His left arm tingled painfully and he was no longer able to perform ninjutsu. He had made it back to the forest and figured that the other shinobi had given up since the rest of his squad had been dispatched. He slowed, the sword dangling from his hand and Izuna felt as though he’d collapse from exhaustion. He stumbled over something, but when he looked down, there was nothing. He frowned and continued on, and then- A hard blow hit his head and he fell to the ground. The final shinobi jumped down from the tree above him. Izuna lifted his stolen katana at the same time as the Hyuuga. “Uchiha Izuna,” the man growled. “I’ll take you down, even if it costs me my life.” “Go ahead,” Izuna sneered. “Try it.” The sound of clashing swords filled the air, but Izuna was clearly faster than the other male and soon disarmed him. The katana flying to the side, the Hyuuga had but one moment to realize he was about to die before he suddenly performed a jutsu Izuna had never seen before. “Soulbind jutsu,” the Hyuuga shouted just as Izuna ran the sword through his chest. With his dying breath the man touched Izuna’s forehead before falling to the ground. Izuna cried out in unexpected pain. He looked down at his chest and just where he’d pierced the Hyuuga, blood was rapidly pouring into his clothing. He stared at it for a moment in shock before falling to the ground. He didn’t have much time. Closing his eyes, he said one last prayer. “Kami…please return the l-life to Sakura-chan’s eyes…” He coughed and blood covered his lips. “…and save my aniki from…himself…” The light dimmed in his eyes and then went dark. Izuna knew no more.

Chapter Sixteen: Fallen

“But you will not control who I love…and that will never be you.” As Sakura obediently followed him back to his bedroom—soon to be theirs—her words from previously that day rang through his head. She still didn’t know he had heard her and that had been his intent. He had been interested to see how she would react after their coupling—would she cry? Would she try to run away? Would she attempt to kill him? None of those would have cut him as deeply as her declaration that she would never love him despite the fact that he would try to make her happy. However, her words apparently meant nothing when it came to her obedience. She’d followed every order he gave her—there had honestly been very few—without hesitation, without pause. It pleased him that she had finally learned her place, even though he could feel killing intent come from her every so often, sometimes completely unprovoked. As they entered the bedroom, he could not help but contemplate the situation. At the moment, it was clear she hated him, as much as he loathed to acknowledge it. Somehow, he had to make her love him. He didn’t want to have to order her every time to enjoy the sex they had; he didn’t want to always have to initiate it. He wanted her to want it like he did, crave it even more than he. At the thought of her approaching him, stripping and teasing him and herself, his cock hardened unimaginably fast and suddenly, there were no other thoughts in his mind. Madara went to the bed and laid down casually, resting his head on the pillow with his elbows bent and hands clasped behind his head. She paused a meter away from the bed, obviously uncertain as to what to do. He knew exactly what she was going to do. “Seduce me.” At his sudden words—the rest of the meal after Izuna had left had been silent and that had carried on until just then—her eyes met his and then widened, filling with horror. He decided to give her a chance before inflicting punishment should she refuse. He was admittedly very interested as to whether or not she would fight or comply. When she stood there motionless, her eyes wide and disbelieving, he knew that she would fight. Through their link he sent her punishment, strong and heavy, and she screamed before crumpling to her knees. Her hands caught herself before her face hit the floor and despite her light weight, her fall made a loud thump upon impact. She was crying already and he was certain that it wasn’t just from the pain. Through her sobs, she begged. “Please, no!” The pain intensified at her verbal denial of his command and her arms buckled, leaving her to convulse helplessly on the floor. Her whimpers and screams filled the room as he continually intensified the pain. He wondered for a fleeting moment if this would make her hate him more, but was soon distracted from the thought when her rebelliousness toward his command grew instead of wavered. “Sakura,” he said, allowing the pain to ease up a bit. “Stand.” Her screams stopped and became little whines in the back of her throat as she forced herself to feet. He allowed the pain to completely dissipate and sat up. She looked at him hopefully, imploringly, that he would change his mind. Unfortunately, that wasn’t what was going to happen. “You will learn for future reference…I will teach you.” A harsh sob escaped her lips, but he ignored it and reclined once more. Then, he gave the first order. “Remove your clothes—slowly.” Her face flushed, her cheeks burning with red from her embarrassment. When she didn’t comply immediately, he sent a jolt of pain that shocked her body before giving her another chance to follow his orders. Hesitantly, she lifted her hands to untie the obi of her crimson kimono. Sakura’s hands shook, causing her to fumble with the knot several times, but he was patient and let her take the time she needed. When the obi fell to the floor, she glanced at him, as if pleading for it to stop. He returned her gaze unwaveringly, a distinct ‘no.’ Several tears slipped from her eyes as she understood he would not change his mind and so she parted her kimono, removing the first layer. She was immediately on to the second when he interrupted. “Slowly.” Sakura swallowed hard and, her hands trembling even more so now, she slowly pulled the second layer off. Now she was in nothing but a mere white slip of a layer and he could see her rosy nipples through the fabric. His already stiff cock twitched as she pulled off the final layer, leaving her in her underwear. It occurred to him that it had been and would be a good idea to leave her with as little underclothing as possible. It would certainly make things a lot easier. The pinkette hesitated once more before pulling down her underwear and letting the panties fall to the floor. When she stood there, naked and glorious, he was filled with the intense need to pull her to him and take her right then. But no, he would take it slow, enjoy every second of it. “Come here,” he commanded, and with slow, reluctant steps, she made her way towards him. When she finally stood facing him as he lay on the bed, he gave her the next order. “Straddle me.” Tears glistened in her eyes as she crawled onto the bed and then, with shaking limbs, placed one knee by his left hip and one knee by his right. However, she did not lower herself, holding herself stiffly upright so as to not touch him. That would be quickly rectified. “Touch me. Try to arouse me.” Her face certainly couldn’t have gotten any redder. With reluctant, unwilling movements, she placed her hands on his chest softly and ran them down to his abdomen, where she hesitated. He gave her an encouraging nod and she did it again. “Lower.” Her small, gentle fingers trailed past his hips and inadvertently brushed against his cock. She had clearly not intended to do it for she instantly flinched away, but with great patience he removed one hand from behind his head and grasped her wrist, forcing her hand to return to its place. He then nodded again and she softly began to stroke him. It was ecstasy, her gentle hands touching him. She was blatantly inexperienced, but that fact only gave him the thrill that she had never done this before, that he was her first. And only, if he got his way. She grazed a particularly sensitive spot and he groaned, his groin thrusting up into her hand. She inhaled sharply but did not recoil, continuing to touch him the way he had ordered her to. As amazing as it was, he was too aroused now for further foreplay. He pulled her hips down to settle on his and hissed as her hot core met his manhood through the cloth of his pants. “Undress me.” Sakura closed her eyes and it was clear she was resigned to her fate. Mechanically she pulled off his shirt with his aid and then he took the liberty of removing his pants. He settled back under her and pulled her hips down again to rest against the erect tip of his cock. “Kiss me.” She obeyed, closing her eyes and leaning forward to press her lips against his. It was chaste, as he expected, but that did not prevent him from forcing his tongue into her mouth, gripping the back of her neck to hold her to him. With his free hand he maneuvered her hips and in a single swift motion, thrust inside her. She gasped and tried to yank her head away, but he forced her to be still and continue to kiss him. Her tongue had stopped all movement, limp in her mouth, and then he felt tears on his cheeks again. Madara let her retreat from the kiss but pulled her chest down for her to lay on him, her legs spread wide to accommodate the position. He stroked her hair gently. “Shh, shh,” he cooed as she sobbed softly. Despite his gentle sounds, he began to thrust upwards into her. She gasped, flinching with every upward movement, and he realized that in this position he filled her to the brim. He could feel himself push against her cervix every time he thrust and he imagined that she found it uncomfortable. He didn’t stop but he moved more slowly, giving her time to adjust. When her tears seemed to abate, he pushed her up so that she was sitting upright upon him again. “Move your hips as you please. Make yourself come.” She let out a heart-wrenching sob but did as she was told. He doubted she would be able to accomplish his command due to her inexperience with these things and her lack of knowledge about her own body, so he would not punish her if she couldn’t orgasm. He hadn’t taken the time to arouse her beforehand and unfortunately for her, it would likely mean that she would derive no pleasure from this act. However, feeling her moving her hips fluidly with him inside of her was pleasing beyond belief. Soon, he was thrusting up into her and she gave a sudden yelp. Tired of holding back for her, he flipped her over and switched their positions so that he was atop her. She panicked when he grasped her forearms to hold her still, but he paid it no mind and simply began to work furiously towards his orgasm. It was too much for her, it seemed. “Please! It hurts!” Her sobs escalated in volume when he didn’t listen or respond, but he was almost there and slowing down now would only prolong her pain. With a satisfied grunt, he released himself inside her and eventually came to a stop. She was crying, trembling, her fingernails digging into her palms as she fought the trauma of what had just happened. He pulled her shivering form into his body, holding her tightly to his chest. As she cried, he realized belatedly that he had lost control and pushed her away from him, made his goal of getting her to love him even more difficult. To make up for his selfish, uncaring actions, he stroked her body gently in a—vain—effort to comfort her. “You did well,” he murmured into her ear, but instead of it calming her, the praise only made her turn viciously away from him to sob into her pillow. He held her tight to him nonetheless, unwilling to allow her to close up into herself. Eventually her trembling stopped and the crying ceased. Taking it as a good sign that she was finally calm, he stroked her hair gently. “I will be more gentle next time,” he promised her, but she gave no response, not even a shiver. He frowned before noticing that her breath had evened out and she was definitely asleep. Sighing, Madara pulled her closer to him. Despite what had just happened, it warmed his heart that she had fallen asleep in his arms.

Chapter Seventeen: Curse of Hatred

Madara sat up abruptly in bed, his heart pounding for some unknown reason. In an instant he knew something was very wrong and he glanced around warily, his sharingan activated and almost glowing in the dark room. Then he found what was wrong. Sakura was not in bed with him. He was immediately enraged that she would try to escape, try to leave him, but when a loud wailing was heard from the other side of his home, Madara shot out of bed. Quickly redressing himself, he surged out of his room and headed toward the wailing. Strangely enough, it sounded like…Aya? It was coming from Izuna’s room. Confusion filled him and then suddenly, he realized he had never found out if Izuna had returned after he had left the house in a rage. In all truth, Madara had felt bad that his otouto had been so angered with him at Sakura’s return; he knew he had hid it from Izuna well, but couldn’t the boy tell that he needed her? Perhaps if he had just been honest with him the way he should have been, Izuna would not have been so angry about her return. It was clear to Madara now that only Sakura could be his wife; he could only give himself truly to her. It became clear to him in that singular moment. He loved her. He rushed into Izuna’s room and found Aya, two servants whose names he couldn’t remember, a shinobi who regularly patrolled the border of the Uchiha territories named Akuto, and Sakura all surrounding Izuna’s bed. The stench of blood was heavy in the air. Sakura looked up at him from Izuna’s bedside. He saw a figure laying there, limp and unbreathing, but Aya’s back covered the person’s face. “I tried to save him,” she sobbed. She was clenching the dead man’s hand tightly. “He was already gone when he was brought to us. I did everything I-” “Move.” His voice was frigid, his chest unmoving as he held his breath, but his heart thundered in his chest so wildly he thought it might burst. Everyone, excluding Sakura, backed away from the bed, and it was then that he recognized the deceased shinobi laying there to be the last person he would ever want it to be. “No…” Izuna lay there. He had been cleaned up slightly, but his clothes still showed where his chest had been pierced. Small cuts and bruises littered his deathly pale skin, although the blood had been washed away from them. His otouto was gone. Dead. Stolen away from him by… A rage filled him unlike any before, overwhelming even the rage he’d felt at Izuna’s efforts to take Sakura away from him. “Who did this?” he hissed. Akuto, who had clearly found him, cleared his throat nervously. “The Hyuuga. We found seven bodies in the vicinity near him, Madara-sama. We heard the commotion and tried to get there as quickly as possible, but by that time he was already gone. Doctor-sama was waiting for us when we brought him back and she tried to revive him, but it was too late.” Akuto fell to his knees and left himself prostrate on the ground in the lowest bow he could manage. “Please forgive me, Madara-sama.” “Stand,” Madara said neutrally. The shinobi did so quickly, clearly fearful of his clan leader. Before Akuto could further move, Madara flashed in front of him and snapped his neck. Sakura cried out at the sudden death and Madara sent her a glare so cold that her voice caught in her throat. His eyes shone red with the sharingan. Even Aya seemed terrified and shocked at Madara’s sudden change of behavior and was sitting there with her jaw gaping. “You, servants,” he said in a voice so emotionless that it sent shivers up the spines of every living person in the room. They turned to him, one with watering eyes, fearing they would meet the same fate. “Go find out who else was on that patrol. They are directly responsible for Izuna’s death and will be executed by myself immediately.” “Madara-” Sakura started, standing up to his bloodthirsty behavior even though it was foolhardy in the mood he was in. “Do not say another word until I permit you to,” he commanded and she was forced to close her eyes wearily before laying her head on Izuna’s unmoving chest and sobbing helplessly. The servants had still not moved. Madara turned to them. “If you do not wish to meet the same fate as the patrol’s, fetch them now.” The servants scurried out of the room like frightened mice. “Aya,” he said, and though his voice was still cold, the slightest amount of emotion trickled in. “Please leave us. I wish to visit my otouto in peace.” The old woman, her eyes softening at Madara’s supposed vulnerability, nodded and stood before hobbling away with her cane. Sakura stayed in her position at Izuna’s side, as she had not been ordered away yet. He walked over to the bed and looked down at his dead little brother with grieved, emotional eyes at last. Everything Izuna had been—the last of his immediate family, his baby brother, the joy of his life, the light for his darkness, the hope for his salvation… Gone. Dead. And eventually, to be forgotten. In two years’ time, no one would remember Izuna except for him and perhaps Sakura—but only because he would not let her forget. It was then that something within him withered and died, and a coldness seeped through his body. The last flame of compassion within him that only Izuna had been able to instill was snuffed out and the last of the light, the last chance for his redemption from his obsession, was gone forever. His heart felt cold all of a sudden. His chest felt numb. His eyes burned…and then hardened. He would exact revenge on all those responsible. The Hyuuga, of course, would suffer for their transgression—they would suffer dearly. The Senju, too, would be punished, for if they had returned Sakura to him like they should have, Izuna would never have been upset enough about her return to leave the compound unsafely. And Sakura…she had not tried hard enough to revive him. She was supposed to be a medic-nin—and she had failed her duty to Izuna by not saving him. She would pay for her failure. Something twisted within him at the thought of the pinkette’s pain. If Izuna had been dead upon arrival, what could she had truly done? Perhaps she did not deserve to suffer… No, a malicious voice said within him. If she had convinced Izuna that she wanted to be here like she was supposed to, Izuna would be alive. She deserves more suffering than any of those responsible. It was true. Madara wholeheartedly agreed with himself…this was all her fault. He could not hate her, that would never happen, because he loved her with all his heart. Still, she had to pay for taking his brother’s life away. Once she was thoroughly punished, then he would wed her and then she would come to love him. Until then, her feelings did not matter. No one’s feelings mattered. Izuna was dead and that was the only thing that was important right now. But first… “You know preservation jutsu, do you not?” Madara asked simply, and Sakura looked up at him with red, bleary, but surprised eyes. “Yes…for the funeral?” “…Something like that. Perform it.” He paused. “I will be back in a moment. Do not leave.” He watched her as she began the jutsu’s hand signs and he left swiftly. He went to the head servant’s quarters and awoke him, telling him to prepare the highest-security cell in the dungeons that were situated underground in the back of the compound. The servant, while bewildered, nodded uncertainly and went to follow his orders. Madara sighed. He would miss her warming his bed while she was locked up and punished for her grave failure, but that did not mean he would go unsated… Sakura, with trembling hands, completed Madara’s order to preserve Izuna’s body. She couldn’t help but feel that on some level, she should have tried harder to make Izuna stay that night, but deep down, she knew that nothing would have. Apparently, what Izuna had said in his letter to her was true; he had truly believed his aniki was moving on. Madara had purposely deceived him and Sakura believed that it was more the betrayal of his loved one rather than Sakura’s actual return that had led him to his death. It didn’t make the pain any worse. She was truly alone now and it was worse because she had definitely cared for Izuna—deeply. He was the nicest Uchiha she had and ever would meet. After a long time, Madara returned with two other bulky shinobi. Without being ordered, they entered the room and lifted Izuna’s body from the bed, probably to be prepared for the funeral. Sakura just sat there, not knowing what to do next. Madara quickly rectified that. “Come with me,” he ordered, and obediently Sakura stood and followed him out of the room. When they left the house, she was confused. When they approached a dark, rundown building that looked decrepit and frightening, she became scared. When they entered that building and Madara led her to a dank, dark cell guarded by iron bars, Sakura’s heart was beating out of control. “Wh-what’s going on?” she asked timidly. “You are being punished,” Madara replied coldly, and he motioned for her to go into the cell. “Enter.” “But-” “Silence!” he thundered. Sakura flinched and took a shaky step back. She felt the pain about to assault and she quickly entered the cell before she could be punished. The door shut with a clang and he locked it with a small metal key. “These are my orders: you will not leave this cell without my express command. You will not try to escape. You will keep yourself in the healthiest condition possible. When you are wounded, you will heal yourself as soon as you are able. You will speak to no one except for myself, and only when I ask you a question. You will eat all the food that is given to you and you will drink all that is provided. If you disobey any of my orders, you will receive the highest punishment I can mete out through the seal and you will not die from it. Failure to follow any of my rules will also result in physical punishment after the seal’s is over. Am I clear?” Sakura nodded mutely, her eyes wide with terror and confusion. Why was this happening? What had she done? “I will visit you once a day,” Madara continued, “and you will pleasure me as I see fit. If you disobey me then, I will personally see to your punishment.” Tears filled her eyes and spilled silently. She couldn’t look at him anymore and apparently, he no longer desired to be in her presence. Madara left without another word and then Sakura broke into unrelenting sobs. She collapsed onto the hard stone floor and cried. Deep down, she was starting to believe this was a dream. Madara had been horrible before, but something in him had changed. It was like when he saw Izuna’s body, he had just snapped. If he had been teetering on the edge of insanity before...he had fallen. And then it occurred to her. Izuna had died…and Madara had finally succumbed to the Curse of Hatred. It was then that Sakura felt it, knew it in her heart. It made her sobs die in her throat and her body lose all strength. Her tears dried and her breathing slowed as she accepted her fate with calm resignation. Sakura would never see her friends or Konoha again. With Madara as unstable as he was, and because for whatever reason he had decided to punish her, she would not survive her trip to the past. She would die here, and she accepted that. And after all that Madara promised to put her through…she wasn’t sure if she would want to live anyway.

Chapter Eighteen: Miracle

There was but one small window in her cell, high up and unreachable. Due to the fact that her cell was underground, the window was ground-level and only allowed the slightest amount of moonlight to shed into her dank prison. Sakura, however, was unfazed by her situation. It was upon accepting her death that Sakura stumbled upon her salvation. It had been so simple all along and yet she had never considered it because the answer to her Loyalty Seal had been the reason she was in the past in the first place. She hoped it wasn’t too late for her solution to work, but deep down, instinctively, she knew it would never be too late. With the answer to the problem that had been plaguing her for the majority of her time in the past, she would not disobey any of Madara’s orders in the slightest—and she would be free of him once and for all. It was the perfect, perfect end to her enslavement and it all made sense, all at once. But she needed more chakra than she had now. She would wait, rest and wait, and once she did it…she would be free. Madara did not sleep again that night. Despite his inner assurance that his Sakura needed to be punished, he was having a very difficult time imagining his beloved alone and cold in her cell instead of by his side, lying in bed next to him with her body curled up against his. Even though he had to stand by his position—a leader could never waver in his decisions—he found himself regretting it minutely. It was weakness, he decided, these feelings he had for the pinkette. She would be better off eliminated from his life, eliminated altogether; then he could become fully powerful with no ties, no way to be hurt or defeated again. But even then, he could not bring himself to truly contemplate her demise. In the end, it was clear that he would have to accept the weakness she inflicted upon him and while he hated it, he could not hate her, no matter how much he knew he should. When morning came, bright sunlight leaking past his shōji doors and stirring him from his motionlessness on his bed, devoid of the warmth of the pinkette, he resolved that he would visit her and not force her to pleasure him like he had told her he would. It was a small respite for her, he assumed, and although it did not mean she would not have to in the future he decided that he would feel better about the situation if she was not made so unhappy. He had seen her tears before, caused by him, and he remembered clearly that he had disliked it. It did not stop her tears from flowing and it had not stopped him from hurting her further, unfortunately, but he still found it distasteful all the same. She would still have to be punished of course, but he would not torture her like he had planned, would not punish her so harshly that she would never come to love him. These thoughts came to him as the morning sun warmed his body, somehow thawing the ice that had frozen his heart upon Izuna’s death. The thought, the acknowledgement of his loss, brought a deep, stirring pain to him. However, he still found deep within that if he lost Sakura as well he would truly go insane. His insanity might bring him strength and it would cut all ties that might weaken him, but in honor of his younger brother’s memory, he could not lose what Izuna had hoped for his aniki. To hurt Sakura would be to dishonor his memory, as well. Her punishment would be maintained but he resolved that he would not break her the way he had initially planned in the shock and pain of his grief. He lay there for a long time, thinking and plotting, moving on from his thoughts of his beloved to how to completely eradicate the Hyuuga clan for their major transgression and how to seek revenge on the Senju for their part in Izuna’s death. While he knew that the Senju were not directly responsible, it was still prudent to remind them who was the strongest and why they could never have Sakura back again. They had been foolish to assist her escape before and now, coupled with the fact that had they returned the pinkette immediately Izuna would still be alive—well, there was no way he could let such a thing go by unnoticed. When the sun was finally high in the sky, he got up from his bed. Calling over a servant passing in the halls, he had a hot bath prepared for him. The heat would relax him, help his mind come up with the worst possible fates the Hyuuga and the Senju might ever meet. After his bath, he changed into fresh clothing and began to make his way towards his beloved’s prison. However, upon the way one of his men—Uchiha Rikuo—intercepted him. “Madara-sama,” the man said respectfully, bowing as per custom. “We have received a missive from the Senju. It is waiting in your office and appears to be urgent.” The older man sighed with irritation. He had an idea of what the Hashirama might want and it was a pointless endeavor on the brown-haired man’s part—nonetheless, he wanted to make his intentions towards Sakura known and clarify the fact that he would never give her up, not even over his dead body. “Very well,” Madara replied. “Dismissed.” Rikuo took off, heading towards the training grounds. Going back the way he’d come, he decided that his Sakura could wait just a little longer before his visit and it was important to get the Senju to back off until he was ready to deal with them—that is, with a fully-equipped and prepared army. Reaching his office, he smirked at the neatly-tied scroll with the Senju crest stamped in wax to prove its authenticity. Sitting in his seat behind the desk, he broke the wax and quickly read over the contents of the letter. Demands for Sakura’s return, of course, with the threat of violent retaliation should the demands be ignored or refuted. How predictable. In no time at all he had made his reply and, attaching it to one of his less-valued falcons—to his slight dismay it was likely the bird of prey would not return—he sent the letter off to its intended destination. At last, he could see his beloved. When Madara appeared at her cell door, Sakura was snapped from her slumber by his overwhelmingly dark presence. Her first action was to evaluate her chakra levels and, finding that they were satisfactory for her needs, she looked up at him with wary eyes. She was under no illusions as to what he was there for and she mentally prepared herself. Just one more time, one last miserable act of obedience, and then she would be free forever. He met her gaze and watched her with his sharingan closely. Sakura averted her eyes quickly, worried about a genjutsu and even more worried that if she met him on too headstrongly it would give away her eminent escape. So, donning the manner of a shy, scared, despairing young woman, she brought her gaze to the floor at his feet and waited for him to force her to please him. At long last he opened the door to her cell and entered, never saying a word. His entrance sent a shiver of repulsion down her spine and she figured out through his silence and intent eyes that he was still angry with her for her imagined slight against him and his brother. Still, she kept her gaze on the ground and waited for him to command her to act like a wanton whore. She had not and would never forget the way he’d made her touch him, the way he’d made her please him, the way he’d made rape seem consensual by ordering her to seduce him, of all things. Nor would she forgive him for his wrongdoings towards her. “I trust you slept well,” he said at last. There was no anger, no malice in his words—only expectation for her to reply to him. It had been phrased enough as a question that she decided it would be safe to answer. She could only assume he was trying to lure her into a false sense of security. He should know by now that she was too smart to fall for such a thing. Nonetheless, she replied as was expected of her. “Yes,” she replied, lying, although she was completely certain that he knew she was. If he actually thought the bed was comfortable enough to truly get a good night’s rest, he was wrong—not to mention that she had been terrified for most of the night until she’d stumbled upon the solution to her problem. “Izuna’s funeral and cremation will be in three days’ time,” he informed her. “You will be allowed to attend, if you so choose.” Despite that she would not be anywhere near the Uchiha compound in three day’s time, Sakura nodded that she would like to go. If not for her circumstances, she would want to be there—but she wasn’t going to give Madara any more time to hurt her. Still, she was waiting for his leers, his unwanted advances…and yet none were forthcoming. Madara sighed wearily as though this entire conversation was a bother to him. “I understand that you did what you could to revive him,” he said with finality. “He was…important to you-” Madara sounded bitter at this statement “-and I believe that you would know better than to allow him to die.” Sakura looked up at him sharply, concern filling her. Was he…going to remove him from her prison? She stiffened. Oh, kami, that could not happen! If she was closer to him, stuck by his side, under his personal supervision, she would have less of a chance to escape. As it was, he would likely feel the bond break once she escaped and would come right after her—that was why it was important for her to be as far away from him as possible before he was able to realize that she had broken the seal. “However,” he went on, “your lack of attempts to convince my otouto to stay resulted in his death and therefore you must still be punished.” Sakura tried not to wilt in relief. “And yet…I do not see the need for your pain. I believe your solitude and isolation should be enough to show you that if such a thing were to happen again in the future—if you were unable to complete my orders to my full satisfaction—you will be punished much more severely.” She could only nod, only half-listening to his pointless speech. Had she not discovered her salvation, her saving grace in the form of an unperfected jutsu, she would have been greatly relieved by his words and would have been listening keenly. However, his words of what was probably supposed to be reassurance meant very little to her. He watched her closely, trying to read her reactions, and she channeled her relief that her escape attempt would not be interrupted or proved futile into pretending that she was grateful for his words, that they had not fallen on deaf ears like the truly had. Whatever he observed in her he apparently found satisfactory. When silence continued to reign, he pushed off the wall he had been leaning on. Sakura immediately stiffened, knowing that now she would be forced to perform some crude act that would bring him pleasure and her disgust. Instead, he made his way towards the cell door, opened it, closed it, and fitted the key into the lock to prevent her escape. “Remember my orders,” he said in parting, his tone ominous and threatening. She only nodded, bewildered at his behavior, and then he was gone. Sakura slumped against the wall, still sitting on her lumpy bed. Perhaps he had decided that by seeing no need for her pain, he would not force her to do things she didn’t want to do and maybe that included sexual acts? No, she immediately corrected herself. Even though Madara seemed to have had a personality transplant since his actions last night that had resulted in her imprisonment and consequent chance to escape, he would not, could not have changed that drastically. She waited, by her estimation, an hour and then two. She watched the guards surreptitiously but also with guarded interest and when she noticed that the guard who usually stopped at the end of the hallway to listen for noises had disappeared around the corner, she assumed it was a change of shifts. No better time than the present, she decided. She would not have much time from there on and she needed to move quickly. It was so blindingly simple that Sakura could not believe she hadn’t seen it before. All she needed to do was remove Madara’s blood from her system and then, according to her knowledge on the seal, she would be free. If their blood was not binding her to him, then there was no medium for the bond and consequently, there was nothing to tie her to his will. It was not an attempt to escape; it was an attempt to break the seal, which he had never explicitly ordered her not to do. Even if he sensed her intentions, he would most likely ignore them as a foolish hope because he believed the seal to be permanent. And of course, up until her very last minute in her own time, it had been. She weaved the hand seals carefully and expertly, but quickly as well. She felt her chakra draining despite her perfect and exact application for chakra for the jutsu as she targeted the foreign blood and minute amount of his chakra that bound them. With a flash of the release of her jutsu and the cleansing of her body, Sakura shivered violently. And then she felt it; the heat on her hand where the seal was. Watching with the utmost intensity, Sakura was overjoyed to see that the Uchiha crest was slowly but surely fading from her skin. Because of the Return to Past jutsu—returning her blood, body, and skin back to the way it was before the seal—Sakura had ended her enslavement. She was on a short but important timescale now. Quickly channeling her chakra to her hands, she wrenched the cell’s iron bars to the side just enough so that she could fit through. Then, pumping chakra to her legs, she fled the prison, shunshin’ing past the guards and masking her chakra to avoid detection. By going around the building, she avoided passing Madara’s home and sprinted off into the afternoon sun after scaling the walls around the compound. The rays of heat warmed her skin and she felt like herself for the first time since coming to the past. She was free at last, truly and completely… She was free.

Chapter Nineteen: Acceptance

He was in the middle of compiling a team to scout the Hyuuga village to gather the needed information to completely eradicate their miserable bloodline from existence when he noticed an intent from her that he hadn’t felt since the very beginning of her stay in the Uchiha compound—an intent to break the seal. It had caused him to sigh wearily, and although it was not directed at those present, the Uchiha shinobi had flinched at the sound. It was understandable that they feared him after his merciless slaughter of the patrol squad, but it was a reaction that had to be quelled. He did not want his own men to fear him—not like that, at least. He was in the middle of speaking when suddenly, the seal’s connection dissipated and then completely vanished. Uchiha Madara was not one to be caught by surprise; very little caught him off-guard. His Sakura had been an endless stream of amusement, frustration, entertainment, and adoration for him, but never once had she blindsided him the way she just had. He had specifically ordered her to stay in the healthiest condition possible and to heal herself as soon as she was wounded. Nowhere between those two orders would her contemplation of suicide or the consequent execution go unpunished—therefore, she would not have been able to kill herself, even if she’d had a medical jutsu that could do it swiftly. He would have noticed the intent to hurt herself, as it would have flared the jutsu in his mind that would allow him to send her punishment harshly and directly. No, all he had noticed was her desire to break the seal—and then the seal was gone. All at once, he found himself reeling. She had broken the seal. Immediately, he snapped into action. “Haruno Sakura is attempting to escape the compound,” he said sharply to the dozen men standing in front of him. “Intercept her immediately and use whatever means necessary, but do not kill her.” Cowed by the fierceness of his sudden order, every shinobi vacated the room within seconds. Madara rubbed his temples wearily. He knew he should be angry, and he was to a degree…but despite everything and above all, he was impressed. It only solidified that she was the only person fit to be his wife. While she was not the most powerful of shinobi on the battlefield, she was the most competent medic-nin he’d ever come across. If he could get her to love him the way he loved her…if he could make her loyal to him and him alone… They would be fearsome. He could train her to become more powerful, and with her medical jutsu at his side, there would be no one who could stop them. The Senju would cower at their combined might and the Hyuuga would not stand a chance; the Uchiha clan would rule the land with no one to stop them. A shiver of anticipation shot up his spine. If he’d had any doubts about his Sakura’s competence or ability to be the Uchiha matriarch, that had been swiftly dispelled by this turn of events. While the Uchiha clan placed little to no care in training healers due to their typical uselessness on the battlefield, he had long ago decided Sakura was the exception. Somehow, she was an amazing healer and able to fight decently. She had magnificent chakra control, her skill with it possibly exceeding his own. Unbidden, the thought of what their children would be like came to mind—for he had no qualms with the image of Sakura’s stomach swollen and heavy with his child. He knew that it would happen eventually—such was the way of life. A little black-haired child, running around with green eyes that would bleed to black and red, more powerful than all the other children his age. In fact, he almost welcomed the thought of the children they would have. Inheriting the sharingan, coupled with her chakra control… The results would be amazing—beyond comprehension. He would have the most powerful child to roam the lands, one that could stand by his side and proudly be called his son. A worthy successor to the Uchiha clan, indeed. Not hearing the telltale sounds of commotion that a fight with Sakura should have bred, Madara turned to the door, grabbing his gunbai, which waited for him patiently. It seemed he would have to go after her himself. While normally one should find this a tedious task, he found the idea of chasing her almost…arousing, much like he found mock-struggle before sex to be. He smirked as he leisurely made his way out of his home, passing the busily working servants without a thought. When he stepped out into the sunlight, he found there was a general commotion about the compound—it seemed that Sakura had created quite a stir in the prison. There were shouts of inches-thick iron bars been bent and twisted like wet clay and he knew that was his Sakura’s doing. With her super-powered fists, he doubted it had been much struggle for her at all. He wondered if she would put up a fight. Oh, most definitely…and fighting after a long, satisfying chase…he could feel his groin twitch at the thought of what would come after that. This could actually have a very interesting turn of events, he thought with a pleased smirk. Not bothering to explain to the shinobi around him what the cause was of the panic—very few knew that it was the pinkette who had caused the commotion because all who did were in hot pursuit—he took off in Sakura’s direction. Her chakra signature was faint, but he had grown to be quite attuned to her presence. She would not be difficult to find, although he knew she would fight him with every ounce of strength in her once he did. Yes—because this was her home now. She belonged with him, at his side… As his wife. Sakura could hear nothing but her own panting and light footfalls as she ran for dear life through the treetops. She was finding the clothing she wore dissatisfactory for her needs; the kimono was restricting her movement even after she’d forcibly torn the bottom off with brute strength and the slippers she wore were all but shredded. She wanted to shed it altogether, but she couldn’t allow herself to run around naked with only scraps of what were once house slippers on her feet and the thought of only having the sheer under-layer on while Madara was undoubtedly in pursuit of her… Well, that just didn’t seem like one of the best ideas she’d ever had. But she did know that something had to be done about the shinobi on her trail. So far, she could sense quite a few chakra signatures coming from behind her, but she still had a good distance on them. She had no idea where she was headed, only that she was going north at the moment. It was doubtful that going into a civilian village would offer much protection—knowing Madara, he’d probably just tear the place apart in search of her. So clearly taking refuge anywhere civilized wasn’t an option. That settled, she decided that she needed to find a place to hide while she still had distance on them. Then, her only real option would be to try and find the Senju village. She was almost certain they would welcome her back with open arms. Making the hand seals while she ran, she created two clones and sent them in opposite directions, one covering north and east respectively. She herself went west and decided that she was better off finding a good hiding spot than continuing the chase longer than necessary. The Return to Past jutsu was, after all, somewhat taxing on her reserves and she didn’t like to think of her odds in a fight that wasn’t one-on-one—and she didn’t want to think about her odds in a fight against Madara at all. Such thought would only serve to dishearten and depress her. She had to think positive—he wouldn’t find her. She was free and she was going to stay free. For what seemed like much too long, she found no good places to hide and conceal her chakra. While this was still Konoha land as far as history went, a lot of the markers that she’d grown up with were different. She supposed a century or so time gap might have a substantial effect in that regard, even though it was entirely inconvenient for her purposes. It also meant that the Uchiha shinobi following her had a better idea of the land and its hiding spots than she did, which was pretty much not good in any way. Frowning, Sakura looked for the most passable spot to hide. Even though the foliage was dense and the forest was full of good places to conceal oneself, she wasn’t finding anywhere that would be a surefire place to keep her safe. She had one shot at this; if she was recaptured, Madara would make sure she never escaped again. And then she heard running water. Breathing a sigh of relief, Sakura head towards the river. She knew this river; rivers didn’t change paths even over the course of a century. Certainly there were probably minute differences here and there, but the general path would be the same and it would take her in a direction that she could be sure of, even if she didn’t have the same landmarks that there would have been in her time. However, there was one that would stay the same; if she followed this river long enough, there was an outcropping that had a few places she could decently camp out for a while. The commotion of being chased had died down and with her chakra masked expertly, Sakura had a feeling that she might actually have gotten away. However, she wasn’t ready to give herself false hope, so she ran alongside the river’s path until she found the aforementioned outcropping. There, she found the smallest, most habitable crevice she could and then jammed herself deep within it so that the hiding spot coupled with her masked chakra, she should be all but impossible to find. Taking deep, heaving breaths, she forced herself to calm down and become one with the rock. There was still enough light shed from the outside that she could see relatively well, but if she was found, she realized that she was most definitely cornered. She eyed her still-clenched fists. Well, perhaps cornered was the wrong word… And then, as she loosed her hands, she saw something that came as an extreme shock. On her right hand, where the Uchiha crest had been… Was this even possible? What had she done wrong? Tobirama had been trying to keep himself distracted since Sakura’s kidnapping. It was difficult because even though it had only been a short month, he’d grown accustomed to having her with him almost all the time. His aniki hadn’t gotten annoyed with his despondence, however—Hashirama had been nothing short of sympathetic and comforting. Still, Tobirama was nursing something akin to what he would call a broken heart. He knew that there was a highly likely chance that he would see Sakura again, but would it be too late at that point? He knew as a ninja that things could always get worse and it seemed that in this situation, everything was going as wrong as it possibly could. This feeling wasn’t anything like what he’d felt when Rika had been killed; that had been deep despair, incredible pain, overwhelming loss and regret. This was different; it was flaming hot rage, a furious need for justice. He could feel the fire in his veins, begging for him to hunt the bastard Uchiha down and make him pay for hurting the pinkette so wrongly. Someone as sweet and kind as Sakura should never have had to endure what Madara had put her through—what he was still putting her through. Tobirama was very aware that the world was not fair and that life came and did whatever it meant to do, but it didn’t mean he was going to let Sakura go without a fight. Hashirama had already sent the missive demanding her return or else there would be war, but Tobirama knew better. If Madara felt anything for Sakura like he felt, war was going to be the only option and it would only end when one of them was dead. Listlessly and lost in his thoughts, Tobirama flung a kunai at the target painted on a nearby tree. It hit the bulls-eye without fail though he was hardly paying it any attention. Even as he did it over and over again until he was out of kunai and had to go retrieve the ones he’d thrown, he continued to hit his mark. He did this over and over, barely acknowledging the passage of time. The sounds grew into buzz in the background of his mind. Swsh, thunk. Swsh, thunk. Swsh, thunk. Swsh- “Tobirama!” Was that his aniki calling out to him, sounding panicked and elated all at once? Why wasn’t he in his office? If he needed to see him, why didn’t he just send a messenger? -thunk. “Tobirama! Tobirama!” Instantly on alert at the older man’s urgent tone—was there an attack that he was somehow unaware of and if then, why wasn’t Hashirama fighting?—Tobirama turned just as his aniki came barreling into the clearing where he had been faux-training. “I can feel her,” Hashirama said breathlessly. It was a little amusing, he had to admit, seeing his older brother flushed and panting even though the run from his office to here couldn’t have taken all that much out of him. Then the words registered. “What? You can feel…?” He barely dared to say her name out loud, barely dared to hope. “I don’t have any idea how, but the Loyalty Seal’s link has come back. I knew it when Madara replaced his seal with mine because the link was broken, but I can feel her again. I can feel her intentions!” Tobirama was speechless. How…? The expression on his face must have conveyed his confusion, but Hashirama had nothing he could say to shed any light on the conundrum—neither of them did. The white-haired male was about to speak again when Hashirama blurted out, “She’s escaped. Right now, she’s preparing to break the link with me—I don’t know how she did it, but she escaped Madara and the Uchiha compound.” Tobirama was filled with pride, admiration, and an unadulterated joy that he hadn’t felt since Rika’s passing. But before he could dwell on it, there were more important things at hand. “Through the seal—can you locate her?” Hashirama nodded. “I can, although it would have to be me, personally. It’s not so much of a map as it is a kind of sense of direction. She’s far east of here—I’d say probably four or five miles north of the Uchiha compound and two miles west. It feels as though she’s stopped, so she’s either in hiding or about to be apprehended again. But since she’s trying to break the seal, I doubt she’s in the middle of a fight.” “If she breaks the seal, you’ll lose connection,” Tobirama said hurriedly. “I would never condone this in any other circumstance, but you can’t let her break the seal. You have to use it.” There was a long silence where Hashirama considered this. “I promised her that I would never use the seal against her, otouto,” he said seriously. “Even in this situation…” “You’re not using it against her!” Tobirama retorted vehemently. “The Uchiha are very good trackers! I don’t care how fast she can run, or if she’s hiding right now. Without our help she’ll be recaptured and that bastard will find a way to make sure she doesn’t get this chance again!” Hashirama hesitated, then sighed heavily. “You’re right. Go back and tell Ana and the others that I will be back shortly and to prepare for an attack—there’s a chance I will encounter Uchiha and if Madara gets wind of my presence, I have a feeling he’ll follow me. I’m only going to send her a low level of pain, but I have to continue subjecting her to it or else she’ll have a chance to break the seal. I have to be quick in finding her so she doesn’t suffer more than she has to.” “You can’t go alone, aniki, let me-” “No!” the brown-haired man barked. “Let me do this. It’s the least I can do for failing to keep her safe.” Tobirama was about to object, to tell Hashirama that it was his fault for Sakura’s capture, not his aniki’s, but then brown eyes met red and he understood. He saw the shame, the pain for having failed someone that was cared for deeply. Whether or not it was his right to, Hashirama felt guilty that the pinkette had been taken back to what was, in all rights, a living hell. Nodding resolutely, Tobirama took off towards the village while his aniki ran off at top speed to rescue Sakura. The white-haired man couldn’t deny the relief that flooded his heart that he would be seeing her again, even if it was amidst a bloody battle over her. When he told Ana of the situation and to mobilize whatever shinobi there were available to prepare for a possible attack, he knew from the reactions of those around him that any Senju who knew Sakura was willing to fight ‘til the end for her.

Chapter Twenty: Someday

Senju Tsunade wasn’t, by far, the most compassionate Hokage, although she did do her best in every situation to make sure that she was fair and just. She liked to think things over before condemning someone and make sure she had all her facts straight before making a decision. Once she’d made her mind up, however, she would stick to that decision with her life. When she condemned someone, she allowed herself a chance to reassess situations occasionally to make sure she hadn’t judged wrong. She wasn’t all-powerful and all-knowing; she could make mistakes like any other human being. However, Tsunade liked to think she didn’t make mistakes such as sending oneself to the past. Because that was exactly what her foolish, idiot of an apprentice had done. The Godaime Hokage sat at her desk, rubbing her temples with probably more force than necessary, furtively glancing at the bottle of sake Shizune hadn’t had the heart to take away upon hearing Naruto’s strange and decidedly daunting tale. He had managed to drive back Tobi after Sakura disappeared, although Tsunade thought that it could easily be attributed to the fact that Naruto had thought the masked man had killed his best friend. Honestly, though, Tsunade was a little surprised that Naruto hadn’t been able to kill him right then and there. It was clear, though, that Tobi had made a tactical retreat and was quite possibly gravely injured—hence the four ANBU squads that had been sent out to attempt to capture and/or kill the man who had given Konoha this headache of massive proportions. Naruto, for his part, was standing in front of her, stunned into silence at the fact that Sakura was not, in fact, dead and was probably gallivanting in the past on some grand kind of antiquated vacation. In all honesty, Tsunade had only put it that way so that the blond wouldn’t blow a gasket, but she knew that the past wasn’t exactly better than the present in many ways—she was actually very concerned about her apprentice’s well-being. “Shizune,” Tsunade barked suddenly. “Get all the research we have on that jutsu. Also, find every scroll we have on space-time jutsu, the history of the five shinobi nations, and look for any scrolls pertaining to time-travel.” As she spoke, Tsunade was scribbling out an order on a particularly official-looking piece of paper. Stamping it harshly with her insignia, she handed it to the dark-haired woman. “You are allowed access to all levels of security—Danzou can kiss my ass if he thinks he’s going to get away with hiding anything from me.” “Of course, Hokage-sama,” Shizune said, taking the paper and immediately bowing before leaving the room in a hurry. “Tsunade-baa-chan-” “You are going to say nothing to anybody. Tell anyone who asks that she’s on an extended vacation,” Tsunade told Naruto sharply. She wasn’t expecting the almost subdued response. “When is she coming back?” Naruto asked, almost helplessly. Then, with a little more of his usual fervor, “I want to do anything I can to help.” “The most you can do is cover for her while she’s gone. We don’t need any more scrutiny on this than we’re already going to get. So get out of here and make yourself useful. Vacation. She’s on a vacation.” Naruto nodded vehemently, but there was no fist-pump of determination or wide grin of assurance. He was uncharacteristically serious about the situation and Tsunade knew she shouldn’t have been, because the boy was both best friends and in love with Sakura, but she was surprised by his grimness. “Go,” she said, waving him away tiredly. There was no doubt Shizune would be incredibly thorough in her search and that meant lots of reading and research before they could find any way to bring Sakura back. If there was a way to bring Sakura back. Two hours later, when Shizune returned with the first heaping load of scrolls, Tsunade had already summoned both Shikamura and Shikaku to help her start discerning ways to bring her apprentice back to the present. They all sat down, hunched over the most immediate scrolls in their proximity, and began to search for a way to fix this ridiculous problem. Tsunade wondered grumpily if she should invest in reading glasses—she certainly wasn’t getting any younger. Then again, maybe this whole time time-travel fiasco might be useful research in finding a way to preserve her youth further. But no. Sakura likely needed her help right now, and Tsunade wasn't going to fail her. She began to scour the scroll in front of her. He passed the shinobi who had been following Sakura rather quickly. They were obviously determined to please their clan head, but Madara had personal investment in his wife-to-be’s recapture and that spurred him to move as fast as he possibly could—which, given that he was the most powerful shinobi in the Uchiha clan, was faster than anyone else. Her chakra was thoroughly masked, but with his sharingan, he had the advantage of being able to see even the slightest flicker if she were to lose control for even a moment. After passing the shinobi, he found himself at a crossroads. There were two chakra signatures going in two different directions, both of which were Sakura’s. However, he could tell even from this distance that neither of them were actually her—they were clones if the chakra levels had anything to say about her. While her reserves had never been exceptionally large, they had never been this small. Therefore, she was somewhere trying to mask herself. With the clones going north and east, albeit in winding directions, he waited for his shinobi to catch up to him. With his superior speed, skill, and tracking skills, he didn’t mind giving her a little more of a head start. She wouldn’t get away from him as long as he lived. He needed her. Once his shinobi arrived, he directed half of them to follow the clones and the rest to head towards the Senju village, just in case Sakura somehow knew how to get back there. He wouldn’t launch an attack without knowing precisely where Sakura was because he was not fully prepared to destroy the Senju village just yet. When he eradicated them like he would the Hyuuga, he wanted to it to be devastating and wholly destructive. As soon as his shinobi departed, he felt again for Sakura’s chakra signature. He did not find hers—however, he did find Hashirama’s. If Hashirama had any idea of her whereabouts, it would be worth pursuing. Madara immediately headed west. Sakura grit her teeth in annoyance. The buzz of pain she felt from Hashirama’s Sworn Loyalty seal wasn’t debilitating or even particularly punishing, at least compared to the way that Madara used it, but it was enough to keep her from being able to focus her chakra enough to remove the seal from her hand. She wasn’t quite sure why Hashirama was doing this to her, especially since he had promised he would never use the seal against her, so she could only trust he knew what he was doing and had very, very good reason for it. And it had been better be a god damn good one. She was tired of being enslaved, even if it was to something as good and kind as the first Hokage. Just as she was contemplating what, exactly, Hashirama’s reason for this pain could be, she felt an approaching presence. Frowning, Sakura shifted in her tiny hiding space and peeked out into the outside world. There, standing across the river from her hiding place, was Hashirama. She perked up, relieved at finding help, however unconventional it was, and began to extricate herself from the cave. The moment she appeared, Hashirama waved at her and began to make his way towards her. The pain in her seal vanished at his command, but just as she stood upright for the first time in what felt like hours, she saw the worse sight imaginable to someone in her position. Before she could call out or reveal herself fully, there was a black and red blur from behind Hashirama and the brown-haired man whirled around to catch the sickle-end of the gunbai with his kunai. He was almost visibly jarred by the force of the attack but had successfully defended against it. Sakura watched with horror as Madara continued to assault Hashirama with more ferocity and viciousness than she had ever seen from the already malicious and cold man. Horrified, she watched as trees grew as magnificent proportion from the ground before they were disintegrated into ash and wondered if this was what the battle at the Valley of the End had been like. It didn’t appear that Madara had noticed her yet, as she had still not unmasked her chakra, but she knew it was only a matter of time before he saw her. Quickly, she made her way back to the cliff face and crouched down near her cave, not going inside but also using the shadows to hide her better. She wasn’t sure that it would be all that effective against the sharingan, but it was worth a shot. Any cover was better than no cover. Sakura waited with baited breath for one of them to get the upper hand. “This is it!” Tsunade cried out suddenly. “This is the answer to Sakura’s little vacation.” Shizune glanced up from where she was studying an S-ranked jutsu scroll and looked at her mentor curiously. It had nearly been sixteen hours straight that they had been studying and Tsunade had summoned Nara Shikamaru for help about twelve hours ago. When the genius wasn’t dozing, he had actually had some very good input. As such, he was the first to approach Tsunade’s desk and glance over her shoulder at the scroll. He frowned as he scrutinized it. “What?” Tsunade snapped. “You don’t think it will work?” “No, no,” Shikamaru said, still analyzing the scroll thoughtfully. “If you modify the Return to Past jutsu to make it reverse itself, so to speak, and combine it with the Yondaime’s Hiraishin no Jutsu, it should be possible to bring Sakura back. The only problem is, you would have to be able to target her—and given that we have no idea where she is or what time she’s in, that could prove to be impossible.” Tsunade scowled a bit, but Shizune looked at Shikamaru thoughtfully. “That said, if someone were to learn both the original and modified Return to Past jutsu and combine the original with the Hiraishin, would it be possible for them to travel back in time, find Sakura, and bring her back?” Shikamaru nodded thoughtfully. “It’s possible. But the Yondaime was considered a master for a reason. The Hiraishin no Jutsu isn’t exactly an easy thing to learn.” “The point is not to actually master the Hiraishin,” Tsunade interjected. “In fact, all we need is to combine the techniques in such a way that we can get to Sakura and bring her back. That said, only minimal mastery is needed—we’re not trying to make another Yondaime.” “For maximum benefit and minimum effort, we only need to create the void that the Hiraishin allows and then use the Return to Past jutsu once it’s created. But in that case…” Shikamaru trailed off. Both Tsunade and Shizune looked at him expectantly. “Hiraishin no Jutsu focuses on having a set point to teleport to, though,” Shikamaru said, “such as the Yondaime’s seals. In order to get back to a specific point, we’d need to have a seal there. We have the Return to Past jutsu that will allow us to break the time-space continuum and coupling that with the Hiraishin, it should be possible to actually be transported back, but…” The silence afforded for Shikamaru to think was so thorough that it seemed the two females in the room were holding their breath. “Nope. Not going to work. Man, this is a drag.” Tsunade let out a growl. “So? This is just a dead end?” Shikamaru shook his head. “I’ve done the calculations and it’s too risky to send someone back in time. Too many things might change. The chances of Sakura meeting someone—anyone—and not having already changed the timeline drastically is a 0.00001% chance. Basically, near impossible. Nothing has been changed so far, so I’m assuming that only when Sakura is displaced by another jutsu will the changes she made in the past take effect. That’s only a theory. So it might be better to just leave her there.” Shizune gasped. “You can’t mean that!” “Shikamaru has a point,” Tsunade said, her brow furrowing. “But that’s not how we’re going to do it. If there’s a change in the timeline, it’s already happened, right? Eventually this time and that time are going to intersect, so by not bringing Sakura back…” “…it’s just means she doesn’t come back,” Shizune finished. She turned to Shikamaru, who was thinking deeply with his eyes closed tightly. “So even if she’s made changes, by not bringing her back we’re just abandoning her, not preventing the change itself!” Shikamaru sighed. “This is troublesome, but you’re right. Besides, chances are that when the changes take effect, nobody but Sakura will know the difference in timelines. So even if everything is completely screwed, we won’t even know it—only Sakura will.” “Alright then, Nara,” Tsunade said. “We’re not leaving her there, so tell me what needs to happen.” Shikamaru sighed and slumped back down into his seat. “Give me a minute.” As the battle raged, Sakura could only watch the sheer force of power between these two shinobi with captivated eyes. The strength both of them possessed was just incredible. Neither seemed to quite have the upper hand, although Hashirama was getting in more meaningful blows than Madara. It only made sense; the first Hokage won at the Valley of the End in her past. And then, somehow, Madara turned the tides with an impressive katon jutsu that blew away Hashirama’s defenses and managed to get in a critical blow with his gunbai. The sickle was coming down full-force, aimed right for Hashirama’s heart, and Sakura screamed. “NO!” At the sound of her voice, Madara flinched and gave Hashirama just enough time to move and have the weapon lodge in his thigh instead. He was severely wounded—although probably not for long with his healing jutsu—but at least he wasn’t dead. Unfortunately, she had revealed herself, even though it had been a necessary evil. Madara had jerked his weapon out of Hashirama’s thigh and leapt back a respectable distance, but his eyes were trained on her. Hashirama was already regenerating quickly and he moved in Sakura’s direction. However, Sakura knew that this game had to end. She couldn’t let these two clans wipe each other out—then her future would never exist. While she might never see her friends and family again, might never see her precious people another time in her life, she wasn’t going to deny them the right to exist in their world. So she kept away from Hashirama and moved between them. Madara was watching her closely with narrowed eyes and Hashirama was radiating careful confusion from where he stood. “Sakura-” Hashirama started. “No,” she said, loud enough for the both of them to hear her. “I want this to stop.” Surprise flitted across both of the great shinobi’s eyes for but a split second before both became guarded and shuttered their expressions. Sakura was thinking quickly. From her experience and knowledge of the past, the Senju were far more understanding and likely to forgive and forget than the Uchiha—that was actually a major theme in her time. The Senju did not have the Curse of Hatred. Therefore, she was going to have to sacrifice her own happiness for the sake of her future, even if she would never see it. “I’ll go with him,” she told Hashirama, and she could feel Madara’s gaze boring into her back. However, she wasn’t without her conditions. She turned to Madara. “I’ll go with you,” she repeated, “and do…whatever you want…but there can no longer be this-this fighting. I don’t want there to be conflict over me anymore. You guys used to be friends, right?” There was silence, neither agreeing nor disagreeing. I know you were. “Get over this whole thing. Go back to dreaming…to dreaming of a better life, a better world. One person isn’t worth your friendship, and especially not me. I’ll go with him, on the condition that you two maintain good relations.” Madara snorted, but seemed to accept this. “You will be my wife,” he warned her staunchly. It was almost considerate, in a sick sort of way, that he was making sure she was prepared for what would happen if she went through with her bargain. “You will be mine to do whatever I please with.” Sakura flinched at his words and Hashirama burst out angrily, “You can’t treat a woman like that, Madara! If you care for Sakura-san, treat her like a treasure to be cherished, not a dog or a possession!” Madara was apparently easily riled when it came to her. “What would you know about-” “God damnit! Stop it you two!” Sakura shrieked. When grudging, perhaps slightly-shocked silence prevailed, she went on, “I’m sure as Madara’s…wife, he will treat me…” as well as it’s possible to treat a non-Uchiha “just fine. He won’t…he won’t make me have the seal again.” She looked at Madara hard and he nodded ever so slightly. Sighing and hoping she could trust him, she continued. “I just want peace. I care for both the Senju and the Uchiha and I just want peace for everyone, not this violence over something so petty.” She turned to Madara and glared at him with all the anger she could muster, which was quite a bit. “But you will not attack the Senju so long as I’m your…wife.” The word was and probably always would be bitter on her tongue. “What about Tobirama?” Hashirama asked, almost begging now. “He lov-cares for you deeply. He will not agree to this so easily.” Tears sprang to Sakura’s eyes. Damn Hashirama for dragging the last person she wanted to be thinking about into this conversation. She knew that he was only trying to help both her and Tobirama because their love…their love was real, only beginning, only a budding blossom at this point. But she knew she wasn’t going to stay in the past anyway, couldn’t leave all her friends in the future, and her love for Tobirama was star-crossed and she would never truly be able to be with him. “And I lo-care for him as well,” Sakura replied, steadfastly staring at the ground so no one could see the threatening tears—especially not Madara, who was listening closely and probably hating every time there was a slip-up of words. “But this is the way it has to be. He will…he will find someone.” I hope. Sakura didn’t remember whether or not the Nidaime was married in her future. She hoped he was…but at the same time, she hoped he wasn’t. It was selfish, but it was true. “But Sakura-” “Very well,” Madara cut off. “I agree to these terms.” Hashirama was silent and Sakura gave him a pleading look. After a long, pregnant pause, he nodded. “I agree as well.” Sakura slumped. “Good. Then…good-bye, Hashirama. Tell Tobirama that I’m sorry and to trust me. This is for the best.” Hashirama looked thoroughly wounded by this, even though he was now fully healed. “Sakura, are you certain-” “Hashirama,” Madara growled warningly. “I’m certain,” she said. Her voice came out much more confident than she felt. To cement her decision, she began to walk towards Madara. As she neared, she nervously watched Madara appraise her body. However, within moments, his eyes widened and uncharacteristically, he walked towards her and scooped her up. Both she and Hashirama stiffened at the contact, but Madara was either unrepentant or ignored it. “You can trust me,” Sakura snapped quietly, trying to hide the very real ire in her voice. “I’m not going to run.” “You are in no position to do so,” Madara replied just as quietly. Sakura was confused and tense but valiantly tried to relax, knowing that Madara would undoubtedly subject her to his ‘affections’ as soon as they were back at the Uchiha compound…and she would have to reciprocate. Her stomach rolled nervously, but anything was better than destroying the future she would soon be getting back to. “You’re an absolute genius, Shikamaru.” “Yes, Shikamaru. Good job.” Said person sighed. “It’s pure luck that you hadn’t run those tests yet. Why was Sakura having her blood tested, anyway?” “Just annual check-up,” Shizune replied. “But you think this should work?” “If she hasn’t had anything altering her blood since she returned to the past—say, getting a disease or mixing it up with someone else’s—we should be able to retrieve her by mixing her blood with the scroll that activates the seals. Hokage-sama, since you are the most proficient medical ninja here, it’s best that you do the jutsu.” “Very well.” Tsunade took the scroll that they had written the jutsu on and spread some of Sakura’s blood over it, performing the seals and activating it. It glowed dark purple for a few moments, but then nothing happened. “Then she altered her blood. Something changed,” Shikamaru said. “It’s not going to work.” “But you said this is the only way!” Shizune said softly. “If this doesn’t work, nothing else will…” “If her blood is altered, there’s no real way to get past it, is there? What can she really do? Use the Return to Past jutsu on her blood?” Shikamaru sounded disbelieving. “If only we could tell her to...” Shizune whispered. “I’m going to try it one more time,” the Hokage said stubbornly. “Just in case I messed it up the last time.” Shikamaru gave her an odd look and Tsunade glared at him defiantly. “It’s not going to work, Hokage-sama.” “Well, then there’s no harm in doing it again, right?” “One moment,” Sakura said suddenly, and Madara looked down at her suspiciously. She showed him the seal, swallowing nervously. Kami, she was terrified of him. “I-I still have his seal. I have to remove it.” Madara nodded curtly, although displeasure showed on his face. Quickly making the seals to remove it, she targeted her body to return to the point since before she ever received the seal from Madara. After a few moments, the seal faded from Senju, to the original Uchiha seal, and then her hand was clear. “Here goes nothing.” Tsunade smeared the blood again and forced as much chakra into the jutsu as she could spare. Sakura wilted, relieved that she was now her own person. Madara glanced over his shoulder at Hashirama, who was still watching them in despair, and nodded at him once. Hashirama nodded back and then he took off with her still in his arms. Suddenly, Sakura was feeling very light-headed and woozy. “I don’t feel right,” she said to him. She felt sick to her stomach and clutched as a sudden bout of nausea attacked. She felt like her abdomen was being pulled inward, like someone was still to suck her up through a straw. She gagged and Madara halted abruptly. “What’s wrong?” he asked sharply, more concern in his eyes for her than she had ever seen him display. She gagged. “I feel like I’m going to-” Poof. And then suddenly, Haruno Sakura was landing, hard, on her rump in the center of the Hokage’s office. “Wait—what?” Sakura shrieked upon seeing the surprised faces of Shizune, Tsunade, and Shikamaru. “What?” she screeched. “It actually worked? I actually kept those two bozos from killing each other?” “Sakura,” Tsunade said, sounding forcibly patient, “What are you talking about?” Stunned, Sakura couldn’t believe that she was back home with the chance to see her friends again—and it seemed that nothing had changed, either! “I stopped Madara and Hashirama from killing each other. And…and they actually formed Konoha in the end, too.” There was silence. “Sakura,” Shizune said tentatively. “What exactly happened?” Still disbelieving she was actually back in her own time, Sakura muttered, “I’m dreaming, so who cares?” and began to tell her story in full detail, not leaving anything out. It didn't stop her from starting to cry only barely into her story, her fears and anguish and absolute horror over what had happened to her finally surfacing in a real, visceral way. Not too much later, Sakura found warm arms surround her and she rested her head on her shishou's chest, words gone into incoherence. Tsunade lifted her head for a moment, and the room was quickly emptied of people. "He-he raped me, shishou," Sakura sobbed. "He--twice." "You're safe now," Tsunade told her. "He's dead, and he can't hurt you any longer. You're safe, and someday, it's going to be okay again." Sakura sniffed. Someday... Someday, things would be okay again. Maybe not today, or tomorrow, or next week or next month, but... someday.

Fin.

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